College on friday was a disaster! Three and a half hours of day-dreaming, don't understand what was taught in class, just too tired after a hectic hours of working. I had tried very hard to listen to Mrs. Geetha class, but I kept falling asleep without even knowing it until my head rolled to the side, laying my heavy head on the side of the wall. Lucky I got record down the whole voice convesation taught in class..
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Packed with fun and friends weekend
Celebrating Eva birthday on last Saturday night @ Cafe Iguana @ Riverside Point. The restaurant is favourite for their spicy aroma of authentic Mexican food and 150 types of tequila & magaritas, but its don't taste that fantastic lei, I just don't like to eat Mexican food. But I like the atompshere there, cooling and romantic, I like candle-light dining under an open air near to the beach/riverband..
Cam-whoring session at Cafe Iguana, pub bar & lastly Orchard Partyworld KTV..
This is my time singing ktv until very late till 4am, reach home around 4.45am, only slept for 4~5 hours... No matter what time I slept last night, I will automatically wake up at 7am, so tired yesterday but I still go and meet out with friends.
Another KTV outing with Yingling and Cynthia, singing for a 2 continuously weekends, very shiok, heehee I almost lost my sweetie voice..
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List of things I can do during this month:
- Siewland & Shirley bday celebration on 10 Sept
- Darren Toh bday on 8 Sept
- Darren Lim bday on 11 Sept
- Doreen bday on 11 Sept
- Clubbing (Ladies nite)
- Suntanning, exercise to train up my stamina
- Catch up with friends (hopefully)
- Meet up with Yaping and babe gal..
- Rest & Relax (just simply enjoy my own co.)
- Reach my 12% target
- Going genting from 28 to 30 Sept.
and the list goes on if I suddenly realise there are more things to do.. I will try to fulfill every thing listed above. Geddit.. I am very stress with my studies and works, how to complete all this and clear my mind of my work? My work is getting hectic, studies getting tougher, OMG how to tigger both together, I am going mad very soon.. But I had promise someone that I will not give up, I will hang on, as what he always say: "Good times will start coming soon.."
I had enough of bday celebrations these few months, I am very broke now. Yeah friends, your payback period is coming soon, remember 7-11, don't forget me lor.. Miss you all so much, till you meet up again..
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Lastly, I want to take this opportunity to wish Darren Toh, a Happy Belated Birthday.. I really missed those days we spent together, thanks for yr company, I really appreciated. Really hope to meet out with u soon, hope my dream will come true..
I've slept 8 hours.. but why am I still feeling sleeeeeeepy.... Love the weather nowadays =) cooling and it makes sleeping under the cosy covers very shiok, haha.. had a lazy weekend.. but met up with friends to spend the saturday night together
Went shopping with 2 charming guys ~ Jonathan & Joseph yesterday after work.. I'm so bored at work, they are the ones who entertained me with lots of funny sms and emails.. My days will not be so colourful without these 2 charming guys around.. They made me laugh, they bring back my lost-found smile..
This will be last time going shopping with these 2 guys, they are madness, they are so choosy than girls, but they spend money like nobody business.. Jonathan bought a suit of shirt & pants for our coming friend's wedding, wow with this money I can buy 3~5 stuffs of things.. "I must say they are just too rich, no where to spend.." Hahahaa, Joseph is so sweet/charming, he care for me as I was wearing high heel, he always say to me "Are you tired, Do you need a rest.." Heehee, he bought me this white bag for compensation.. So sweet of him, I love it so much, THANK U SO MUCH..
I am so so craving for japanese food, hahaa really hope that they will know what I am hinting for.. Suddenly I heard something from a far end that they are treating me to a nice shinful dinner @ ShinKushiya.. A japanese restaurant situated where Suntec March was formally located.
In my opinion:
* Ambience: 4/5
* Food: 4/5
* Service: 5/5
Our dessert, Sesame Ice-cream and Green Tea ice-cream with moshi! Plus 2 additional cheesecakes.. first, the chef's speciality-> Tofu Cheesecake and also, Kiwi cheesecake!
These guys were so sweet, haha... poked one candle into it and this became a make-shift pre-celebration birthday-cake, hahaa.. That is too early, just have 2 month to reach my bday.. Any way, thanks for your arrangement.. LOVE U ALL SO MUCH, MUACKSS...
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I am so lost, confuse, stress with work....
I guess there's a certain amount of stress in every career.. and I've always taken it in my stride. Don't know if I've become more vulnerable or the stress is too much for me to bear already. I woke up every morning with a heavy heart. I've never felt like this before. Perhaps I did, but was too busy to realise?.. As usual, I had my morning shower. I prayed with all my heart. I prayed that God would show me where to go.. I prayed that he would remove the heaviness from my heart... to relieve me of the stress that's suffocating me.. I didn't have an idea how I could go through this day at work. The thought of going to work just frightens me. I always thought I'm strong enough to handle work, its challenges and the stress. I guess I was wrong.
Running away wasn't the right way to handle the situation, made me feel really bad about it. Let me not be weak like this again.. to face the challenges at work.. I need divine help!
" A bacon of light..my source of strength..
Where I find comfort..
I could only run to you..
Tell me what I would do without you... "
Eating my favourite Ben & Jerry's ice-cream, is my inspiration, motivation, comfort, my drive to go further.. It's cheered me up, what am I to do without this....
Marked my 8mth working at Polo Ralph Lauren, happen to like that lovely place, my bosses and colleauges are very nice, I'm happy working there. The favourite part about that place, is the flexibility of the working hours (7hr per day) and my job scope, bit boring sometimes but quite challenging during month/year-end closing.
My table during month-end closing..
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I've signed up for the 5km run, organized by the Great Eastern. OMG, I had not been running for donkey years, how can I finish the whole lap within 2 hours limit.. Opps, really need to start practice now, to build up my stamina.. Heehee, I will be taking my own sweet times walking, taking pictures, and abit of running.. I am not taking part as a competition, but just for fun, a gathering with a group of good friends running together. Wish me all the best for the 5km run..
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Back to sch again, I am so lonely in class, hardly able to see any familiar faces around, so sianz.. ACCA papers are getting tougher and tougher now, they had failed alot of people last term exam just to get their revenues.. OMG, should I give up or continue.. If I put more effort to every papers I took, I will have passed my ACCA by now, why am I so stupid and not hardworking.. Past is history, nothing can be changed... FROM now onwards, I must stay focus and no more last minutes burn nights, must start studying early, practice more often..
I am very happy for Darren, Janice and Derrick, they had finally finished their ACCA. Congratulations my dear friends, my day will come soon, I promise.. When they day comes, I will announce loud, and frame my ACCA certificate in my living room where everybody can able to see, can be proud of me.. Thanks for yours superior sinful treat.. And thanks you all for inviting me to yours graduation ceremony, heehee I will be your photographer on that day. See you all around soon, mainwhile remember me ok dun forget me after graduate.. I miss those days we spent in the library studying, I will feel lonely without Darren around, if you all free during that period of time, pls come and find me in the library ok.. WISH ME ALL THE BEST.
I am an idealist and miss little prefect lovely lady. I'm still very much, at heart, someone who wishes to see the world as a reflection of "Care-a-lot" - the cloud-land home of the Care Bears. I am a kind-warm-hearted, love to be loved, bring happiness to everyone around me, cherish every friendships.. I'm a little girl with a thousand smiles.. Xi Nu Ai Le
Love to me, is nothing.. So empty, so lonely, extremely lost about myself.. I will Let Bygones be Bygones (to forgive and forget)... I had no regret knowing you (someone who I once have a crush on you)! Time to nurture a relationship... L.0.V.E to me is to give each other happiness & trust.. I believe in fate.. somehow we will meet again one day.. " I'm still waiting for u ".. Thank you so much for coming into my life, being friend with me. All is appriecated. You will be dearly missed. Till we meet again.
If one day u feel like crying....call me. I don't promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-- dont be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask u to stop....but I can run with u. If one day u don't want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call and there is no anwser...come fast to see me.
Emoing, emoing and more emoing. Yes, people were patient with me and my few words then pause for a long time before continue another few words speech. That is me when I am emoing. Only with the right people, words seems to flow out smoothly. Why is it so difficult for me to speak up? I am always lack of confident. People said to me that I looked very fierce, quiet & strict when u first know me.. But when u know me well, I can be very talkative, lovely, smily, cheeky, joker, doing stupid funny stuffs just to make u smile..
It took me 4 days to complete this.
Yes, The Wedding my one of my favourite authors, Nicholas Sparks. I totally love the amazing twist towards the end. His books never fail to melt me or make me shed a tear or two. I love the way he writes in such an expressive and lyrical manner. I am a sucker for romance. His books alway make me so emo and so wanting my next relationship to be as romantic. Hahaha... It's all so fictional.... Once I start on a book, I could hardly put the book away until I finish it. It used to be like this and I am still like this. There are times I neglect my passion for reading (storybooks that is). However I am grateful that the passion never seems to vanish into the thin air and never come back again. Hahahaa.. Sitting alone escaping from the reality and bury oneself in a good book. That's a very nice feeling. =)
Finally, after awaiting for so long..
Tomorrow is a friday again!
Whee ~~~
I can't wait.
Hope to have a nice weekend ahead..
Hope to find my mr right soon..
Wish me all the best..
hehee !!
Yipee, I had graduated from my favourite brand Artistry Beauty Workshop..
I really learnt alot of knowledge and tips on how to look good, basic cleanser techniques, professional markup skills and grooming skills.. I didn't know that the knowledge I knew and used before, are all wrong.. Until attending the beauty workshops, a total of 6 lessons only cost me $175. One good things about this workshop is that you had used their products for free, and teachers are very professional & approachable.. 6 lessons is really too short, there still alot of things to learn from them, I really interested in this line.. Yipee, after using its products, my skin complexion had really improved alot.. Beauty being with heart, there is no ugly people in the world, true beauty comes from within yourself..
Artistry become my favourite brand, I finally found a brand that I will use forever, the price of their products are so reasonable, and their products are really good, prefectly smooth application.. Ranked as the top 5 brands in the Asian Market for the 3 consecutively years. I am really proud of myself of being Artistry distributor, and I am so amaze about their products, it's really help to improve my complexion and it's enchance my image.. I like their Waterproof Mascara, its lengthens and thickens my eye-lashes up to 200%, superb definition for beautiful, natural-looking lashes. Intensify every lash, one by one.. my lashes grown longer now.. And you can have Dream colours of your own, classic shades express eye-catching colour in three fabulous finishes! One colour..for eyes, lips, cheeks and nails.. Amazing right, but it really works.. I LIKE IT SO MUCH..
Pics of me, pretty Dolly laoshi & my classmates..
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17 Augst 2007 Friday night, went out with my "J" gang to watch the fireworks displays. I want to thanks them for accompanying me, as I am the person who is very fancy to watch fireworks.. Well, if only you were there to view the beautiful fireworks you will know. Heart, Saturn and etc.. I like the feel of as if the fireworks are falling down on us kind of effect! =) Its will be even more better if I had my loved ones watching it with me, so romantic of me.. The Merlion would be a good venue to watch it, the atmosphere is good, a good place with no trees blocking you, bear in mind you have to be there super early to get a good spot. We take away food from McDonald, had our own small light picnic first on an open air, before leading to Geyland for our dinner cum supper.. The fireworks is so fantastic, it was uncharacteristically chilly, better than the displayed on NDP (quoted by one of my friends who is the first time watching live).. THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME.. LOVE U ALL SO MUCH !!
A car full of Hello Kitties @ Marina Square carpark. The front and back seats cover are all Hello Kitties. So is the handbrake cover, steering wheel cover, the dashboard of the car, and etc.... Just simply EVERYWHERE !! I am also a fan of HelloKitty, but I am not that desperate like this car.. Its too much, Very extreme, I tell you. Can you imagine a guy driving this? *giggle* sissified. ROFL.
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Went Orchard shopping with my favourite animals ~ Ostrich on Saturday afternoon.. It's been a long time not seeing her liao, the last outings we had is around 3 mths ago when our animal Hamster's birthday.. Wow, She grown even more pretty now, more feminine after she got a bf, I almost can't recognise her liao.. Maybe it is the time now to find a guy for myself, I really need a guy to hold on to now, as years go by, I feels even more lonely, I really believe that love aura can bring a girl more pretty when she is been happily attached, I also want to be as pretty too.. Even though my image had changed alot, everyone say that I had grown slimmer & pretty now, it's still not prefect, there is still got alot of room of improvements.
My only expectation criteria for looking for my dream guy, is just that he must be taller than me (eg. 1.80m), that is what I am expecting for. Someone who can look after a foolish lovely sweetie girl like me.. I am very introvent in natural, I kept alot of things by myself, friends found it hard to know what I am thinking of.. This is the true image of me, I am not that extrovent as what you all think I am.. Maybe its the fun, happiness, laughter, emotion, feelings, character of me, let people think that I am extrovent person, indeed I am not.. Those friends who knew me well, will have noticed that I am a girl who need alot of security and love. I need a guy who have the key to open every doors of my doubts, who can give me the full entrust and love.. This is my wish for this year birthday, really hope that this will come true.. God, pls help me !!
It's always fun to have Ostrich around, I love shopping with her, but she says that whenever we went shoppping together she will tend to buy alot of things.. Hahaa, you are not the only people mentioning this to me, causing them to spend alot of money on shopping. But most of friends love to shop with me, becos I am their fashion consultant, and I love to groom and I am good in finding cheap nice beauty stuffs... Heehee, we indeed bought alot of stuffs back.. As for me, I bought a supper skinny jeans for $39.90, a pair of earrings for $15.00, etc.. As for her, she bought alot alot.. I'm so sorry to let you spend so much money, SORRY !!
Watched movie ~ The Bourne Ultimatum, is one of my favourite movie this month, I had watched a total of 3 movies within 2 weeks, the movie ~ Bourne is the best overall.. The actor Matt Damon is awesome and immensely charming, the most exciting action thriller movie I even watched.. Matt Damon played Jason Bourne is humiliated. In the very end he somehow miraculously draws upon some hidden reserve strength and saves the day (even through there is surveillance equipment everywhere). Especially on the scene where he patrol a guy on what to do and where to go on the railway station, wow this movie so cool and exciting.. One thrumbs up !! I highly recommend..
Lastly, we took a neoprints before heading back home. THANKS KAZE, U ARE THE BEST !!
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I am so freaky tired..
I need to hit the sack soon.
Tata ~ Good nite
I lost my favourite pendant while on my way back home on Saturday night after the movie ~ Secret. I found it so fishy, it's so strange, my necklace is still around my neck but only my pendant is gone.. Where had it gone? I went back to where I went to before, but I can't it anywhere.. It gone forever, my close friend bought it for me as my last year birthday present.. It's gone, I'm so extremely sad..
There is one incident I want to share, a fishy incident @ Century Square level 2 Ladies toilet on Saturday night around 11.20pm.. I dun know whether is my supertitious or it is just my imagination, I found the place very ghosty, the whole corridor is totally dark even in th toilet too.. I felt very cold and goosepimples everywhere.. My fear level increase as I am walking pass the corridor, I keep telling myself not to thing about it, in my heart I am praying for my safety.. I think that was the time/place where I lost my favourite pendant.. As I was in the toilet, I am still continuing praying, quickly do my business, wash my hands without look at the mirror.. Lucky I am not alone, there were 2 friends accompany me to the toilet.. But I was left alone taking the last bus back home. ON the way home, I was busy calling Josesph till I reach home... Thanks Joseph for entertaining me throughout the bus journey, without him I know what will happen to me.. I am extrememly scare and fear, I even cry while talking to him.. God pls help me.. No matter who u are, Pls dun find me, I am not your target, pls leave me alone.. I dun dare to tell my friends about it, as I dun want to scare them..
Welcome back & Happy Birthday to my dearest godbrother ~ Joseph, hope you like my plan and presents.. The whole event ended with full of fun and laughter. Just like those days we are young, its bring back our precious memory... Whenever I encountered problems, I will come to him for help, and he will show his gentleman geatures to help me.. He always there for me when I need help, just like my guardian angel, my lucky star that shows me the way out from darkness.. THANKS U SO MUCH, & HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
27 July 2007, Friday @ 9.55pm @ Changi Airport T2, our birthday boy landed in Singapore.. He was in Australia for 2 years, purshing his Bachelor in Psychology with 2nd upper honors, wow.. Finally graduated, long time no see, how have u been? Got miss me? I miss u so much, my brother.. Hehee, he had not break our promise, he went to my Aunty Mary lavender farm and bought me a bouquet of Lavender wrapped in a gift box, carried all the way from Melbourne back to Singapore. Wow, I am so so touched.. My favourite flower ~ Lavender..
28 July 2007 was his actual birthday, stepped onto your favourite haunt, Siloso beach to celebrate his birthday. Finally, after almost years of procrastination, here I'm blogging about my last Sentosa trip.
We were blessed with a sunny weather. 1st time taking express train into Sentosa! It's not as convenient as compare with Monorail, its only have 4 stations in total, overall it's a good experience.. As usual, besides suntanning and soaking ourselves in the sea water, how could we forget to do our favourite thing, cam-whoring!
After we got out of Sentosa, we were all famished! Went to Bosses @ Vivo for DimSum dinner. I heard an article raved about it thousands and one times on how fantastic the food is, I am so tempted to try. So that day is a good opportunity to dine there since we were entitled to 50% off for all dimsums and desserts on weekdays 2.30-5.30pm.. Fwah, just realise they actually extended the 1/2 price on dimsums and desserts to Saturdays too. Shiok, now I don't have to wait till my leave days to eat already. Hahaa, just in time for the discount, we are just 30 minutes before 5.30pm.
6 dimsums and a dessert, that cost us $30.95... Imagine, we'll have to pay double the price on normal times. I must say the custard is really good and the dessert is nice nice too! For all those tasted so good stuff, you definitely have to pay a pretty high price for them. Still, it's worth it to indulge once in a while... Heehee, maybe that is why it was named as Bosses, only "bosses & taitai" are able to afford just luxury treatment.
After we got our stomach filled, we still have the tempation to stroll down to Häagen-Dazs to try the chocolate fondue.
The ice-creams are nice, Totally heavenly. =) Yummy yum! Thanks to our birthday boy Josesph, who treated all of us.. So sorry, we didn't prepare a cake for you, we are just too full.. Chocolate fondue as a birthday cake, Hope u dun mind.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
Reached home at about 1.15am. A day of suntanning and soaking ourselves in the sea water. Doing our favourite thing, cam-whoring! Stuffing ourself with good food.. (full tightly up to head). Energy level totally drained out lor... Need a nice rest, too exhausted.. Good nite, tata..
Yeah, a lovely cutie sweetie someone birthday is coming soon, hope to have the same treatment for that lovely someone too.. hehee, 100 days to countdown..
Hahaa, I am very happy another 1 more day to go, tomorrow is my last day of detox. Finally it was to over liao, feel very exhausted at the beginning, I even got very sick on my 12 days of detox, but my mentor said that it is normal it is part of detox cycle, after 2 days I am fully recovered, and feeling so healthy and felt myself change into a different image. I lost a total of 3.5kg in a 14 days of detox, my face complexion had improved alot alot flourished back to my youth days. All thanks to my Amstar's friends, they are the ones who gave me the courage, determination, motivation, and passion through this 14 days of detoxification. Their speech of words, emails, SMS and pad on my shoulders are my motivation. They are ones who had seen my difference from the first days till now. Heehee I am transforming, a ugly duckling is growing into a beautifuly swan..
My colleagues had also found something had changed with me during 2 weeks of detoxification, but they didn't know what I had changed. They just said to me "Jamie, you had grown even more pretty now, what had you really did to yourself, I am amazed.." I was so so happy to heard these phrase of words, they brighten up my days.. I myself, so happy for my outcome, HAPPY..
One thrumb up for Nutrilite and ARTISTRY, they are ones who had transformed me into a swan. My favourite brand ARTISTRY, it's a skin care, comestics and Markup products.. “Artistry skin care and cosmetics offers a wide array of products to help you look and feel younger..” After using for 4 months, I can experience that my skin is getting softer, smoother, more radiant.. My mothter also using ARTISTRY, she also felt the same result as me, she is using the anti-aging products, now her aging baby boomers feel younger, look 10 years younger.. AMAZING.. THANK U..
What a weekend, I was all alone today from morning till now.. I am so bored at home, no one to go out with, so lonely.. I am so lost, extremely lost of myself.. Most of my friends are being attached, only left me lonely alone... Cried ( *.^) ...
Today 21 July 2o07 5.15pm, windy cloudy day: Went cycling alone at East Coast today afternoon, with my camera, pens & my dairy.. I sat under a shade of a coconut tree, seeing lovely cute kids playing sand-castle, swimming, cycling, skating, etc.. They reminded me of my childhood days, when I first start to learn how to cycle a 2-wheel bicycle. I was so exaggerated to learn a skill, but scared of falling down. I did fall down several times, cried like a baby, but my father kept telling me to climb up by myself, he kept telling me don't to give up, keep on trying, one day I will excel with it. After several trials, finally able to cycle by my own. I will always this phrase of words in mind: "DON'T GIVE UP, GOOD TIMES WILL START ROLLING IN SOON.." Quoted by my closefriend Darren Toh.
Darren, How have u been? Did you receive my emails? Why don't u relpy me? It's been a year, you said to me to cherish our friendship, but you are the one who is avoiding me further. What did I do wrong? If I really did something wrong, I'm apologised, I'm Sorry.. SORRY !
Today is my 6th day of detox, another 8 days to go. Felt very exhausted and restless at the beginning, but now I feel more lighter now and most of close friends around me said that my complexion had improved alot.. So shy to admit, but it really true, I can feel it, my face had flourished, look younger now.. hahaa, so so happy, all thanks to my lovely mentor and so-called mummy ~ Joyce Wong. She helped me alot, she brought me to another piece of world, door of happiness and hope, an OPPORTUNITY. I believe I can, I will try to strive for my goals, follow the path of the successful people mindsets, believe in ourselves, miracles & sucess will start rolling in soon.. Jia You, Hope to go Japan with my mummy and teammates to Japan next year September (it's FOC)... JIA YOU, JAMIE !!
I will start my very first 14 days detox session on next monday 16 July 2007.. I am so excited and the same time worry that I cannot fulfilled the whole 14 days. Wish me "All the Best.."
My main purpose of detox is not only to slim down, but the main reason is to improve my face complexion. Face is the most important assets, is like a x-ray of your health.. Just a simple grow of pimple on your face, it will shows the weakness of one your organs (eg. Liver).. It's so amazing, a simple pimple can also shows a sympton of our health.. Health is very important to me, especially living in Singapore, the standard of living and the costs of hospitalization is extremely high, it can burn off the money u had earned previously in just one day staying in hospital.
I heard alot of stories and true facts of detox, I seen their outcome, it was so amazed ..Wow.. NOw is my turn to face the facts. I am so excitied on how my outcome will be after the 14 days of detoxification.. Will I slim down alot? Will my face complexion improve? Hehee, my ideal target weight is 50kg, I really wish my dream will come true.. Jamie, Jia You !!..
If you do a detox, you will be able to:
- gain better health,
- better vitality,
- even more radiant skin, and
- the loss of some excess pounds as well.
All you need to do is three things.
1) Follow the detox programme which requires you to change your diet a little bit. Eg, take more vegetables and fruits (no processed meat, eggs, oil, tea, coffee, processed beans products and seafoods).
2) Use 1 minute a day (3x times a day) to take some natural health nutrition food supplements, a right consumable will enhance the speed and the effect of the detox.
3) Drink lots & lots of water to flush the toxins out. If you exercise by either running or swimming, it will furthur enhance the results.
And that's it. The rest is up to you... Cheers !!
Jia You !!
7 July 2007 mark a memorable day for my lovely pretty little cousin wedding ceremony. Stepping into the next stage of life. Having another new life thus I wish her "All the Best and May all your dreams come true.." Congratulation to my lovely Tiffany and Kelvin.
Mr Kelvin Law, pls promise me to take care of my little lovely princess Tiffany ok.. If she lost a piece of hair or she tell me that you had bully her, I'll get revenge and definitely stand by her..
Pictures of us when we are young..
We are so so close before when we are young, as years passed by, we tend to be separated as both have our own friends and companions. But when there is time when we gathered together, we will find time to chat around just like when were before.. I will miss you, miss you so much, my little lovely princess.. muacksss !!
Pic(s) of her & hubby on 07.07.07 @ Gallery Hotel
Now hereby, announed Tiffany and Kelvin ~ Husband and Wife...
You won't happen to see me because I am busy taking photos of them.. Assistant video and photographer. U 2 owe me a treat ok, for all the nice photos that I had taken ok ok..
Thanks u 2, I really enjoyed myself very much.. My day will come soon, let mark yr calendar @ 09/09/09. First of all, I need to find my Mr Right first, someone who can make me feel really happy just to be around. I believe in destiny and I believe that I will meet the right guy someday. I am certain I will find that special person someday and when it happens, I will love him with all my hearts... I think my ideal mean will sweep me off my feet and give me all his loves and entrust... Sharing this unusual bond, reveal more of ourselves to one another with each passing week - secrets, doubts and dreams, until finding ourselves falling in love.
Wish me All the best.. Once again, Congratulation to my little pretty lovely princess cousin ~ Tiffany Chia..
Yo yo, it's being 2 weeks not login to my blog.. What the hell I am up with, I am totally overwhelmed with alot of things. No time to update my blog, no time to hang out with my lovely gang of friends and family members. This year birthday, my wish is to spend ample time to cherish my precious moments with my friends and family.
Update:
1) Today when I was on my way home, I accidentially fall into a small drain and injured my left leg. So ma loo, I everday walked the same way home, first time encountered this incident. Now then I know, Singaporean were not that kind as what I think of, they saw me fall down, but they never show their initiative to help me. Somehow there is still got some ppl around to help me. My leg is in pain now, its starts to swollen and turn red, so painful to walk.. Lucky there is no scars left behind, my legs is my precious assets, I am so ugly liao, I can't let my legs become my burden.. What a friday evening, I actually had planned to go midnight shopping with Janice, now it was cancelled, maybe god had arranged this long ago, god don't want me to spend too much money on shopping.. heehee self-motivation !!
2) Last saturday, went to Boat Quay ~ The Mind Cafe with my lovely "J" Gang.. Its really fun, we had a lot of fun and self-pose of crazy photos in Mind Cafe, and we almost lost our voice on that day of shouting and laughing non-stop.
I like the Niagara strategy game the best. Just when I had a brilliant and cunning way to win the game, we ended it so abruptly and shifted to the sofa area playing a new game. Boo! =P
After 3 hours of shouting and laughing, we finally left the place, and headed to TCC that's situated behind Mind Cafe to chill out.
Our drinks.. Guess which is mine ?
Lastly, to end up our day, I went to Cathay Cinelesiure to watch our midnight movie "Fantastic 4" around 11.45pm. I like Fantastic 4 very much. Considering that I did not watch part 1 to part 3 of the show before. Hahahaa, I realise I've this habit of watching the sequel without watching the 1st few parts of movies. But I can understand the story quite well, very interesting and mystery, overall its a nice show to watch. Personally, I find the length of the movie a little too short, only 90 minutes. Other than that, I give this movie a 5 thumbs up!
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I am so so so busy with my work.
As busy as bumble bee.
I wonder when is our next outing will be ???
More gossips please.......
1 more day to MY WEEKEND!
I know, I'm like putting on a smile on my face today.
Feeling so happy!
Yippee!!!
Can you feel me???
I can't wait for weekend to come.
I need to get a proper re-charge!
Erm, I mean more sleep.
Hahaha....
Ok,
I'm done for the day.
not thinking straight
going to bed soon.
*Yawn*
Good Night my friends, thanks for dropping by.. love u all so much, muacksssss !!
I am so addicted to this korean drama movie ~ 200 Pound Beauty, I repeated and repeated it several times.. It was so Lighthearted, witty, bitingly funny, and heartwarming, it touches my heart, melt it into pieces, I even cried thoughout the whole scene..
It brings back my memories of me before (When Romance Meets Destiny).. I was once a fat ugly girl, who had secretly fall in love with a guy that I loved very much. Becos of my obesity looks, and he is one of the most handsome gentleman guy among all my friends, I scare being teased by their malicious jokes, that is why I had no courage to express my feelings to him before. Till now noone had notice it, it is still in my dream, the main purpose of losing weight is all because of him. Dream of becoming a beautiful gorgeous lady one day.. After 6mth of dieting, lost of 10kg of fats, I finally become who I am now..
Last Friday, when I was on the mrt going back home, I saw him on the train too in the same cabin. We happened to notice each other, he came towards to me and said "Hi Jamie, how have u Been?" This few words touches my soul again. "Jamie, you are so beautiful, glad to see you again.." I am so happy that he still remember me.. At point of time, I thought of hugging him and cried at his chest, and tell him how I felt now.. Actually I told him to turn back, while I clean off my tears drops of my lovely cheeks.. This is how we met again.. He even sent me home, and while I about to open my door, he lift my hand up and gave me his namecard, and say a last goodbye before he stepped in the lift..
Keep in touch.. cya soon !!
I am going to curl my hair this friday evening after work.. I am so excitied how the outcome will be after doing it, I need a new image of myself, a fresh new look.. Quite tired of my straight hair liao.. 20+ years of straight hair, maybe is the time to change a new look of me, a more feminine and sexy look of me...jpg)
How I look? Nice.. Most of my friends said that I look better with curl wavy hair than straight hair.. More feminine and sexy.. What do u all think ?
She is my hairstylist on that day, her name is Chris, a senior hairstylist @ Nono Saloon @ Clarke Quay, The Central Mall. She is really really good, she will guide from your look and suggest what hairstyle suit you better.. Firstly, she will let you choose the hairstyle you like from the magazines, and then she will analyst from your character.. woo hoo, she is so professional..
As for me, I prefer more sexy feminine look, and a bit of sweetie lovely look.. Urgently looking forward, can't wait to see my new lovely sexy feminine look.. If you want to see me in straight hair, quick meet out fast, after friday a new Jamie will appear in your bear eyes.. hahaaaaaaa !!
I am super stress, extremely stress now.. 6 more days to exams.. God pls help me.. Nothing get into my head, totally blank, feeling so dizzy now, going to get sick very soon..
I feel so lonely and sick now, I really wish I can hold on to someone, lend on to his shoulder and hug him tightly, and cry my doubts out to him.. I am going mad soon, so tired of myself, I'm extremely overloaded.. Today went to Airport to study with my ACCA friends, after studying there for more than 8 hrs, I suddenly felt very dizzy.. As usually I fall asleep in the toilet, my friends got worry about me after went MIA for more than 30 minutes. They kept on calling me, but I never relpy them becos I kept my phone in slient mode. Suddenly, I heard someone calling my name, she telling me to wake up, the voice sound very familar.. Who are u? Ah Ma izzit u? Pls answer me? ..
Who am I? Can anyone tell me who am I? Oh shit I can't recognise myself.. I started to cry loud by looking myself at the toilet mirror, everyone in the toilet with me got worried.. No one is able to stop me from crying, at that point of time I heard the familar voice again, this time round I heard it very clearly "my dear Jamie, don't pls dun cry, I am here beside you..". At that moment, I think back of my late-godmother.. I know she is there, she is there beside me calling me.. I really miss her so much !!
Thanks Joseph, Derrick, Ivan, Janice, Maple and Joanne for being there for me.. I love you all so much.. Muackssss !!
I so stresssssssssssss now... God pls help me !!
Exam coming in 2 weeks time... wow wow I am not prepare it at all.. oh shit how??
Nerve breaking moments! Heat filling up my head.. I’m been overwhelm with work and studies, going to die soon, hahaa, god help me
Thank U my dearest bubby Joyce..
Thanks her for bringing me this opportunity to expand my boundary of success. Thanks her for bringing me to see freedom, success and miracle..
I really learnt alot after going over to Taiwan, I really understanding the story behind it. I had no regret going over there, I will like to thanks her for encouraging and insist me to go. With all my friends' encouragement, I let go my doubts and decided to go for it, the next day when I went back to office, I told my boss that I will be taking 2 days leave on one week time. Without any hestitation and explaination, I had make decision.. And this decision is the correct choice, I really learnt alot of thing after coming back from Taiwan, I see alot of things that others can't experience before, my thinking and knowledge and changed alot. My aim had not changed, I will try to strive to my goal bit by bit. "Hang it there, good times will start rolling in.." Believe in yourself, Just do it..
Yipee, another dream had accomplished, my face complexion had improved alot.. Most of my ance spots had been almost clear, feeling so happy to hear all my close friends praised me on my complexion. All thanks to my dearest bubby Joyce. She changed my life, she changed my appearance.. I believe in her, each day I seen her complexion had improved, I see how she process from a worse condition to an angel now, and I know she will help me too.. I will follow closely to her now, there is more skills and knowledge to learn from her.. Joyce, thanks for giving this opportunity to know u.. THANK U SO MUCH, MUACKS.. To me, you are just like my mummy, thanks for adopting me. I will like to take this year's mother day to thank my mummy Joyce, HAPPY MOTHER DAY !!
Faith Laoshi & mummy Joyce
hahaa.. that me and Joyce
Let us strive our goal together as a team, we will for sure see our freedom and stage one fine day.. Jia You !!
Wow, from 27 April - 1 May 2007, I will be going to taiwan with a huge group of friends, for Peng Laoshi's Double Diamond Recognition Rally.. I am so excited.. First time going overseas with a huge group of 100 plus buddies, everywhere we go, we will be grab attention.. Looking at the itenary and accommodation and all yummy food, Wooo hooo... Abalone, lobster, Sashimi, Prawns, etc.. I'm so hungry now...
Hahaaa, can anyone guess how much do I pay for the entire trip, everything is included.. Heehee it is only S$820..
Went to cheerleading practice today morning, it's my first time doing cheerleading, quite lost with all the dance steps.. But after a few practice, it's quite fun and sexy.. And it help to lost weight, and help us to tone up.. Look fowards to Monday and Wednesday practice before we landed in Taiwan..
I am named as Miss Camera Queen..
Pictures taken at Amway 5th Anniversay..
Didn't sleep well for last night... just felt strange and the lights just turn off and on again.. when I wake up again, those I want on are off, those I want on are off =___= hope I'm imagining things which I am super capable of. (or maybe the are just faulty hor) but I thought I felt someone or something hugged me or was on top of me? Maybe I'm dreamingg.. If it happens again, I am going to change room! long day ahead... I'm so tired now, going to sleep soon
I am thinking of him again.. I can't forget him !!
I miss you truely madly deeply=)
Love me for who I am..not what you see..
woah.. hahaaa.. I am going to Taiwan soon, next friday I will going to Taiwan with a huge group of buddies.. I can't wait for that day to come, oh gosh another 7 days more, can't wait to go.. I'm so excitied..
My goal now is to earn more money and pursue my happiness.. Have a happy & wonderful piggy year ahead.. wealthy.. healthy.. pretty.. sexy.. lovely.. being loved.
Yeah, I am so lucky to be selected by Cleo to have a free professional makeover.. I am so excited to see how the outcome will be.. I am looking forwards to see my pictures. Before and after..
Actually it is a lucky draws organised my Cleo, they are looking for new faces, so my friends and I just simply send our lovely photos to Cleo for fun.. Last Thursday afternoon, I received a call from Cleo office, that I had been selected.. This year April Fool, I had been cheated alot of times, I thinking whether it is another joke again.. When they explained to me the details, the contest that I had took part, hahaaa, I had never been selected for lucky draws before, first time after so many taking part in contests.. Yipee, I am actually been selected to have a fee professional makeover, as one of the 7 lucky winners.. $300 free professional makeover; 2 hairstyle 2 outfits..
Next Tuesday is my day, I am so excited to see my pics.. How will I look? Lovely and sexy pose.. I will posted my pics soon when I get it from them..
I actually forgo my sec friends' gathering yesterday, and attended a "Mei Meng Cheng Zhen" talk. I didn't know whether I am doing the right thing anot, but my friends insisted to advise me to attend the talk. Is the life time opportunity, hardly got any opportunity again (0.001% probability) that the speaker will come to Singapore..
When we reached there around 5pm, there were alot of people queueing up, and there even got alot of overseas people approahed us asking for tickets to sell to them. They travelled all the way to Singapore without a ticket, but they still patiently waiting outside, to see whether they got the opportunity/luck to go in.. I wish them all the best.. The chance of getting the tickets is equal to zero..
Wow, I so amazed to see that huge crowd around, what a eye-opening for me.. I am so exciting to see what is the talk about.. Can this talk change my thought, can my dream comes true, I want to be a successful one fine day..
Ok, I had successful fruitful the entire talk, fully understand what the speaker is telling us, and I know I will be the one one fine day.. I will do my best and seize any opportunities that comes, never say no if not I will regret.. Opportunity comes and goes, and remember it doesn't knock twice..
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to be contined, more pics uploading..
Now I know that it isn't me annoying someone. In fact I don't even know why..
I now remember why I never wanted to open my heart and my thoughts to anyone... Now I remember why I never trust peoples' words when they say they will be there for me.. Because many times they leave me to more hurt when that time comes..
Now I remember why I stop crying over my bf(s) and friends because the hurt is too far deep...
Now I remember whoever who says they will never leave U in the lurch are those who leave U first.
Now I think of you.. Whenever I remember these things I will think of you. 
After giving everything I possibily could.. now I get back all the hurt I possibly can. But if all I deserved was an SMS that said pretty much a lot already.. I feel stupid, I feel dumb, I feel frustrated but most of all I feel hurt.. I don't deserve an explanation I don't deserve a call I don't deserve even an apology.. I deserved an sms...
So much tears I want to cry.. I have to cry.. But they can't get out of my eyes.
Time waits no man.. Time to nurture a relationship... I will try to cherish everyone every moments around me.. I had no regret know you.. I love u so much...
Ending with a silence .... (#^.^#)
I had just lost a close friend, Anna Wong.. She had passed away infront of me today afternoon..
I wish it was just a dream, but I and Janice had face the real scene of seeing her falling down from her cond.. I received her call, she was crying when we were on the phone, I can felt something strange about her.. After held out the phone with her, I quickly called my best friend Janice to accompany me to her place.. When we reached there, she was sitting at the bedroom's window with her legs outside.. I quickly called her, the last words that we heard from her was "GoodBye my friends, I'm gald to have you all as my friends, Please dun cry for me, I will be fine in another world, and GoodBye.." After saying this phrases of words, she push herself out of the window and landed infront of us.. We just blindly seeing her fell down without saying a word to her.. Anna, please dun died.. Why do you left us without an explaination.. I miss you so much..
I knew she was actively playing with investments shares.. She is banker, and got so close with the stock-broker, I hardly got time to hang out with her.. These few months, I felt something strange about her, she suddenly got very rich, she treated us dinner and bought us expensive presents.. She dressed up very goregous and spend money like nobody business, she even bought a cond for herself, it's so strange, where do she gets the money from.. I got annoyed, I tired to try out. Somehow I felt worry about her, I lost contact of her, I tried to call her, but her phone can't get through.. I called her workplace, her colleagues said she had resigned few days ago. I tried to going to her cond, she always not around, her neighbour said that she had not been around for days.. I really had lost contact of her totally, I am getting really worried.. I tried to call her mother, her mother told me that she had been coming back home for days, and she was also very worried..
Only today, I had finally received her call.. BUT......................
She wrote us a letter, she hold on to the letter while she fell off.. She was encountering depression of facing herself bankrupt, she lost everything in just a few seconds.. I even hire a lawyer for her will, but now she is bankrupt, she lost everything including her wealth written in her will.. The cond she bought had mortgaged to the bank, she had nothing.. I got to know this only today.. What a friend am I? I feel so sorry to nag at you always on the phone.. If I had noticed it earlier, you will not have left us..
Why everyone around me is leaving me, I suddenly feel so lonely.. First is my godmother and now is my close friend... Just few months, I lost two every close buddies..
I miss you Anna.. I really miss you... Miss you forever....
I am so so exhausted today, I slept only 4 hrs yesterday night.. These few weeks, I won't have a good sleep, I had being thinking of something when sleeping.. I'm so tired tired.. I'm so sleepy after coming back from lunch, I even fall asleep at one of lady toilet cubicle today afternoon for about 10 minutes.. I went MIA for minutes, I'm wondering whether anyone had noticed me that I went missing at work this afternoon..
Have anyone dropped by to the guy toilet before? I swear, I went into the guy toilet before (twice in a month).. I accidentally went in before noticing it is a guy toilet.. Lucky at that point of time, there is no guy around.. Having stomach pain, I just went in urgently without looking around, locked myself in the cubicle doing my business.. After few minutes, I felt fishy, I heard noise of guys gossip in the toilet, OMG I am in the guy toilet. There is no way I can escape, I am being kept in the toilet full of guys, if I get out, all the guys were looked at me very strange or even do dirty things to me.. Hahaa, I dun dare to flush the water, I dun dare to say a word, scared to be noticed, and there is no toilet paper paper around, SHIT.. OMG, I am being locked in the guy toilet for about 30 minutes, lucky my ex-guy colleague was there to rescue me out after receiving my sms.. It's really fun to be kept in the guy toilet, it's fun to listen to guys gossip, they are good in grapevine too, it's so amazing to heard it..
This incident happened last year.. Only few of my close friends knew it, they laughed and laughed at me non-stop when I told them about that incident.. It's so embarrassing..
My dream is to be a successful lady boss one day, opening up a small florist shop.. The shop doesn't have to be very big, just a small business will do, but it has to be very refined and romantic.. Everywhere will be placed with beautiful lovely flowers; when customers come in the shop, they will smell the scent of beautiful flowers.. That feelings will be great.. I will make the shop very cozy, so to get along well with my all customers..
Why choose florist shop as my aim.. My favourite gift(s) I wish to recieve are not only diamonds, but of cos flowers.. I love receiving flowers, they brighten up my days.. I love to look at beautiful things, and these flowers are so lovely and colourful, these were be my greatest gifts from the god..
I wish to have a land with full of lavender, like my aunt who is staying in Australia. She owned a land of lavender, and she had a production factory there.. I will brought back alot of lavender stuffs home whenever I visited her, I am really a lavender lover.. I had the whole range of lavender bathroom products at home, from shower gel to feet scrub.. Everything in the toilet are made of lavender, and of cos in my room.. That describe why I love purple colour, and purple represent romance, and I believe myself as a fully miss prefect and romantic girl..
Helping my aunt's florist shop for 2 days, I had finally found my love lure of setting a shop of my own.. The temptation of being a boss one day.. This ideal had came across, when I was serving a guy customer this late evening.. He came to the florist shop to buy a big bouquet of 100 red roses so just to propose to his girlfriend here in the shop.. I was very touched by his geatures and and way he treat his girlfriend. He told me that the girl he was about to propose to is his only girl in his life, a long relationship of 8 years.. Wow, Finally he had this brave courage to say the 4 words to her.. This is the place where their love lure began, so he decided to choose this place to propose his love to his girlfriend...
When I was about to finish wrapping the flowers, his girlfriend came in the shop.. He was so lost at that point of time, I can see from his eyes that he was very nervous, but when I hand over the bouquet of flowers to him, he quickly knelt down in-front of his girlfriend and say "Will you marry me.." And his girlfriend cried and say "I do". I am very very happy for them, and I had agreed to be their wedding planner cum helping up in their wedding flower arrangement..
After going through alot of my friends/clients wedding, I am quite tired of getting married.. I am really lost now, tired of myself of being alone for so long, no one to love.. It's fine to be single, I will have my own freedom don't have to report, but I really hope my turn will come soon.. I need a shoulder to hold on.. I need love.. A guy that will sweep my feets off, give me his entrust and love.. When will it come? Cupid where are u? Please help me....
Ok... I'm over him, I will try to stop showing up at places where he'll be in, it will be easier for me to forget about him this way.. I always stop by at Raffles Place just to see whether I got a chance to see him.. But months had passed, we had not being meeting each other.. My dream had ended.. Actually, I was thinking.. Maybe I should find another ideal boyfriend, and be in a real romantic relationship.. Romance doesn't just happen; its a state of mind, its an attitude of love, tenderness & preference that need to be daily reinforce. Time to nurture a relationship...
Wish me all the best..
To my dearest Tortoise Eva, Thanks for being by my side always, thanks for your company, nice to have u as my friend, nice to have a lovely companion like u, nice shopping and talking to you.. Once again, thank u so much.. Muacksss!
THANK U.. cya soon
Have been blogging since May 2004. I've been keeping this blog going for almost 3 years.
I've been hooked on to blogging ever since. I could go on and on, getting so wordy and emotional that will make people cry through my entries, Hahaha.. My writing style changes as I goes by.
On a personal level, why I keep this blog pretty much alive is because I want to record down the things I've gone through. Be it my boring daily routine life. Or the little interesting incidents that spice up my life. The weird thoughts that's been into my brain. The mental roller-coaster rides I went through. The inner thought that occupies my mind. The events and outings I've attended. The everyday happening in my life. I want to remember the moments. Even if one day, I may have lost my memories, I could read back and try to recall what happen in my life..
Even now, sometimes I do like to read back on those archives to remind myself of what I did and how I felt at that point of time. I may feel silly when I read back on my archives however they're a part of me. This blog also helps me connect with friends. We may be too busy or too occupied in our own lifes to meet up on regular basis. However we could still keep each other inform about our own lives. It helps to maintain friendships I think. Not forgetting people poking in to kaypoh around. Find out what I've been doing recently or whatever.
This is my life. I live the way I like it to be. I have my own set of thinking, own life that I lead. I let you into my life by blogging doesn't mean you've to go around and start telling people what I've done or how I feel. I just wrote my life as how it is going..
To be continued....
I went to watch a movie "The Messenger", and went shopping with Kaze yesterday after work.. We went to my favourite shopping playground "Far East Level 1", heehee guess what, I bought alot of stuffs back.. One 3/4 jeans, two black trendy T-shirts, and one sunglasses.. I spent almost $100 just 2 hours of shopping.. Wow, U can called me a "Shopping Queen"..
It's really fun to hang out with my favourite Ostrich, she is a really a joker, she make me laugh non-stop. I like to go shopping with her, she will give me favourable advice(s) on whether I should buy anot.. I am a shopping addict, Anyone who have difficulity choosing outfits, I can help u.. I am good in helping friends to choose clothes from top to bottom... Believe in me, I will transform u to a princess or a prince...
To my Ostrich friend, Thanks for accompany me yesterday evening, so sorry to disturb U and Fabrian, and so so sorry to be a bright lamp post.. cya soon !
Last monday night went to Niqqi’s the cheese prata shop (so called the NUS roti prata) for dinner with Andy, Eva and Huiting.. It is my first time having dinner at 10pm, and this prata shop is the preferred choice for late night supper.
Actually that’s the only thing i love about the cheese prata shop — they serve a mean roti john.. Very savory and satisfying! one serving is already sufficient for a full meal.. And must order a piping hot glass of teh tarik (”pulled” tea) of course!
Roti Prata is not the end of our food topic of that day, our lovely tortoise still feeling empty after eating her prata.. Oh gosh, what happen to her, she can eat alot but still very slim, so jealous... After sending Ostrich back home, we proceed to Bedok North mee suan for supper, but too bad the place is being closed for cleaning.. So we decided to go to Siglap HongKong Cafe instead for our desserts.. I order my favourite Golden Fastasy (actually is mango promelo cum mango ice-cream), its very nice, must try.. It was around 1am in the morning, there were still alot of people around like us having our supper.. So amazing, these people dun need to sleep..
It' so fun to have them around, alot of fun and laugther.. To my lovely JAL girl cum tortoise, "All the best" and "U will be dearly missed, till we meet again." Let meet out again when u are back ok.. KTV on thursday, I will arrange...
Oh gosh, I am getting interested in this expensive hobbies of taking photos.. All thanks to my photography kakis cum close-friend Derrick, he was the one who introduced this to me. It's expensive but I love being posed as his model.. In recognition of the fun, sweaty and hard time we had together in pursue of one single objective, to get THAT one picture (fireworks)!
My fav pics...
Sunset view from my place..+11.jpg)
To me, it’s everything from emotional lost, to emotional support, to new emotions found.. To a city folk like me, it was an awesome display of pure content and happiness.. Something so simple, and yet so rewarding.. I figure life is supposed to be enjoyed, and if we were to worry too much, we’ll forget about fun, about making ourselves happy... If I see something I like, I hold on to it, thinking too much sometimes distraught us, perhaps Nike’s right when they say ‘Just Do It’...
So what’s so special about taking picture?
Is the enjoyment of seeing the beautiful images of myself..
I have a very simple philosophy (= attitude to life) - enjoy life. Is to enjoy life to the fullest.. Be happy always, and forget about the past.. Take thing easy and let go easy (Happy-go-lucky)..
Life is like a roller-coaster, there always full of ups and downs, with each hurdle, we become stronger and learned. This experiences we garner will allows us to work towards a better life and handle things better in the future, be it in the aspect of studies, work, and relationship.
(Quoted by Darren Toh)
"Believe and have faith… Fight for the things I want.. Do my best and leave the rest to fate…"
"Women must pretty all the way ~ so the most important is you must learn how to be pretty, so that man will always find us fresh.." My sec sch friend ~ Joyce is my idol, she getting prettier with each passing days, and her face complexion had improved alot, I'm so jealous. She is the one who brought to the beauty workshop. After going through some workshop(s), I really had learnt alot of beauty tips (nutrition, markup, dieting). Joyce pls help me to transform me to a beautiful lovely cutie sweetie sexy princess one day..
Hahaaa, I'm the only girl who don't really like red roses.. My favourite colour is white and purple.
Colours of Roses
Red - I love you or Encouragement
White - U r heavenly, reverence of innocence & purity
Pink - You are gentle & graceful
Light Pink - Gratitude & appreciation
Dark Pink - Admiration & sympathy joy & gladness
Orange - Enthusiasm
Blue - You are special
Purple - You are my romance
Yellow - Joy, Gladness, Freedom
Two Roses - Joined Together, Engagement
Red and White Roses - Together Unity
I am very perfectionist and romantic; I love girly stuffs, I love shopping.. I will buy things that are sweetie cutie lovely and romantic, and its must look nice on me... I love to dress up with colours, I will dress up even when just going down to the nearby market to buy food.. I dun like red roses because it's very normal, I am a person who like attention and being notice, I prefer something that are unique and difference from others (eg. light purple baby roses).. I am a flower lover, so whatever u give me, I will be very happy..
By the way, I will like Thanks Jonthan for accompanying me last sunday night to East Coast Park to see the lovely full moon (last day of cny). Thanks for everythings you had done on that day, thanks for brighten up my life with full of laugh and joy. He is the only friend who was free to accompany me. In-order to entertain me, he brought his guitar along.. He played the guitar and I sang, its so fun, its bring back our memories back to our school-life.. I miss my childhood life.. Once again, Jon Thank U so much.. Dun worry about me, I am alright now..
I want to be contented...
I will not forgive someone who had lied to me, to be a mutual trust is very important. A lie is just a lie, nothing can cover a lie for something.. When someone who is very close with me, happen to betray me, I will never forgive him anymore.. Why are you hurting me by telling me a lie at the first place, why don't you tell me the truth, maybe I can forgive you. But you had made a full of lie and I am the last one to get to know about this issue.. And you liked the gal so much before, and why are you still with me, and pretend that nothing happened with you and her. I hate guy with 2 legs in one boat.. And now you want me to patch back with you, the answer will always be a big NO, I'm so sorry to tell you this, Wilfred. I really want to thanks you for all your sms emails and gift send on several occasions, I am really touched by your words, I even cried when reading at it on that day 7th Nov 2006. But it really over between us, Wilfred I beg you, please return my freedom.. Please don't hurt me again.. "However when mutual trust doesn't exit between us, that mean I can't give my heart to him anymore, I won't love him anymore.."
Maybe it is the time to step out of my comfort zone, let go my past and lead my freedom now.. I am just like a lost bird being kept a cage for too long, finally release but don't have to courage to fly out.. Why? Its being 2 years being alone.. I really hope to have someone to hold on to, to be loved again..
Why can't someone give me a chance? Am I that bad? Guys are very shy to get close to me, maybe i give them a chance to say I had a very cold personality, so hard that can't break a conversation. I can be very quiet at first, actually I am observing and thinking on what to say to you, I can guess what you are saying next... Dun worry, I will get very close with you after several conversations, I am very easy-going and out-going.. This is scorpio's instinct..
I can make you laugh, joke and even tell you lame dirty jokes to make you laugh and smile.. I like guy who are tall and build, and he like to wear white shirt.. I like looking at guy's hands, its represent something behind it heehee, it must be big and clean.. Why? You will know the answer soon.. hahaaa
I love this song (Stand By me ~ sang by Shayne Ward), it's touches my heart, it's melt my heart into two pieces.. Chorus: "Will you stand by me, hold on, and never let me go.."
Anyone interested to know me, I am free, me anytime free for now.. Call me, Date me out !!
Busy busy, been busy with my social life lately that I've no time to blog. Busy gathering around with difference type of friends this week, spending some special moments with them, time spent chatting and eating around.. Oh gosh, I think I am getting fatter now, need to go on diet again... Ok ok I will do a quick update now...
Happy Birthday my dearest Joanna, OMG how old is she, she is borned in the day of 29 Feb 1980, this year will be his 27th birthday.. I feel so sad for her, celebrating birthday once in 4 years. I promised next year 2008, I will have the opportunity to celebrate yr actual birthday, I will buy you a big special present for you, I promise.. Dun worry babe, I will plan a big birthday party next year ok.
I watched 'Just Follow Law' with Shawn, Jon, Vinc, Joanna, Janice, Ivan, Derrick and Maple yesterday. It's darn hilarious.. Funny but it was not worth paying $8.50 to watch that lame movie, oh its just a entertainment. Thanks Derrick for treating me movie and meal(s).. Love you all so much, thanks for accompany me.. Muacks.
Today then I discover a very bad habit of mine, especially at work. HABIT of staring at the computer screen with my eyes very near to the computer, straining... Looking at figures for 8 hours at work; making my eyes are so dry, I even fall asleep with my eyes opened infront of the computer with my hand holding a pen, hahaa pretending to be busy.. And I hardly go out, feeling so tired after work.. (*.*) Oh gosh, I think my eye sight is getting Very very bad liao. Ugh~~~~
I'm really really tired. Taking by beauty sleep soon. But before that, I need someone to tell me bedtime stories!!!! Ha... *grinz*
Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fai Cai...
I wish everyone lots of good luck and fortune, and wish your friends/family/near and dear ones happiness and prosperity in the New Year.
These are just part of the ang bao I got this CNY.. Feeling so embarrassed going around to collect red packets at this age.. Most of my friends had got married, its my first time receiving red packets from them, guessing how much do they give me.. Heehee, the money are still intact in the red packets, its still untouched. I got this habit of safekept them until the end of the new year then open up.. How much will I get this year? Yes, lucky for me, I made a pretty good profit this year (gamble and win money).
I am very contented and blessed this CNY, whereever I go, my relatives and friends will say "Jamie, u are so pretty and slim, you look younger than my actual age..". They also comment on my lovely pair of legs "woah, so gorgeous and lovely..". Heehee, I like my pair of legs the most, that is why I like to wear short skirt, becos I love to showoff my assets, and to change the preception of people from calling me tomboy or ugly ducking, I want to more feminine...
I will like to wish everyone good heath, good luck, good fortune and prosperous in everything..
Best Wishes
Jamie
Happy Valentine's Day to all !!
TO Couples
TO Friends
TO Singles
TO Everybody on earth!
Hope that all couples remain sweet forever and all singles to find their true love soon. =)
This is the best Valentine's Day ever happened (it may never happen again wahhhaha). Received quite alot of sms, emails, e-cards, gifts, chocolate and flowers yesterday.. Early in the morning, someone drove me to work and at the point of time when I was about to came out, he held me a hot breakfast set from nowhere, I am very touched, I can feel the heat filling up to my head, thought of giving him a kiss on his cheek, but I don't have the courage, and just simply say a goodbye and Happy Valentine day to him that all. At work, he sms me several times to keep me awake, he so sweet to me... But too bad, he is not free after work, he got things to do.. Afterall, we are just friends, thanks for everything u had done for me yesterday, I really love it..
Thanks Bryan for capture me so beautifully, I like it so much.. Thanks for the comments on my nice sexy lovely pair of legs, heehee I like my legs the most. That is why I like to wear short skirt to showoff my assets. By the way, Thanks for your company, its really fun to have you around, you brighten my day with laughter and smile.. Thank u so much !!
My lovely Janice had gave birth to a cute sweet lovely baby girl Iris Tan on 14 Feb 2007 night, I received a call from her hubby Ivan that she been sent to hospital.. I went to East Shore Hospital with Joanna, we waited outside the operation room for about 2hours, finally at around 11.45pm, we heard baby crying, my godsister is calling me, heehee..
I visited Janice and Iris today after work, I bought a big hamper of baby stuffs for baby Iris.. Her cot was being carried over, when I was around. She is so cute, smiling at me when I carried her by my side.. Her eyes were so big and round, double eyelid, her eye-lashes were so long, I am so jealous.. So sweeeet, little lovely gorgeous cutie little girl.. I so happy for Janice, her dream really come true..
This is Baby Jamie, her 1st month birthday.. Mrs Toh invited us to her place for the baby birthday celebration. Oh gosh, baby Jamie is so sweet, she is sleeping so lovely.. What a happy family, I am really touched.. Mrs Toh, wish u all the best, pls come back to work soon, I'm really busy..
Anyway, Contentment is the Key to Happiness. I am contented.. Happy Valentine Day
I am so happy for someone, she finally find her true love. Oh gosh, when will my turn come... I feel very lost now, How? I will be celebrating my valentine day alone at home... Dun worry about me, I am be alright... Thanks for your concern.
What is love to me?
L.0.V.E to me is to give each other happiness & trust.. I believe in fate.. somehow somewhere we will meet again one day..
Just a sweet notes, a bubble bath for two, a surprise getaway to your favorite place, or even just an extra spin around the block listening to your favorite love song. Whatever it is, I am really a romantic type of people, I really hope to have someone special to turn me on with those romantic moments. "Brains are important, a sense of humor is attractive; there was anything wrong with sexy underthings, but it's how your partner expresses their feelings for you that really lights your fire." Romance doesnt just happen; its a state of mind, its an attitude of love, tenderness and preference that need to be daily reinforce. Wow, I am so romantic!
I am still waiting for someone, an answer, a word that will melt my heart. Let Bygones be Bygones (to forgive and forget)... I had no regret knowing you! Time to nurture a relationship...
Thank you so much for coming into my life, being my friend with me. All is being appriecated. You will be dearly missed, till we meet again. Darren, he is a VERY friendly, helpful, easy going, nice, sweet voiced person. His voice and geatures had charmed me most. Also it was his favourable advices that bring us together (as friend)... I remember very clearly, once around my exam period, he is the one who keep on motivate me to study hard. That is his encouragements that drive me to pass my exams. Still we don't know each other so well, yet some how I felt that he was very charming. He's a great friend whom one can't afford to miss. He must be flying liao say so many nice thing.. Hahaha. Anyway he's a good friend of mine. Look forward for meeting him again... Miss U.
Happy Valentine Day and Happy Friendship Day !
Friendship
Life without friendship....
is like the dawn without the sun.
Like the sky without the moon
when the evening has begun.
Life without friendship....
is like a rose without rain.
Without the drops of water...
It just wouldn't be the same.
Life without friendship....
is like a ship without a sea.
Afloat I could not stay
without friends like you for me.
Have A Super Day
You're A Super Friend
I'm so glad today is Friday.
Because my energy is so drain out this week that I think I really need a good rest this weekend.
I am so so busy and tired this week, not able to have a good sleep this week, every night keep on thinking of my unfinished job, the unclear invoices, my tight deadlines; I slept for only for 4-5 hour every night. I am so tired, tired of going to work every weekdays, especially when it is raining in the morning.
My desk - there is full of invoices not yet cleared.
New task and new assignment are been assigned to me this week. My workload is killing me. Wow, I really had no time, there's alot of things need to absorb within a week, my colleagues had resigned last wednesday, I will be taking over her position. I really miss her so much, miss her laugh and her sweet voice; she is also a joker like me. Ms Joey Chua, All the best !! I miss u so much..
This month January 2007, there is alot of things happened to me.. I am very happy, delighted and blessed this month, becos alot of my close friends are very concerned about me (especially on my love). They will get time out to accompany me to keep me occupy. Thanks you'll so much, muackss..
My best friends Derrick & Maple is getting married on this Saturday at St Teresa's Church. This week, I am so busy helping up in their flower decorations at the church, hand bouquet, waist corsage(s), and their car. This is my LAST TIME being bridesmaid, I'm most willing to help up to enable the whole wedding ceremony to looks great and grand. Thanks Derrick for buying me that lovely gown, I loved it so much, its look so sweet on me.. Thanks u and Congrats !! Love u.
Mrs Toh, my colleague had just gave birth to a baby girl at Gleneagles Hospital last Sunday Morning (21 Jan). Mrs Annie Toh named her baby Jamie, heehee, She had the same name as me. I am so proud to have a babysister.
When baby Jamie's cot was brought in the ward, we crowded around her to take a closer look. Maybe our voices were a little loud, or the aircon was a little cold. Being inexperienced 'young people' (haz!), the moment she started cringing her face and preparing to use all her energy to cry, all of us went one step backwards, all of us at the same time mumbling "oh no no no". Only her mummy comforted her and keep telling her "It's alright, mummy loves you" And baby Jamie just stop crying when she being carried by her mummy.. Really sweet to hear that. So so sweet and cute like me.. I'm really touched, and my tears drop off automatically..
This is Baby Jamie saying hello!
*hugzzz* she's smilingzz when sleeping!
She is so adorable, cute and sweet.. I went back home to look back at my previous baby photo, yeah my picture is about the same as her.. I am so very cute when I am a baby.. heehee
I ordered this for her and baby Jamie! Hope you like it. Congrats to Mrs Annie Toh. Take care ok..
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Janice, don't worry.. Your turn will come soon, February is your birth month.. Hope that your wish on 14 Feb will come true. Have you decide what to name your baby girl. You can also named her as Jamie too, heehee... Whatever, I want to her godsister ok...
Yesterday I went shopping at Orchard Road with 2 tall not-bad-looking guyfriends. Whenever we are walking along the Orchard path, people around us will tend to take a 2nd look on us. It's strange, I can see people infront of us whispering about us, hahaa maybe they are jealous of me having 2 handsome men beside me.
It is my first time walking along Orchard Road like a princess with 2 bodyguards, and acts asif there's a wind behind my back. Its so shiok having 2 guys carrying my stuffs.. I swear I never force them to do it, they volunteered. They are so gentleman, they dare not walk too fast, becos I'm wearng high heel shoes, but they will ask me whether I need a rest anot.. They are so sweet..
The first stop we went is Zara, then to Istean, FarEast Plaza, Paragon, Taka and lastly Wisma, from 2pm to 9pm. Heehee, for the first time stepping in Tiffany & Co. jewellery shop, the salespersons took a strange look at us, but we just don't care continuing walking around, its so fun and exciting...
Thanks Jonathan and Ivan for accompanying me went shopping. Thanks for being by my side when I need help.. Thanks for being my friends always..
Whenever I walked pass this small donut outlet, there will always be a very long stretch of people queueing up to buy a box. It can be quite stupid to queue up for around 20 minutes to just to buy 1 donut. I am guessing, if the queue is so long, does that mean that the doughnut is great?
Tuesday night, I had a msn discussion with a guyfriend, Shawn on the topic of food. We shared the same interest, which that we liked to look for good food around Singapore. I will always remember there is once outing, he drove me around at night to look for delicious food. He is the person I will always look for when I am craving for food. And after reading on Urban issue that there's this new Donut Factory at Raffles City and the discussion we had, I am just crazy over donuts, so we decided to check it out.
We met out on Wednesday evening after work, he asked me to go the basement to look for him, to my surprise, he is queueing up. I am quite shock because he is the one who hates to queue up for nothing, he thinks that queueing is a just of time, he rather take the time to do other thing... I am very happy to heard that, he queued up just for me, because I wants to take a try... He so sweet (thanks to Shawn for being patient=p). !!
They have over 15 flavours to choose from, and Shawn waited for 30 mins for them. Since we waited for so long, there's no justification to buy just ONE right? or TWO? hahaa anyway we bought alot, and we bought a box of 12.
Finally got my hands on the donuts... Well, these will be our dinner... It's really not bad, but I would say its really sweet... So if you dun have a sweet tooth, you may want to try the glazed ones instead of the assorted ones.. I am not a fan of chocolate, but I need to say is that I tried the double chocoloate one and its really delicious... Yummizz.. Strawberry white chocolate and Apple Cinnamon are quite good too.
It's really a pure Sinful food to indulge for the final time....
For more information
$10 for a box of 12 glazed donuts,
$11 for a box of 12 in assorted flavours,
The Donut Factory,
B1-61, Raffles City,
tel: 6337-6268.
Opening hours: 12.30pm to 10pm daily.
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Check this out, please click here. This guy's blog is fantastic, and its is well-catergorised on the places (eg. Bedok) and type of food (eg. Japanese).. He go around Singapore to eat and take photos and give feedbacks.. For those who are food lovers like Shawn, this link will help u.. heehee...
27 Jan 2007, my sweet lovely godsister is getting married. This is my first time attending Navy Officer wedding at St Teresa's Church, it must be very grand with all the officers around. I must open my eyes very big, and dress myself very pretty-sweet-lovely on that day to charm the guys there, wow I am so excited..
This will be my LAST TIME of being bridesmaid, I promise.. I am not supersititous, but I am very scare that I will be able to marry out in the future, maybe I had enough of it liao... I had no choice of being her always so lovable cute wonderful beloved one and only godsister left unmarried to be her bridesmaid. Haahaa, there are 3 more lovely gals helping up too, I am not the only victim left. But the first time walking along the aisle with my partner on the evening wedding hall @ Orchard Parade Hotel.
These few weeks, I will be very busy helping up in their flower arrangements (50,000+ of red/pink/white roses), editing video clips, and busy shopping or pamper ourselves with face body spa / medi & peni treatment, etc ,wow wow act asif we are tai tai... Being bridesmaids for so many times, I really hope my day will come soon, I wish to have a fairtale wedding with full of loves... Will this come true !
St Teresa's Church
Maple's wedding gown
Maple, I custom-made this especially for u..
waist corsage for all the bridesmaids, designed by me.
Tea serving ceremony, being passed down by many generations, brought back from her aunty's place yesterday night.
Sweetie ~ Cherly as one of the flowergirls..
Janice, here is the answer for yesterday night question. She asked me what I am going to do on this year Valentine day. The answer is that: I had placed myself a bouquet of my favourite flowers online, as my aunty owned a florist shop, I had privilege on a better price, hahahaa... I done it secretly without my aunty knowledge, I'd placed the order on where and when to send to, and also had left a message which say "To my Dearest Jamie, Happy Valentine Day from Someone". Janice, are u laughing at me now, its ok to laugh, I am not kidding with u, it is serious, I had already placed the order, you want me to msn you a copy of my receipt acknowledgment.
I really hope that someone can adore me on Valentine day. If not, I will quietly stay at home with my mummy having our romantic dinner. To all my guys friends, place your orders with me, I will give u all a very good discount ok..
See u all on 27 Jan 2007.
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hahahaa, so many person so concern about me, I am so happy to hear it... Don't worry, I am fine ok. Everyone seen to planning to do match-made for me, "what type of guy I like?"; I like someone who is abit build and must be taller than me. Can you find one for me?
Derrick, here is your answer: I'm trying to stop thinking about him, he seen very busy, I don't think he got the time for it, I don't feel to increase his burden. I promise, I will get to keep on moving be more open to more choice ok.
My another friend Travis, he want me to go clubbing more often to attach more guys friends, but must go along with the correct person so to intro me around, he so funny, its seen abit true lor, I will try it out one day. He asked me to talk when needed to, but I am so talkative, cant stop talking HOW? And he said: only apply when I am with the newly guy, talk more when I get to know him better. His advice: Never think that a person is not your type or you don't like cannot be together. Always give it a try cos you might bulid up a relationship at the end. "You know when you knew someone like you, you must always give it a try. You might not know you will fall in love and build a relationship one day. So give it a try to those got strong feeling for you ok." Thanks Travis for your favourable advices, I'm really appreciate, and thanks for sharing your stories with me.
I am very blessed, Thanks everyone, muacks..
Yesterday night, I had a small gathering with my close friends, having coffee gossip in Siglap Coffee Club, Our first gathering in year 2007, its simply yet fulfilling.. Time really passes by very fast, we had known each other for more than 10 years liao, wow that is very long for me, I am getting older now. Everyone are occupied with their loves one, but for me, I am nothing... I am alone and lonely, I dropped my precious tears again when I was in the toilet, what wrong with me, I am really really lost...
My first lover, Derrick Foo is getting marry soon, I am very very happy for him, he finally found his next phrase of life. From my bottom of heart, I wish Derrick and Maple Forever Marital Bliss. Thanks Derrick for being by my side before, but now please promise me to take care of Maple ok. Maple, thanks for calling me to be bridemaids, I promise you that I will have the full faith and confidence in you in enabling the whole wedding ceremony looks great. Congrats...
Today afternoon, Derrick Maple and Me went to Jazreel Collections Pte Ltd ~ Bridal shop, to choose their wedding outfits. Maple had tried many gowns and can't really settle for one, till I gave her the golden words of advice to choose the gown displayed on the maniquine. The gown that she wore was very lovely and gorgeous, I am so jealous of her assets and hour-glass figure, and she fit well on that gown. To my surprise, Maple & Derrick had already reserve a dress for me before I came over today, a lovely white tube dress with a pink ribbon tied on my waist. Maple asked me to take a try; the dress that I wore was very lovely and well-fitted, and its really looks so sweet on me, I really loved it very much. At that point of time, I am thinking of getting marry, really hope my day will come soon... When I was back in the changing room, Derrick and Maple had already paid that dress for me as a gift for being their bridemaid. I am very happy to heard it, I really love the dress so much, Derrick & Maple Thank U so much... This is my 6th time being bridemaid liao, I am really scare to being single forever.. HOW ?
L.0.V.E to me is to give each other happiness & trust.. I am the person who believe in fate.. somehow we will meet again one day..
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Have You Ever?
(^.") Have you ever loved somebody so much that it makes you cry?
(^.") Have you ever needed something so bad that you can't sleep at night?
(^.") Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?
(^.") Have you ever?
(^.*) Have you ever been in love?
(^.*) Have you ever had someone that steals your heart away?
(^.*) You'd give anything just to make them feel the same?
(^.*) Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart but you don't know what to say and you don't know where to start?
(".) Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all your life?
(".) Have you finally found the one?
(".) You've given your heart to the one but only to find that one won't give their heart to you?
(".) Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there?
(".) But all you can do is wait for that day when they will care?
(^,*) What do I gotta do to get in my arm?
(^,*) What do I gotta say to get to your heart, to make you understand how much I need you next to me?
{*,*} Have you ever loved somebody so much that it make you cry?
{*,*} Have you ever?
Indeed, I had really fall in love with someone, but............................
I dropped my tears again, I couldn't control myself anymore, I had tried to hold myself back, BUT somehow I lost myself TOTALLY... I cried and cried, my tears continued to roll down my lovely cheek. Its hurt me even more when I think about it...
Why do people risk their hearts and allow themselves to fall in love when they keep getting hurt in return? When you love someone from your heart it can really hurt at times.. It's through our busy lives two people from different worlds meet and they fall in love but then again what is love if the timing is not right.. Just when you thought that you have met the right person in life. It is already difficult to meet the person whom you feel is the love of your life and what's more you have to meet them at the right time when they are ready to accept you.
Its really is a wonderful feeling missing someone whom you loved and dropping an SMS or email or call just to let him know you are thinking of him.. I really looking forwards picking up a call or email or SMS, just to keep me occupy for once..
Thanks Kaze for writing your wish in your blog, I really hope our wish will come true oneday.. KAZE, thank u so much, thanks for being my side, love u. Muacksssss...
To cupid angel: no matter where you are, please send someone to me one fine day ok... Someone who is willing to sweep off my feets, give me his entrust and loves. Someone who can make me feel really happy just to be around.
To my future him: "Love me for who I am.. not what you see.."
Best Wishes,
Jamie
Today is 31 Dec 11am, the last day of 2006, another 13 hours to countdown to year 2007.
Goodbye to year 2006 and a warm welcome to year 2007... What is my new year's resolution, hmm its very simple: I am looking forwards to the next phase of life and have a good health.
The year 2006 is not a good year for me, alot of bad things happened to me. Really hope for a better year ahead...
New Year Countdown 2007 Photos..
Temasek Sec Babe... 13 years of friendship
Free flow of drinks before 10pm... I drank until I vomit out when I reached home, the first time I got drunk...
opps.. I think I drank alot
New Year Eve countdown
@ Atmosphere, Boat Quay
31 dec 2006, Richard's 25th birthday
group photo b4 heading back home..
Happy New Year everyone... Brand New Year Ahead for a brand new start... All the best and May all your wishes come true...
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This year Christmas Eve is the most boring events I had encountered, I was at home with my mother. 24 Dec night is the day where my family and I arrived back to Singapore from a short family holiday at Korea, I was supposed to join my friends at Devil Bar to countdown, but I didn't go, I can't just left my mother alone at home, Christmas a season of joys and love, it is also a season we show our appreciation by showering our love ones with gifts. I forgo my friends' appointment and accompanied my mother at home. 2 of us at home eating instant noodles, so funny right... This is how celebrate my last Chirstmas Eve.
But on 25 Dec, I had invited most of my close friends over to my place for a post Christmas party, I am the chef of a day, I cooked alot of deliciously food which melt their heart. Its just a simple party but its fun and filling with full of loves. It is very heartwarming to see everyone so caught up with Christmas and immersing in the festive mood. It is so good to see happiness floating around and plenty of hearts flying around in the forms of present. The atmosphere is most strongly felt with full of loves. I am very touched by my friends who showed their appreciations and friendship by giving me presents. However, I am also very embarrassed, as I have not prepared any presents for them, I only have food to share. My heart was so warmed just by looking at the presents at my room. Love is indeed all around. Love you all so much... Merry Christmas Everyone, muackss...
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~FaLLen aNgeL~
I used to live like an angel in the heaven... But now I am like a fallen angel only then till I realised that my world is not as perfect as what I think. I realise that the world is very realistic... Everyone wears a mask and only that I have to wear a mask to face this realistic world. I hate my life!... The world is so realistic that sometimes that I even think I have lose my own personality in the past... I used to escape from my problems.. As I get older I learnt to face it head on and stay strong in no matter what problems I am going to encounter.. For what I believe after a heavy rainpour, the sky will still shine brightly though I am now at a loss and sick of my life.. I will still continue my lifelong journey.
I will like to take this opportunity to thanks someone, Darren thank u so much for being my side always whenever I encountered problems. I will always remember this phrase of words: "Life is full of hurdles, every hurdle we pass, it makes us stronger, so keep on crossing as much hurdles as possible, it gain us more experience and exposure. Just hang in there, good times will start rolling in, our growing up years are meant to be tough so we be stronger." Thanks for being my audience, its always so heart-warming to read your replies, look forwards from hearing from you soon, Darren thank u so much...
If in this world there is guardian angel who exists, then where is my guardian angel? Why is it whenever I met up with problems, I am always being left alone to brace myself up.. I may seem to be strong in front of my friends and family, but in actual deep in my heart I am very weak... Just like what people who says the more a person seems to be strong but in actual they are even more weaker than those who seems to be weak. I am getting weaker and weaker each and at a loss of what I should do... I really do not want act a brave front in front of anyone already... becos I am too tired to act... I need a break... I really hope that I can settle my problems once and for all as soon as possible.
With my heart broken, my hopes dashed, I was despaired and devastated beyond imagination. I wished tomorrow never come. Falling in love is the most beautiful thing that can happen to anyone. Finding the one whom you love and amazingly, love you in return is like taming a wild tiger. Out of the many hundreds of people crossing my path daily, miraculously I met him. He chosed to love me and I, him. Yet we were not meant to be. Those feelings were like a thousand knives cutting thru that delicate heart, layer by layer. The unknown aching from deep within inside. The lump in your throat that just won't go away no matter how hard you tried to swallow. Those empty feelings. Those lonely nites. I once survived a broken heart but I don't think I can survive another. So I pray to God, never to let me fall in love again, unless He can assure me that He will find me someone who will take care of my heart, someone who will never let those unwanted feelings overcome me again. Someone who will never love another but me.
To my future him, love me only if you promise never to let go of my hand, never to shatter my heart to pieces. Promise to be there for me always until the end of my time.
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Everyone passing by I will like wish you a very very Happy New Year. May 2007 be a good year for you with lotsa and losta of blessing...
Merry Christmas everyone, I am back from winterland. I was not around for a week, have anyone miss me anot... Whether yes or no, I miss u all so much when I was overseas...
I am so sorry my friends, I hardly buy stuffs back becos the souvenirs are very expensive and the food there are really not nice. Guess what, people tend to gain weight when they were overseas, but I lost some weight..heehee. All the food served were mostly cold and salty, really not nice, and I fall sick (stomach flu) on the 3rd day of the trip, I will vomit out whatever what I ate... I dun like the food but the scenery there are really nice, so romantic on the winter season, wish to go back again with my loved ones to Jeju Island for honeymoon..
Photos..
My collections...
Daejanggeum Theme Park
Winter Sonata drama scene
Snow Ski
Mt Sorak - Snow mountain
its snowing on the way to Seoul.
That all for this moments.. It is the not the first I seen snow, but its the first I had to climb the snow mountain up to the peak on a -5 degree celsius, half way to the top I was out of oxygen had difficulty breathing, but due to handsome tour photographer's encouragement I never give-up and continue to climb up, heehee after 1 hr of hardwork, I finally make up to the peak of the snow mountain. Its really worth climbing up the peak, becos the view on top is memorable... The path was so slippery, so whenever I had difficulty, he was always there for me, I was very touched by his help, he knew that I was sick, so he played extra attention to me.. He so sweet and caring.. It's more easy to climb down instead of going up...
Too bad, he is too young for me, and I lost his contact and email on my way back to Singapore, too sad to say it.. He left me a note at the Airport, but I forget where did I kept it actually. In the note he wrote me some simple english phrase that melt my heart.. He noticed me from when I arrived at Korea till the end of the trip... heehee. And the love song he sang on the way to the airport, asif he was singing to me, I dun understand what he is singing but he sang it so romantically... Although I lost his contact, but I had learnt alof of camera taking techqiues from him, he is very professional... I am getting interested in this expensive photo taking hobbies how....
Once again, Merry Christmas everyone...
Best Wishes,
Jamie
Sorry my dear Kaze, I forget to post the pictures taken on 23 Nov 2006 which is your birthday.. Hope that you liked the arrangement we had done for you in Fabian's House, and the presents I had bought for u... Happy 22nd Birthday Kaze !!
Before
After, nice right.. our creation !!
Kaze and Selina
Once again, Happy Birthday Kaze... Muacksss
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Finally exams were over, I almost die... This term papers are so tough, I did my best liao, it is too late to think about it anymore its over.. I am not looking forwards to 18 Feb 2007, the date when results are released, which is also the same day of the Chinese New Year. I am very scare to receive the white envelope from UK, I had no confident of passing 2.5 that stupid FRS paper..
I spent one full afternoon yesterday to clean up my room, I am too shy to take pictures of my room, it is too messy to let you all see, heehee... Guess what, when I was cleaning my room, there is one big cockroach crawling out from my stack of papers... Cockroach also taking ACCA, hahahaa.. I quickly jump onto my bed and started to scream for help, my mother quickly run into my room, take my ACCA student magazine from the floor and run around my room to kill that stupid cockroach, its so funny, I even video cam the full situation, hahahaaa.. Lucky I got my mummy around, she is so brave, my hero.. Thank u Mummy, muackss !!
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Our very own lovely JAL gal ~ EVA is back from her tough training in Japan. After 6 weeks of hard work, she is finally back, I am so sorry I was not able to go the airport on 14 Dec, but my soul is there, do u see it.. She is still as pretty as before, I am so jealous, can you please teach me some technique to stay pretty forever so that I can charm the guys..
I really miss her so much during these 6 weeks when she was not around. I am very very touched when she called me on my actual day 7 Nov to greet me "Happy Birthday", I'm so sorry to have you spent so much money on me.. THANK u EVA, muacksssssssssssss.
I will arrange a post-christmas celebration cum gift exchange on 27 Dec with all the animals gang.. I will be going away for a week for a short holiday trip overseas, I will defintely buy goodies back for you all. I will get back to you all on the lastest update on the venue and time when I came back on 24 Dec. See u all around soon...
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Lastly, I will like to thanks "Dxxxxx" for the Christmas present.. I really like it so much.
My first christmas present this year, a light up angel. Thanks "D", for remember me. Its really fun to have u around me, you always make me laugh.. I will always remember the day we spent eating Walls Icecream bread under the hot sun along Orchard Road, yeah its taste better than Ben & Jerry's Icecream, its so cheap $1 only.. And thanks for the movie treat ~ The Holiday, its a nice show to watch, and hope that you will like the christmas present that I had bought for u, a card holder pouch... THANK U so much... (*.^)
Wish everyone Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year...
Best Regards,
Jamie
Look at my poor middle right finger, can anyone see the LUMP, it is paralyse now, its so painful. It's been a long time since I saw that lump again, exams are coming, always have this tendency to grip my pen hard.
ACCA is getting tougher now, the Examiners in UK are real idoits, they are expecting more from us, increasing the standards to kill us from passing the papers, so they can more commission(s). Time really flying very fast, another 3 more days the war battle will start. I had not fully prepared for it, HOW.. Nothing gets in, I am so stress now.. Everyone around me who are having exams in local/private uni had finished their papers, only left us the Poor ACCA candidates struggling.
I had spend the entire 2 weeks in library revising for my coming exams. First time on 2 Dec, I had broke my target of studying non-stop in Bedok Library for the whole 10 hrs, from the beginning the library officially open till the end of the day its closed...
Quite amazing to see that, there are alot of people around in Bedok Library are getting their ACCA, I indeed know alot of new friends there, I went to approach them to clarify my doubts, guess what, they are some nice fools around that are willing to help me.. Thanks to new friends ~ Stephanie, Daniel, Daryl and Joseph, thanks for your favourable guardian, I'm feel so sorry to disturb you all from studying, keep on asking stupid questions. But hope those questions can really help you all from refreshing our mind.. It's really nice to meet u all, let me feel like I am not the only one studying, thanks for your company.. It's really fun to have you all around me, looking forwards everday to meet out with you all, let meet out after our papers for dinner, how izzit..
All the best to OUR coming exams... Give me some time to settle my stuffs, I will be back soon after 14 Dec.
I really look forwards to meet each of you, out for Christmas gathering. The "Jewel Box" @ Mount Faber gathering is being confirmed, I had reserved the table of 12, see u all around then. I had actually plan on what to buy for you all for Christmas presents, a list of gifts are all listed in my diary. I, the cutie sweetie Santa Clauses will not forget each of you lor, as for me, I want for christmas this year is.. a present that cannot be bought via cash, it's being presented out from a true heart.. can someone find me a valentine for me... Someone who can sweep off my feets and hold my little hands forever till my end of my life.. "L.0.V.E" to me is to give each other happiness & trust.. I believe in fate.. somehow we will meet again one day..
GOD, PLEASE HELP ME !!
Happy 25th Birthday to: Kelis, ShuHui & Jamie
7 November 1981, there were 3 pretty babies being borned on the same day in KK hospital... Which is the eldest of all, no one knows... No matter who is the eldest, we were always be friends forever!! I will like to take this opportunity to thanks gods to arrange just a precious moments to have us meeting together. It must be a gift from the haven that is holding us united.. I really thankful for all the joy, laughter and loves we had before in school, I missed the days we are in sch, its really fun... No matter where we are in life, we will always be friends till the end... Friends Forever !!
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Updates on what I had done this week...
On 2 Nov (Thur), I met out with my beloved lovely sweetie another birthday gal, Kelis... ShuHui should suppose to join us for a small birthday gathering but she last minute said that she cant make it. Kelis and I went to Marina Square ~ Sakae Sushi for dinner and later went to CityLink ~ TCC for a drink. At TCC, we exchanged our presents, guess what, we both bought the same gift, so coincidence right (a hp keychain with name).. That is fate, becos we are borned in the same year/month/day... Kelis, hope u liked the gift and the pic above, all these are tailored made for u... Happy Birthday to 2 of us, Hope that all ours wishes come true... Please keep in contact and Friends Forever !!
On 3 Nov (Fri), went out with Kaze, her bf and Eric.. Dinner at Plaza Singapura ~ Swensen, then to Orchard Cathay Cinema ~ Ben & Jerry's for my favourite icecream, then lastly to Arama Hotel lounge to chill out. Its really really fun on that day, lots of surprises from them, I dun expect much this year, becos every year birthday is the same, but I still feel so lonely this year, I dun know why. And becos of my friends around me, their support and encouragement that bought me strong as what I am now. But inside me, I am still feeling very lost and lonely.. Kaze and Eric, thanks for the celebration, most of the wishes had being fulfilled on that day, I really appreciate, I am very thankful I have u all my side always... THANK U SO MUCH !!
On 4 Nov (Sat), my beloved DJKL gang gathering.. They bought me for a buffet dinner at Merchant Hotel, I am really full on that day, and the food there is still as good as before. Later progess to Intercontinential Hotel Lounge to chill out. Jonathan, finally fulfilled his promise made last year, he promised me that he will sing a song for me at this lounge. He really sang the song I like very much, the song u are listening now... He also dun know what is the title of the song, but he still can play the tune out, Derrick and I were invited up the stage to sing, duet song with Derrick is really fun and memorable. Heard that they had taken alot of photos and video, I am still waiting to see them.. Janice baked my favourite strawberry cheezecake, finally the cake is prefectly nice and taste good, Janice u finally make it, good job.. They bought me alot of presents on that day, still need a guy to bring up the presents for me back home... Thank u so much, I really enjoyed myself on that day, u all are the best!! THANK U..
On 5 Nov (Sun), met up my sec sch girlfriends.. we went to Vivo City for shopping, that place cannot go now becos everywhere is people, is so crowded that there is no fresh air to breathe.. We were there for only 2 hours, and then later we went back to our usual hangout, Cityhall.. Went to Raffles City ~ Thai Express for dinner. And this is my very first time seeing Shirley's daughter, she is so cute and sweet, just like her mother.. Thanks for the present ~ URS bag, my favourite colour white, THANK U...
On 6 Nov (Mon), met up with my ex-colleagues at Raffles Place for lunch at Coffee Club.. It had been 3 months not meeting them liao, miss them so much.. Another wish being fulfilled ~ DKNY watch, I always wanted the watch very much, but I found it too expensive to buy, but now I got it liao, I am very happy... Thanks Joanna, Feron and Jacqualine, u all are so sweet.. Later that evening, we went out again for shopping... Thanks to Joanna's hushand for the drive home.. THANK U..
on 7 Nov (today), today is my birthday, I wake up pretty early today, I dun know why? I thought of miss work, my boss give me a day off to celebrate my birthday. But I was alone at home nothing to do, I went out alone shopping, buy alot of stuffs back.. 1 bag, 5 clothes, 1 pair of shoes and some comestic stuffs, spend around $120 to $150.. wow that is alot, but today is my birthday, I dun care about money, all these stuffs are what I wanted, and it looked nice on me. It can be very romantic to spend a day by myself, I dun really to need to reply on someone special to provide me those romantic feelings for me.. My wish for this year, "I am still waiting for an answer, I am still waiting for u..". HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
Fun part of today is to unwrap all my presents, have taken photos with all my presents, but too shy to put in it here to share with u all.. heehee.. There are happy and sad moments today.. Happy is that all my friends remember my birthday, they message me birthday greetings via SMS, MSN, friendster testimonial and emails, my sweetie cutie tortoise Eva called me from Japan to greet me Happy Birthday, u are so sweet, THANK U EVA... I am very touched when we talked on the phone, my tear automatically drop off my cheek, how are u in Japan, I miss u so much, I am so lonely.. Hope to talk more on the phone, but its too expensive, but thanks for calling me, Thank u so much Eva... Sad is that I dropped my tear again on my special day, someone had forget my birthday, the one who I want to celebrate with had forget everything about it, do u know how many appointments I rejected just becos of u... Maybe he is too busy with his work and studies.. No matter what excuse(s), I will forgive him.. Maybe my friends are right at the first place, u are not the type of guy I am looking for. I want to Thanks someone, for writing me a testimonial, just a simple words, I am very very happy, THANK U SO MUCH.
Do you know it took my entire life to wake up to this realisation? Life is a journery of regrets and suffering. You'll never get what you want! He's left, he's walked out on me.. Was I wrong, to have loved him? I wish to delete him from my memory, I know I can't. I Jamie, have been through so much ordeal. I will not let one obstacle knock me down. I want to have a life more colourful than theirs. Janice, you had encouraged me to go after I truly love, and not to let destiny dictate my life. I've finally come to realise that.. If you love a person, you must truly wish he or she happiness and not to increase his or her burden. I will take this opportunity to thanks someone for having given me so many fond memories. I will take these memories with me forever. Janice...I am feeling very lonely and please help me to escape out of my comfort zone... I can't breathe anymore... At least you have a guy who adores and love you. You get to enjoy being loved. While I have to endure the pain of unrequired love... Someone Anyone, please hold my hands and lead me, I will follow you forever...
Thanks Chin Kiong (CK), its nice chatting with u today night, its our first time being chatting that long till early morning. Nice knowing u, taurus guy.. I promised u I never went in to your friendster profile to check on your particulars, is just a wild guess. Scorpio people are good in wild guess, they can read other people mind. Most of the time they are correct, but come to exam time, no luck.. Thank u so much for sharing your sad issues with me. I didnt know that u are also looking for this song, this song is very nice right, I like it so much. The lyrics really melted and touched my heart now. But its over liao, now 1.05am my dream had ended..
Once again, Happy Birthday to myself.. HOpe that next year birthday will be better, will come true right.
Yipee, finally reach the month of November..
I had being waiting for this for 12 months..
I really looking for miracle to appear, alot of celebration(s) coming this early weeks of Nov..
But still have to spend some time for studies... sianz
Birthday
02 Nov ~ Liana
03 Nov ~ Yaping & Hillman
04 Nov ~ Janice
07 Nov ~ ShuHui, Kelis and me
11 Nov ~ Weifern
12 Nov ~ Linda
13 Nov ~ Joey
18 Nov ~ MengWei
20 Nov ~ Fidelia
23 Nov ~ sweetie Kaze
wow... so many of my friends' birthday coming, Wish us Happy Birthday ! All the Best and May all ours wishes come true..
This is it, from tomorrow onwards, all my celebrations will start till sunday.. I am still waiting for someone special to date me out on my special day itself... just a simple wish this year, Wish my dream will come true.
For my lovely sweetie ostrich, I had planned a special birthday party on 22 Nov (wed)... Hahaaa, now is my turn to surprise u.. Hope u like my arrangement. By the way where are u bringing me this coming friday.. Where is the nice place u and eric is mentioning about, I am very anxious to know... Please tell me, please...
Thanks Jansen, for finding the lyrics of my favourite song (Till the end), the opening song of my blog... I am very touched and blessed, thanks for the early gift...
When I first listen to this song, I had reallly fall in love, the song is well written and the singer's voice is very smooth that melt my heart again. I actually copy and paste this song from an unknown blog. This song let me think back all my sweet memories of my relationship(s)... Someone please lead me the way, I will follow u forever till the end of my path..
Till the end
all these precious moment
with you by my side
must be a gift from haven
is holding me unite
i don't know how i found you
im thankful that i had
neither i have a love so true
to hold, to keep, to share
chorus-
in my heart
i can't no longer hold inside
all other love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world
there is no place i rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all
i know u came to see
you are the one
till the end.
all my friends around me
say you be gone too soon
and i'm going to make them see
we found the way back home
Chorus-
in my heart i can't no longer hold inside
all of the other love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world
there is no place i rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all
i know u came to see
you are the one
till the end.
An early lovely birthday celebration on 21 Oct 2006 Saturday, with all my beloved animals gang... tortise, piglet, hamster and ostrich. I really enjoyed myself on that day, I really appreciate, touched and blessed, thanks alot of the lovely present ~ Escada ~ Island Kiss perfume. Yipee, one of the wishes had fulfilled.
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Dinner at Suntec City marche, desserts at Milenia Walk TCC and lastly to Ministry Of Sound (MOS). I really enjoyed the moments spent at TCC, "Armed with brownie chocolate cake and a sang birthday song... Thanks for bringing my smile, laughter and joy back to me. This is my first time going clubbing with Eva and Kaze, I had long long time never stepped into disco or pub, I had abit out-dated, but I really happy spending the time with them, its really fun, thanks u all for the early birthday celebrations...
I am looking forward to alot of celebration(s).
* 29 Oct 2006 ~ wedding dinner
* 02 Nov 2006 ~ with 7 Nov birthday gal(s)
* 03 Nov 2006 ~ Kaze
* 04 Nov 2006 ~ JKL gang
* 05 Nov 2006 ~ Sec sch gals
* 07 Nov 2006 ~ my birthday
My dear Kaze is bringing me to a nice place to celebrate my birthday on 3 Nov, I really looking forwards for that day to come, I am wondering what will happen on that day...
on 4 Nov 06, with my beloved JKL gang, Jonathan is singing a birthday song in one of the hotel lounge, Janice is baking strawberry cheezecake, and etc...
I wish, that someone special will celebrate my birthday with me on 7 Nov 06... will this come true !!
Yesterday night I had the same dream again, dream of him again... This poem is written for someone who is always holds a special place in my heart...
Yup I am stuck late last night to do some reading, the very first time studying till around 2am... very strange right, this is not the usual me, usually I will studying when the exams about to approach me, but this time round, the exams are getting tougher. I really no time liao, so need to study early... I am going crazy soon, god pls help me! hahaa but most of the time, I had being chatting with friends on msn...
It's 12.29am already and I am becoming more awake instead. Maybe bcos of the MSN conversations that I had with Jolina and Janice (triple 'J'). We talked about everything, anything that we can think of, about the difficulties we faced, love, etc. Anyway, I felt so heartened somehow, after talking to them.. and also felt heartbroken while receiving Janice's honeymoon photos, its beautiful taken and feel sweet to see them together so lovely. I am now thinking of someone, the guy who I had expressed my love to... waiting for a miracle to appear.
I am still waiting for u... somehow u are always in my heart. I really miss the times we spent chatting online, going out for dates. After 3 months of being estrange, I had become mellowed when it comes to love. "Love is very important in anybody's life, no matter what age you are at. But the attitude I have now is very different from when I know u before". I am not so aggressive about it now. I am no so anxious for it to come into my life and I appreciate other kinds of love, like friendship or self-love. It can be very romantic to spend an evening by myself. I don't really have to rely on a certain person to provide those romantic feelings for me.
This is want to say to u, let be friends first, and let's see how things go down the road. I will allocate more time in our friendship, let it grow and progress slowly, let nature take it course. My birthday is coming, I really hope u can celebrate this special day with me...
Anyway, he might not know this, becos he seldom (or not even at all) came over to my blog to read.. don't be sad for me, its ok !
I always felt glad at "more quality" conversations like that. Thanks Jolina and Janice for yr advice... Love u all so much, muacksssssss!
Janice is baking cheezecake for me, I am so excited how is the outcome of the cake will be, becos the last time she bake, the cake is so soggy (wet and soft). By the way, Janice have u scanned whether yr baby is a boy or a girl.. Everyone is guessing and throwing bet on this u know.. But I am guessing a baby girl from u lor.. How, what is the outcome? Tell me please.. godsister want to know?
I really looking forwards to the month of November.. Alot of things happening for me, can't wait to see what the miracle will appear ! I wish...to be a Cinderella one day.
I am now addicted to the Channel U drama series ~ My Princess Hours. And I must say that it's really really good. The very creative and clever bear concept at the end of every episode. That it's so touching.. I bursts into tears for yesterday episodes, when her parents came over the palace to visit her, but she need to do the exam first, but she came back to her room, her parents had left, left behind her favourte kimchi. Even today just a little while ago, whenever I listen to one of the song off the OST, I started thinking over the scene again, the scenes will just put themselves on auto-play mode in my brain and bring tears to my eyes.
Now the time is 9am, this mean that I had only slept for 5 hours...
Are You a Romantic or Realistic?
You are a Total Romantic
For you, love is like a fairy tale. Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie. Problem is, you sort of want all three. You bring the spark in the relationship. In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning. Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.
Click here for the quiz !
Your Love Number is 6
Who you fall in love with is all about who you trust. Loyalty is important to you, and you want the most faithful of lovers. In return, you never let your heart or eyes wander. Open and honest, your relationships tend to be free of secrets.
Click here for the quiz !
Well..... Here some joke(s) to link..
The 5C(s) to the newer 5B(s) !
I don't need a CAR, but I want a BMW
I don't need a CONDO, but I want a BUNGALOW
I don't need you to have CASH, but I want you to own a BANK
I don't need you to have a CAREER, but I want you to be a BOSS
It's interesting for you to read!
Most of you would have heard of the Singapore 5C's! :
Car, Condo, Credit Card(Gold), Cash and Career
Heard of the 5B's?
B - BMW
B - Body
B - Brain
B - Billionaire
B - Bungalow
The 5K's that Singapore men scare of .....
Kiasu (scared of losing)
Kiasee (scared of dying)
Kiabor (scared of wife)
Kiaboh (scared of having nothing)
Kiachenghu (scared of government)
We've been reading about the 5C's ! and 5K's for Singaporeans, now comes the 5 Numerals and Malaysia's equivalent...
Singaporeans "practice" for Simple Living :
1 - One Wife
2 - Two Children
3 - Three Bedroom Condo
4 - Four Wheels
5 - Five Figure Salary
Malaysians Malays "practice" for Simple Living :
5 - Five Children
4 - Four Wives
3 - Three Figure Salary
2 - Two Wheels
1 - One-Storey Link House
Hahahaa... so funny !
Thanks Jolina for yr email... How have u been? How is yr new job? I really miss u so much, miss yr laughter, miss yr smile, miss the times we spent gossiping in office and even toilet breaks.. feeling something missing, feel so empty without u.. please continue to send me emails, updates me on yr interesting events, I really love to read yr emails... Jolina, I miss u so much !
Thanks to William Ma, your lame jokes this morning really help me to brighten up my day... I was so bored today, stay at home the whole day studying for my coming exams in Dec. Heehee, I had actually wrote him a testimonial yesterday night, but he is too shy to accept it, because the words I wrote touches him bah... But I don't know which part of the phrase touches him, I just wrote something that related to what I know about him... Oh I'm sorry William, next time I will wrote it short and sweet, ok...
Lame jokes...
Q: Which is the heaviest noodles in the world?
A: Wantan noodles... (becos wanton = one tonn)
Q: Who is the strongest person in the world?
A: The person carry the wanton noodles..
Why am I so stupid, just a stupid lame jokes, also cannot answer. I had tested alot of my friends this morning in msn, they are able to answer me... Why only me cannot answer, maybe I have low EQ & IQ. Thanks William ..
Thanks to Eva and Kaze for yr testimonial.. I am very touched by the words. Don't worry about me, my mood is ok for now. I am balanced and feeling good. I will make myself free on 21 Oct, animals gathering again... Now is the sheep turn to make a wish "Mary never had a little lamb"... Can we go to MOS on that day, I had long time never step into pub/disco liao, feel so outdated, my body is aging, need some exercise to stay young... And Thanks to my beloved guys & gals, for planning my birthday celebration, I can't wait for 4 Nov to come.. Thanks everyone for remembering my birthday, I feel so glad to have u all as my friends, I will give each one a kiss on yr cheek ok, Muackssssssssss ! THANK U
Feeling very sleepy and nauseous. It's the hazy air that I am breathing in. The haze is getting worse each day, I was always at home, hardly went out. Oh gosh, I don't sit well with my tummy, there's butterfly in my stomach... After a good rest in the afternoon, I am feeling better now... Thanks guys for yr concerns, u all are so sweet to me.. I am really touched and moved by u all, feeling like flying now !! catch me before I fly up in the air... hahaaa
Ok, enough of this. Time to clear up more work and sign out for the day. Tomorrow's another beautiful day to look forwards to. Appreciate each day as if there is no tomorrow!!!!
I just dropped my tears tonight.. I couldn't control myself anymore.. I have tried holding myself back.. But I lost myself tonight, TotALLy... I AM SO ALONE .
I cried and cried, after I put the phone down, tears continued to roll down. It hurts me even more when I think about it.. It seems like a simple phone conference discussion with the guys, but I told them "I dun know what got the better of me"... Coz I just "LOST" myself..
Wrote a short note for my beloved god-mother
Dear Ah ma,
you are really a very fantastic woman. I will never forget how much u dote on me. I will never forget you for the rest of my life... One regretful thing is that I had abit neglect u sometimes these years, leaving u alone in the old folk home alone. I knew that you are actually giving up on your life as you do want be a burden to us.. U are not a burden to me, I was supposed to look after u, I am your god-daugther, I had a duty to look after u.. All I can say is that you are really a very brave and caring mother to me.. Knowing that you had cancer, you never give up, fight for every stages of life.. Whenever, I am feeling down, you will be there for me forever, advicing me on what to do.. I am so sorry that I was unable to find time to visit you, accompany and talk to you and understand you. I promise I will continue to lead a happy life, and I also hope that you will also lead a happy life in your another dimensional world... Ah ma, I really miss u so much...
Best Regards,
Jamie
Jamie, was once a strong gal. She is not the gal who will cry over things easily. Always the small cute bouncy little gal, still crazy with sweet and cutie stuffs. Her laughters was always contagious, and her smiles were none than attractive. She learns to be brave becos she was grew up from a strict family background. She is tough, She like to race and she likes to be pushed.
BUT NOW, many changes had happened and make a impact in my lives, every little things, every little thoughts, had changed.. I had changed to a very insecure personality, become weaker than before. Why is it whenever I met up with problems, I am always being left alone to brace myself up?... That why I become very conserative, likes to do things by myself, because I can be quite annoyed sometimes, so I don't wish to increase anyone's burden. I like to guess on people reaction. I'm a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in the same society, I dare to fight for what I think belong to me. Even I acts confident outside, I mostly feel lonely and alone. Whenever I breaks up with someone, I will show alot of emotion, even deep down inside pain and agony, cry over things easily. But not for long, after comforting down, I will come back to be the cheery and merry person again.
I love "freedom" so before and after marriage, freedom must be the same. I like to trust even if you does not trust me. I like to be the one who is "right", I'm quite a straight forward type, so if I does not like you anymore I will tell you straight to your face. You are lucky, if I really in love you because I'm honest, truthful and will never bore you.. Every love and relationship are always real. I'm vulnerable type, people will tend to worry about, and they will be prepared when I say "its over", because I can't survive by myself. I can't take care about myself when I am sick.
I love to be entertained, hate to be left alone in one corner. I'm fun and I likes to tease people. Someone who is close to me, will know that deep down beneath that I am confident and cold hearted person, I am just as fragile as any woman. I may seem to be strong in front of my friends and family, but in actual deep in my heart I am weak.. Just like what people who says the more a person seems to be strong, but in actual they are even more weaker than those who seems to be weak.. I am getting weaker and weaker each time, and at a loss of what I should do.. I really do not want act a brave in front of anyone anymore, because I am really very too tired to act.. I'm easily hurt so be nice to me.. I need a good break.. I really hope that I can settle my problems once and for all as soon as possible, so that I can leave this stressful place and go on a holiday to forget all of my problems... What is my birthday wish is year?
I wish..
* to find true love
* classic elegant wallet
* DKNY watch
* Escada ~ Island Kiss perfume
* Sony Ericsson W800i
* digital professional camera
* notebook
* Levi jean (size 27 or 28)
* a bouquet of my favourite tulips
* TCC oreo cheesecake
* ben & jerry ice-cream
* travel overseas
* full of loves and joys
* diamond(s)
* .......................
Hahahaa, I am just kidding, just make me really really happy on that day, that is what I need, really hope to be blessed and touched. I did not need these things above to brighten my day, becos I don't need them, I dun want u all guys to spend money on unnecessary things. I like things that are made unique DIY homemade stuffs... What I really hope for this year, is to find someone who can be with me forever...
Yipee, Jonathan is singing a birthday song for me this year at Hotel Intercontinental Lounge.. This is what he promised me last year, we were at the same hotel lounge last year celebrating my birthday. Its really fun to have u all guys around me, u all make me laugh, I really enjoyed myself last year... Jonathan, u are not going to break the promise right, I really can't wait for the day to come.
I heard from his gf, Ivy that he had composed a song especially for me, and he will be singing that song for me... Hahahaaa, you may be thinking who is this Jonathan, he is a friend of mine, he is not the Singapore idol finalise lor... He is my buddy, he known him not long ago just few years back, I was introduced to him when I dropped by my friend's chalet birthday party, he was singing birthday song with a guitar to the birthday girl, that is the time I was charmed by him. He is quite handsome and tall, too bad, he was now attached, if not I really hope he can be mine... hahahaa, must be joking, Jamie wake up... Oh gosh, Ivy dun get angry with me ok, I am just joking and dreaming of my dream guy... Ivy, I'm so Sorry !!!
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Ok...., Back to study. Exams coming, 2 months to countdown! There's so many things to study. I am going crazy, my brain is going boommm, god please help me !!
First of all, my beloved god-mother had passed away on Monday early in the morning at around 2am, she died peacefully leaving no doubts. Died of stomach cancer at terminal stage.
She had no one to look forwards to, all her children had migrated overseas, abandoned her completely leaving her in the old folk home all by herself. I had tried my best to contact them but can't get through... She was not been doing any operation(s) since then, because there is no kins were around her, no one to authorise, not even my parents can help. And she is in the terminal stage, the doctor told us that if she did the operation, the chance of surviving is less than 50%. So we decided to let her to be her ownself for this time being, just have to wait for the day to end... I fought the overwhelming sense of loss on that day when I heard the news... This is it, early in the Monday morning 2am, she had finally left us...
When I heard the news, I was very clam, wake up from my sleep, clean my face, change my clothes and off to the hospital with my mother. In the mortuary I didn't cry or breakdown. But when I went back to old folk home, I sat on her previous bed where she used to sleep, that was it, I finally struck me that she was gone. That was when I really broke down and really cried. I really miss her so much, she looked after me when I was just a baby, but I don't really have the time to look after her few years, abit neglect her sometimes, now she is gone, there something missing in me now... She is part of my family, but I did nothing for her, if she had done the operation she will not had left us.. The only thing now, is to help up in her funeral wake, let her rest in peace, and I really hoping that her children will come to visit her soon...
Today, 11 Oct 2006 is the day, the final day seeing my god-mother for the last time. Her children were not here to visit her, I had no choice but to take over their role to send my god-mother off on her last journey. This is what I can do for her now, but I know her wish now is too see her own children visiting her.. I'm so sorry Ah Ma, I really had did my best liao..
I sincerely from the bottom of my heart THANK U ALL for coming down to help me up today, I really appreciate what u all had done for me, I am really very very touched today, THANK U !!
Thanks for the HOME for the favourable cheques and their help in the wake. Thanks to my colleagues and bosses for coming down every night to accompany me through the nights, encouraging me giving me advice to stay strong. Thanks to Derrick, Jonathan, Ivan and Vincent for helping me to carry the coffin. Thanks everyone for your helps through these 3 days, I really appreciate. And lastly, Thanks to Darren, for your advice, I promise you I will not give up, I will continue to strike for my future, thanks you for replying my emails, I know u are busy, I feel so sorry to disturb you every-now-then, I better dun disturb you further, don't wish to increase your burden... THANK U EVERYONE !!
"Life and death are part and parcel of life".. I must be strong and continue to move on, I promise my god-mother today that I will not give up, and I know she will be around me to support me through this traumatic period with me together. Ah ma, no matter where you are now, you will always in my heart forever, I really miss u so much, wish me all the best ok, ah ma...
Millions of millions of THANK U... I really appreciate it, I own you all a favour, I will try my best to fulfill back when you all need help ok... THANK U !!
8 October 2006, Sunday
My dear lovely friend of mine got married yesterday, I am very happy of her, she finally achieve what she always wanted to have in her life. In the bottom of my heart, I sincerely wishing Yaping and Kelvin a lifetime of happily-ever-after. Congratulations to your wedding !! Thanks for asking me to be your sister, I really enjoy myself yesterday... Hope your marriage is full of magical !
Yaping, this is for u... Hope u like my creation !
click it to enlarge...
There were be more photos... waiting for yaping to send me hers !! And for each individual pictures what channel do you all want me to send via to...
I'm obsessed with Food recently.
yeah, I live to eat and not eat to live!
Mid-Autumn festival is here again!
Mooncakes given free by several hotels...
Goodwood Park Hotel 
Hahahaa... Everyone favourite D-24 Durian Snowskin Mooncakes. This year, the hotel had also given us their new nutritious alternative favour to try out, Yam Paste with Red Dates in Snowskin.. Its taste quite nice when infused into the yam, the mooncake is a blend of natural sweetness and wholesome goodness. I gives 4 /5 thumbs up for the Yam paste with red dates mooncakes...
Fullerton Hotel
Wow... I gives 5 thumbs up... They should give us more, why only 2 pieces... Their double eye yolk is good and not that sweet. So far, the best I have eaten this year... Very good !! Yummy !!
Eater's Palace
My boss's favourite, mooncakes with yam fillings. I don't particulary adore Yam but this is really nice. It tasted better when it was hot. Crispy on the outside, but soft and sweet inside with egg yoke.. I gives 3/5 thumbs up...
Hotel Intercontinental
Japanese Sweet Potato with Champagne Chocolate.. It's really kinda disappointing, the colours are nice but it taste kinda strange. But after cutting it and eating it together with the white chocolate, hmmmm... still quite palatable. I don't suggest wasting money on these. There are better mooncakes out there.. keke. I gives 1/5 thumbs up...
Meritus Mandarin Singapore
White Lotus Paste with Double Egg Yolks and the Golden Ingots... Its taste normal, not very fantastic, nothing special to me, too traditional... I gives 2/5 thumbs up...
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MOONCAKE OVERLOAD. Okay.. I think I have enough of mooncakes... I don't really like to eat mooncakes, too sweet, it is not good for health too, easy put on weight if you eat too much because its contain alot of sugar and fat... Hahaaa, I am now on diet, better control...
Tomorrow is Mid-Autumn Festival.. our company will be having a small celebration in the company's conference room. Orchid Garden Catering buffet for lunch tomorow, planned and organised by me alone... Hi Everyone, please come in with empty stomach, I had ordered quite alot of food, please help to finish all ok, don't waste food.. Hope everyone will be happy with my arrangement... Once again, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival everyone !!
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At the same time, one of my colleagues Ms Jolina Koh is leaving us tomorrow, her last day of service.. Jolina, I will miss u, its so nice working here why resign, don't you miss us... All the Best to You, Stay in Touch, and Remember to contact us when you are free ok... Muacksssss !
I had a bad flu and sore throat, and also lost my sweetie cutie voice... Whenever I stepped in the office, I will make a lot of noise, saying hi to everyone, get everyone to notice me... But today, I walked in very quiet, everyone around looked at me as stranger, is this the Jamie we known... One of the colleagues called me pink panther, because I walk like a pink panther, and I wore pink top and pink skirt... (-_-") ... Today the entire office is damn quiet, heehee everyone miss my voice and laughter, they are not used it... They miss me or miss my voice... Now u all know, how important I am right, without me the office will be very boring and quiet... hahahaaaa
There is one thing that pissed me off today afternoon, my mobile phone kept on ringing non-stop, its so irritating, I actually put it in a slient mode, but I got a pig hp holder that will reflect sound whenever there are calls/messages coming in... irritating, I'm going crazy... Received alot of strange calls from an unknown people.. It is a private call, so I don't know who call me... Whenever I answered that stupid calls, no one is speaking, he/she just call in to listen to my sexy voice... stupid idoit... Is it very funny to listen to my donald duck voice... He/she must have knew that I had lost my voice, use this method to disturb me, right, idoit fool... I had actually called to the M1 customer services for complaint, ask them to help me to check who is the idoit people calling, but they are not able to trace who is the caller... pissed off... If I manage to find who is that idoit myself, I promise I will want that idoit to pay for my bills, and pay me medical compensation becos you had caused me to lose my voice... these calls really really pissed off my day today !
Lucky, I got my colleagues around me to comfort me, they bought me and treated me to my favourite Sakae Sushi restaurant for makan, heehee I am craving for raw fresh salmon fish again, here I comes again... When I came back from my lunch, there is a bottle of herbal drink and pack of sore throat sweets left on my desk, and there is note, hahaa from my boss, wow he is so sweet, I feel so fortunately to have such a wonderful boss...
Why everyone treat me so nice today, I really don't use it lei, I am very touched and blessed... Thanks everyone for your love... Give everyone a kiss on your cheek, catch it.... Muacksssssss !!
Thanks Darren for your forgiveness, thanks for letting me take back my words, back to friends again.. I had been very super stress these few days, studies to me now is like going through the process of death, nothing get into my brain (Garbage In Garbage Out), I still got this feeling that I will fail this term exam, thought of giving up my ACCA. I really wish you can encourage or advice me this, just like last time, but I know u are busy with your work and studies, and I keep on disturbing u, I am really sorry about it, really hope u will forgive me... I swear I never do it intention, I just wish u can motivate me. By the way, my friends had scolded/nagged at me, and I had promised them that I will not give up, I will try to strike for the best.. I know I will... And I know u will also for your studies... Let us fright together ok.. Meanwhile please take care of your health ok, please dun overwork yourself ok... Please dun leave me alone.. I'm sorry Darren.. Friends Forever !!
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I can imagine Derrick is laughing darn loudly to himself now because he always tell me that I am such a sotong, but I had always deny it. On last friday, I had finally come in terms to admit that I am so blur like a sotong. I am a type of people who cannot leave my handphone out of my sight, it must be stick me as closely as possible, if not I will feel insecure...
Let me relate why I came to this conclusion. I was carrying my new bag to work on that day, when I boarded the bus, I ransacked my bag but I could not find my hp. So I reckoned that I must have left it at home, at the moment I had the urge to run home to get it, but the bus journey is half way to airport.
So the whole time at work, i walked around without a mobile phone. Humm.. Normally, I will place my hp on the right side of my desk. Today, beside my ipod, umberalla, water bottle, markup bag, and wallet, its looked so empty. I tried not to feel too handicapped without it. Worried that my colleagues would SMS or call me. Or anyone wants to find me (Though usually nobody does lah. Hahaha...
I happily announced to colleagues that I forgot to bring my hp. Besides walking around without hp, I also walked around without a sense of security as I've relied too much on my hp to tell me what to do. As airport is so huge, so when my hp rings, especially when I set my hp volume to the maximum, I could easily heard it ringing.. I keeping hearing mobile phone ringing all the time, it has the identical ringtone as mine... I was thinking, ha, why is it so coincidental that someone has the same ringtone as me. I am thinking of my hp again, who knows maybe it will be so coincidental that my hp is actually ringing at the same time at home.
After work, went back home straight, becos no mood to go out without my hp with me. When I reach home, I quickly rush to my room to search all the possible place to find my hp (High, low, left, right). Shitty, could not find. Called my hp, at first I can't hear it ringing. But then then then then.... I heard the same ringtone ringing, coming from my bag, I went to look inside my new bag, what, my hp is actually is inside one of the zip pocket..Yipee.... =.=
Ok ok, I know I am super blur can! I actually had my hp with me the whole time I was out of the house without even realising it. Wah lau..... I sotong lor. Ok, maybe I did not search my bag properly in the morning that's why. Normally, when I step out of house, I will always check for 3 things (keys, hp, wallet). But 1st time I experience this kind of incident having my hp with me without realizing it. >_<
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Happy 22nd Birthday to You... Elaine !! Hope u like the presents we bought for you, hope u like the arrangement organized by us... Once again, Happy Birthday.. All the best.. May all your wishes come true.. Stay sweet and pretty always... heehee, still remember my birthday anot?
Yesterday night, I had dreamed that I got married in a church, inside there are full of fresh lovely white cum purple roses... I am wearing a white lovely gown walking down the aisle with my father, surround me are all my family members, relatives and beloved friends... In front of me are my cutie flower-girls, further down is my lovely groom happily waiting for me, just I was walking closer to him, my heart started to bit very fast, at that moment I thought of running away, like the movie "Run Away Bride". As I step beside him, he hold my little hands tightly, simle at me, exchange of vows, exchange of rings... When we were annouched to be hushand and wife, and the groom may kiss the bride.. Suddently my alarm clock rang, I actually woke up of my dream... shitty, why now, why don't u let me finish my whole wedding ceremony then wake me up... Afterall, I feel very happy just like it is a real scene, but it is just a dream overall...
After attending alot of friends wedding or ROM or being bride's sister this year, I had a urge to get married soon, but I had no one to accommpany. When will my day comes? Started to get really worried why I am still single? Why I dun have someone to love? Maybe I am too ugly and nutpicker... It is not totally my fault, I do express my love out to someone, but he dun appreciate it, what can I do... Nowadays guys are more introvert and abit stone; they are more concerned with their own throughts and feelings than other people or happenings outside them. No matter how I hint to him, he will just prevent that it doesn't exist... Maybe they dun seem to get to relationship to fast, committment to them is like going to jail... Because females are more independent and more clever now, that is why it so hard to find someone who u like and he like u more than u do...
My dream guy: must be abit romantic, must be very filial to friends & family, taller than 176cm, have big clean hands, a nice gentle pair of eyes, if possible know how to drive... Eyes are the most important factors, because it express the truth facts, from the eyes you can tell whether he is telling the truth anot, sparkle chemistry... I love to look at guys' hands because it presents the guys' strength, and it must be big enough to hold my little hands and hug me tightly... He must know how to drive, because I love to travel alot, travel around to find good food.. He must be very man when come to decision making, but still have abit of humour to make me happy and laugh, must not let me cry... Lastly, if possible, he can sings or plays song for me... Is my expectation very high... okok I will try to reduce it
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I had just re-printed my entire room to a light voilet colour with white colour at the pillars... Previously it is pure white, after 10 years I started to get sick of this colour, thought of changing colour and re-design the entire layout, maybe it can help to change my luck... My mother question me why I chosen light violet as my base colour, no one know that I love purple, everyone think that I like white or black only, because most of my clothes are these colour, they doesn't mean that I like to wear black mean I like black, because wearing black clothes can let me seen slimmer... But purple, pink, white and black are still my favourite colour... Purple represents romantic, pink represent sweet, white represents elegant, black represents mystery...
Before I re-printed my room, I did the colour personality test on the Dulux website. The outcome of the test came out to be the colour I liked, that is light voilet... very coincidence and accurate right.
Light voliet represents Relaxed Romantic.
"You're a romantic and you like nothing better than surrounding yourself with people, and things, that you love. Your gentle spirit is happiest in a restful environment generated by pale and gentle colours and filled with beautiful and cherished things. So don't compromise. Only give house-space to things that you need or you love. Romance doesn't have to be about hearts and flowers! Create the look that's right for you whether traditional or modern."
I like the colour very much, it blends very well with my white furniture, at the side of my table place a vase of my favourite flowers ~ pink tulips.. Every night I will light up my favourite lavender scent candles, So relax and romantic right, heehee that me, this is what real about me... But one thing is that, now I had no mood is study liao, feeling like sleeping, because this colour helps me to relax.. hahahaaa
Feel so good to be back blogginzz again~
Last friday 22 Sept 2006 is Joanna's birthday... Happy Birthday to You my friend !! May all your wishes come true...
Opps, what is the japaneses restaurant name, oh gosh i forget liao, short memory.. Ordered these after a sumptuous japanese meal. Strawberries with ice-cream inside. Hahaha my favourite fruits, Strawberries... I am craving for u, u know, strawberries.. Looks good... But no no no... it doesnt taste as good as it looks. Haha too brain-freezing...
I actually promised Joanna to get her a Coffee Club ~ Oreo Cheezecake but it required reservations 3 working days in advance... too bad. But you can have a piece of Orea Cheezecake if you buy me this cake for my birthday, heehee...
Everyone is damn busy with their things, I am the only one who is the most free of all, it is a last minute arrangement, so no choice, I just have to drive all the way to order this cake ~ Banana Dark Chocolate Cake from Awfully Chocolate Shop... its really heavenly and very sinful... It taste awfully nice! Yummy !
Birthdays are always fun, like everyone who had said, with me around, there will always be fun laughers and jokes... Happy birthday To You, Joanna.
Yeah friends.. my birthday is coming soon (one more month to countdown)... Its seem that this year birthday, I had alot of my friends celebrating my birthday after I wrote my sad shollow story on my blog last week. Everyone is asking me what I want for presents this year and what is my wish? I had only one birthday wish this year... Really want Love and hoping to find someone who can sweep me off my feets and give me all his loves and entrust, and hold my hands forever and walking down the aisle and saying our wedding vows together...... Hope these will come true !
Let go back to Hotel Intercontinental lounge this year how izzit, I really like the freezy and romantic atmosphere there ~ live band, and the price is quite reasonable too. Johanthan, you promise me last year that you will sing a birthday song for me playing the piano.. Will u do this for me this year..
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Something to recommend!!
Yoshiden~ (outlets at Raffles Place and United Square)
I heard my friends saying about this shop that sell very nice desserts. I am lurve of their healthy drinks. You can get chunks of Aloe Vera with honey lemon, lemongrass drink and some other detox stuff as well.
This was the new desert I tried that day called Yoshiden Papaya. Dripping with homemade goodness. Give it 5 thumbs up. (*.*) I am drooling again just thinking about it.. It is good for skin and I believe it helps constipation too as papaya is full of fibres, the 'Mu er' inside supplies collagen so this makes it the perfect beauty potion! Very oishii on a nice warm day. Must try okok...
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Whenever my pretty lovely SIA Stewdaress cousin, Tiffany came back from Japan, she will always buy my favourite food back for me, so sweet of she. My favourite ~ Ishiya Chocolate Biscuit from Hokkaido Japan... Yipee, Yummy !
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That all for today.. Feeling so hungry now...
Oh gosh, I almost forget.. Janice and Ivan is coming back from their honeymoon today night, going down to the airport to fetch them... Guessing now, what presents and food are they going to bring back for me.. heehee, Janice I miss u so much.. Ivan, can u please spare me some time with Janice alone tonight, can she come over to my place tonight, I had alot of doubts and problems to share with her, please... I'm Sorry, Ivan
Do I really look different today? When I step in the office today morning, everyone stare at me like seeing a ghost coming.. do i look like a ghost to u all? (0.O) Heehee, maybe I am wearing a white dress with a sweet pink ribbon at the waist side, very sweet right... very lady and feminine right ! (*o^) New image today, I just cut & dye my hair and finally had my ears pierced...
The first words came out from their mouth is wow wow wow... Jamie u look so different... u look so pretty and sweet today, do I, really hah... Yipee, I am so happy, feeling like flying flying flying in the air, very good mood today...
I came across this website that sell very nice dress, please click here to view.. The price is quite reasonable. But my friends said that u can find these dress at Bugis Village level 2, but I couldn't find it.. Check this code no. Item Code: C002, I like the dress very much, very nice right, I thought of buying it online...
Thanks Joey for accompanying me to have my ears pierced, do i really scared u yesterday.. I am so afraid when I saw the gun coming towards me, I almost cried out yesterday hahaha... Lucky I had u around me, if not I will not dare to go and do it by myself... Thanks u very much ! Yipee, I like very much, do I really look different or still the same as before...
A brand new start to the week, all set to piang through the week before i enjoy another well-deserved weekend.
Unfortuntately, something happens yesterday night that spoilt my mood totally...
Because while I was grabbing my facial product from my mirror shelf, I accidentally broke my mum's bio-essence product. The container was made of glass and it broke on the floor. The glass bits flew and the substance leaked out. It was some super oily substance which I assume is good for the face. Kaoz, my whole floor had the super thick oily glassy mess which I had to clean up. Spent more than 10 minutes clearing up the mess. However the floor is still pretty oily and I believe there are some glass bits on the floor.
Sucks.... I accidently step on it while cleaning up the broken glass on the floor, I see blood coming from my feet, oh gosh, I am in pain... My mother came in the room to help me, at first I thought she will scold me for breaking her expensive facial product, indeed she is not angry at all, she is worried about the broken glass on my feet... She tried several methods trying to remove the glass but still couldn't, finally let me sit on the computer chair and push me down the neighbourhood 24hr clinic... Finally the broken glass is removed, now I had difficulty walking, need to bandage my wound for 1 days, which means 1 days MC... Yipee !
That is my mum's favourite facial products, saying that the product is so expensive that she don't dare to use. =.= How lame can someone buy already, too expensive don't dare to use. If that is me I might as well don't buy. Ya, I know its my fault that I broke the darn bottle. It was an accident. If I were to expect it, you think I will never let it happen? There so many times that I have almost dropped your that darn bottle. It is the matter of time before I broke it and yesterday is the right time. Mummy, I am sorry to break your expensive facial product, I promise I will buy the same product back for u as apologise ok.. Sorry !
It will be totally ridiculous ! If I bought back the stuffs, will she use or let the products be there forever. Wah lau, she don't know that products have expiry dates wan meh? Never use, who knows it's actually an expired product. =.= Ugh!!!
I just call my boss for taking 1 days MC, he is worried about me, he keep asking me questions whether I can still walk, is there any cuts on my leg... Thanks boss for your concerns, don't have to worry, my legs is my favourite assets, I will not let any cut left seem on my legs...
I still feel there is some more fine glass bits left onto my feet, feeling very pain and itchy. My friend, Joyce said that itchy can means either be 1) wound is healing or 2) got infection... I really hope it is healing and not got infection. Need to go down to see the doctor again later, make appointment with the handsome doctor now, yipee... hope is the same doctor as yesterday night, he so gentle and quite handsome, must be dreaming now, wake up... Oh gosh, cannot wear high heel shoes these days...
Guess what? The same handsome doctor examined me again, yipee... He removed my wound and checked.. I asked him why my feet feel very itchy, and he replied me that "becos your wound is healing la". But why I still feel that there are some more bits inside, can u examine it carefully, I scared got infection. Then he replied "ok, I swear no more left inside, don't worry, you feel the pain becos of the deep cut u have, that all". Really doctor don't bluff me, he replied "yes, I swear, your wound is healing but still need to come back for another examine on Thursday". He bandaged my wound and tell me not to walk too much, if you want to walk, walk on one feet and tip toe on another feet... =.= hahaha he is so funny, huh... how to walk, can anyone teach me...
I step out of the room, waiting for my name to be called. At that moment, when the nurse called my name, I tip toe to the counter, I made appointment with the doctor on Thursday, and nurse said "that it"... Huh, which mean that today consultation fee is free.. Nurse replied me "yes, FOC". (*.*) First time seeing doctor don't need to pay consultation fee, izzit I am pretty or I had a nice leg, that is why free... Come back on Thursday, to see me again izzit doctor.... hahahahahaaaaaaaaaa
I just received a overseas SMS message yesterday night from my best friend, Janice... she is now 2 month pregnant. She and her hubby were now in one part of Europe having their honeymoon. Yipee, soon i will have a god-sister or a god-brother to play with, Janice I warn u not to let your children call me godmother, I am not married yet and I am not that old ok... I am still young, please let them call me god-sister instead okok please... (*.*)
Let me guess a Boy or a Girl or twins... I wish is a girl... Janice and me has the same thought, Janice really hope that her first child will be a girl, so that she can doll her baby girl as a barbie doll, because Janice's childhood hobbies is playing with Barbie dolls. When we are young, we liked to play with barbie dolls, I usually went to her place to play, she had alot barbie at home, a cabinet full of barbie doll collections.
Whether boy or girl, I really wish that he/she is healthy is the most important overall... I am very happy for you, Janice... Please give me some of your luck, I am hopelessly devoted in myself recently, everything around me seem to be unsuccessful these days... I miss u so much, Janice...
Well, today is a day people will remember for the reason. My ex-UPS boss called me out for dinner today after work, with my family members at Cineleisure's HongKong Cafe. I had received my first birthday present this year from them (SK necklace and a red packet). Wow, I am so happy very happy... Yipee, he still remember my birthday, I am so touched... Thank U, boss !
Today when he see me, I can't recognise me, he said that I had changed alot, wow u slimmed down alot, from a fat girl before to a pretty angel now... my perservance really paid off! He was so shock at first, but a while, he tap on my shoulder and say good job, I like the way u are now, pretty and sexy... I was so happy from his words, and it brighten my day. BUT, he is leaving Singapore to China soon for overseas assignment for 3 years, today is our last time meeting him liao... Boss, I miss u so much, Bon Voyage and Wish u all the best ! Thanks for everything u had given me, I really appreaciate.
I had not being seeing my ex-boss Mr Marcus Chua for about 3 years, after the end of my Internship programme. Last month, I suddenly received a call from him, he called me to ask how am i doing, so sweet of him, he still remember me. He is my role model, the best boss overall. During the 6 months of Internship in UPS, is the most memorible moments I had been; the working environment, working style and the ex-colleagues is so good that I never forget in my whole life. Whenever I had to work overtime with him, he will fetch me home and buy me dinner. He treated me very well just like my father and daughter. There is one incident I will never forget, 3 years ago on my birthday, he called me to come to his room and passed me a Swatch watch as my birthday present. I am curious on 'How do he know my birthday'? Anyway I am very happy... Thanks Mr Marcus Chua.
These are what we had ordered...
The food is good, the mango dessert was simply, heavenlish! We ate the mango dessert like 6 little kids.. Hohoho... but I swear that the customer service is the worst I ever seen!!! Freaky bad customer service. Made me so pissed off. Horrible attitude from the staffs. Even the manager is also the same kind. *bish*
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Its been raining whole day and the sky has been so gloomy ever since yesterday evening. Makes me feels as though it is December. I just wanna snuggle up my cozy bed all day and daydream away.
Wah lau!!! I had a nightmare this morning sia. I dreamt that I was being retrenched. You know how horrible it is? I rather leave the company with a job lor. At least i feel secure. Then I woke up thinking if I need to go to work today anot. Hahahaha..... I'm so so glad it's just a dream.
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Early in morning, I and colleagues started to think what to eat for lunch, no mood to work today, was so freaky tired for work today.. Hardly keep my eyes open today. Attempted to sleep in the toilet! But the cleaner was cleaning the floor. >_< Was so tempted to hide under my table to take a nap. Ha! I was so desperate. I think I need to sleep early tonight.
Whoohoo!!! I heard something... SALMONS... can you hear me calling??? *evil laugh* I'm yearning for you... I'm coming... Yipee, Sakae Sushi for lunch. Finally, I satisfy my craving for salmon, how badly I want to sink my teeth into the the yummylicious fresh tender raw salmon...
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I am so happy today...
Took things real easy these days.
Not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
I think I better do something constructive in my life real soon. I hate the way I'm just waiting for time to pass me by. Hello, I'm not a old woman just waiting to die man. I'm a young girl who haven't seen the world who have yet to experience life yet.
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I have a question!
Have you ever wonder why is a Merry-Go-Round called a Merry-Go-Round? Is it very merry to be spinned round and round and get yourself dizzy? So the more you spin, the more dizzy you become and the merrier you are. Whoever who thought of the name Merry-Go-Round must be a sadist. Because dizzy = merry.
Or maybe it's merry for those sadists who watched little kids stepped up on to the merry-go-round and the sadists started spinning the merry-go-round and see how the kids get dizzy and beg them to stop spinning. Oh well, maybe. Hahahahaha!
Ha, since we're at the topic, then why is a See Saw called a See Saw? You see the person opposite you, then you saw the person again?
Someone please enlighten me!
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Ok, i need to clarify something. This is the oh so merry and delightful kind of merry-go-round which kids love and I love. This kind makes people happy and I think I've watched far too many shows to think that it's one of those must-do for lovely dovey couples. Hahaha.... so romantic.... especially if you sit at night. (*.*) 
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MSN Q&A session with Kenneth;
k: How are u?
j: I am fine... still abit lost as usual...
j: I had being a tai tai for a day today, feeling very good, pampering myself...
j: going for full body massage with my beloved lovely friend, Eva
j: feeling so good and shiok today..
k: wow
j: i do not relax myself fully, 45 minutes massage like only 10 minutes to me, becos most of my time i spent talking to the spa personnel... funny right !
j: i would spend relaxing and not talking... shit
k: u are always like to talk.. non-stop, friendly, and cute.. good points... keep it up ok, this is your assets...
j: she said i look young... she cant believe that i aged that old... I feel so good.
k: you really look young... and like to smile and really cute
j: feel like sleeping now.. dreaming of the massage now...
k: wow u must be enjoying yourself today right... good for u lor, i need to work like siao today, attending meeting from morning till late afternoon.. now still need to write report...
j: still remember the day i told u about the guy i liked, i send him a birthday greeting email liao
k: oh what did he reply
j: he is still busy with work and studies... a short message
j: how?
k: do he contact u
j: no
j: we stopped contact each other for so long liao about month(s), not even chatting with him in msn and through sms
k: wow serious, that bad..
k: are u crying now
j: how u know
k: i can feel it...
j: oh gosh i am crying
k: please dun cry
k: i am scared of girls crying
k: dun worry too much ok.. the guy will get back to u soon, give me some time to settle his things first ok..
j: u reply me the same as what he sms me before... get back to me soon, when....
j: one week, one month, one year, or forever no reply...
k: just have to wait lor
j: okok
k: he know that u bought him a gift
j: should be lor, i wrote it in the email
k: then the gift how...
j: still in room waiting for his reply...
j: every night i will look at it and i will start to cry non-stop...
j: what wrong with me...
j: thought of throwing it away if he dun want it
k: give me instead, waste money to throw away
j: is not that expensive, i like it very much too
j: when i saw the gift, i like it so much, just like buying for myself..
k: then keep to yourself... if he dun want it
k: give me for next year birthday present... heehee
j: it is a unique piece of creation, and it is a the very last piece selling there
j: hardly seen it selling outside retail shops
j: really hope that he will like it...
k: i am very sad for u lei... dun worry ok
k: he must be very busy with work, he getting master course now
k: no time to go out.. need to take time for studies too
j: yeah i know, i am also encountering the same suitation now
j: i also studying and working at the same time... ACCA is tougher
j: actually master course is also very tough too.. wish him all the best !
k: okok
k: jia you.. i will support u through this tough period
j: maybe i will stop dreaming now.. face the fact
j: i am really fine now... thanks a lot
k: let nature takes it course ba... my dear
k: how u what like about u?
j: what u mean?
k: u are so lovely and cute and attractive... if i am still single, i will go after u straightaway, i will not let u cry...
j: u must be kidding... I am so high now, flying flying flying now.....
j: I am not that lovely as what u think I am... I am very annoying and weird sometimes...
k: no la
k: u have a nice pair of legs... straight and slim and must be very smooth right... heehee
j: thanks for your compliments, I really appreaciate..
j: u are not answering my question, out of point
k: u are not annoyed.. u are really cute, like to smile and talk alot... feeling so fortunately to know u really... miss the days working with u all in the airport...
j: me 2
k: when are u free to come out
j: I am broke, i declared bankrupt, no more money to spend liao.. u treat me izzit heehee
k: ok i treat
j: really thanks
j: are a policeman right, please send me to jail instead, i dun want to die on street without money
k: hahahaha
k: are u sure anot
j: i am very sure... heehee
j: inside got free food, free accommodations, got friends to play with, got work and pay. Quite good
k: ok i send u inside for a day to trail how izzit..
j: okok...
j: Tahan Merah Women prison izzit
j: nearer my place
k: hahahaha.. u are very cute lei
j: i am always that cute... heehee
k: that prison ok... i will arrange for u
j: will u come and visit me, buy me food, chat with me, can bring laptop in anot, so can chat online
k: hahahaha... u very funny and cute lei...
k: special treatment for u alone ok...
j: okok... Kenneth i am serious
k: we known each other not that long, but I know that u are a very nice friend..
k: your smile and cuteness and friendly had caught my attention.. that is what good about u.
j: oh thanks
j: I am very nice to ppl around me, but sometimes they will take me for granted...
j: neglected sometimes
k: my dear, dun worry, i will be there for u... call me ok, my phone is 24/7 service
j: ok...
k: dun have to worry about my hard feeling
j: oh
k: u also can call my gf, u also known her right, she found u quite sweet and pretty...
j: oh really, thanks
j: she get jealous anot, we are so close with each other
k: no... why
k: we are just friends, close friends that can share thoughts
j: okok... friends forever
k: yeah.. your birthday coming
j: yeah why?
k: just curious what will u do this year
j: same as usual
j: must be very lonely this year..
k: why
j: becos alone lor
k: your friends not celebrating with u meh
j: got la
j: but not on the actual day lei
j: last year birthday i celebrate alone, i buy myself a cake, sing birthday song for myself, and buy present for myself...
j: that is what i did last year.. this year will be the same
k: what... so lonely
k: ok this year, i will celebrate your birthday this year ok
j: u not scare that your gf will get jealous meh
k: dun tell her la
j: girl are very senstitive type... better tell her ok
j: i dun want to be a bad 3rd parites...
k: ok
k: what u want this year... i mean present
j: anything
k: what is anything, must be something u always wanted this year... what is that?
j: anything will do... just make me very very happy on that day...
k: list down 3 wishes, hope to fulfill everyone for u.. heehee
j: love... someone who can hold my hands forever
j: to pass my ACCA with flying colours
j: lastly, i will keep as a secret.... sorry kenneth u cant help me
j: hmmm.... actually, i need just one wish this year, hope he will accept me..
k: oh
k: i will pray for u... I will help to tell god to bless u too...
k: hope the guy will appreciate what u had done for him
j: thanks
j: u are so sweet to me... i am so touched today
k: my dear, feeling very tired now, i need to go to sleep liao
k: tml need to wake up early to work
j: okok... bye and goodnite... nice chatting with u tonight... sweet dream
j: chat with u again in our dreamland ok..
k: dun worry too much ok.. rest well
k: tml will be a fine day for u... i promise, if not i will cut off my head for u to sit on
j: hahahaha u are very funny
j: okok... i will promise u
k: good girl
k: chat with u other day ok
j: ok Bye
k: jia you... my dear Jamie Mak Jieyee
j: what.. u need to pronounce my chinese name out meh...
j: okok... now your turn Kenneth Lim Zheng Hui
k: hahahaaaaaa
k: goodnite.. sweet dream
I had copied and pasted the whole MSN conversation with kenneth just now... Its really fun chatting with u just now, Kenneth dun get angry with me ok, I just feel like sharing with everyone.. I felt relieved now after chatting with u, I am very touched with your words, encouragement and advices. As if we had known each other very long, actually we known each other only weeks in Changi Airport. U look very fierce when u are in work and looked quite handsome in that policeman uniform, after work he becomes a joker like me.. that is why we are so close... Feel so fortunately to know u really, Kenneth thanks alot... Yeah u, Policeman when are u going to capture me to jail, can't wait to go in.. FOC treatments, heehee hahahahaaaa...
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What is the matter with me? I realise now how difficult it is fully understand a person. I've always thought I understood him very well. But tha's really ridiculous. I don't even know myself fully. What do other people think of me? I'm not sure if I'm still waiting for him or I've given up.
Love Like You've Never Been Hurt by Alfred D Suja
Dance like no one's watching Love like you're never been hurt Sing like nobody's listening Work like you don't need money Live like this is the last day of your life
Yes, I really wanted to do that... I really wanted to pretend I'd never been hurt. I wanted to love like I'd never been hurt before. But this how I ended up. The sentence should be changed to... if you don't want to get hurt don't fall in love
brownie batter ice cream with a rich brownie batter swirlBROWNIE BATTER!
You scored 77% SWEET, 70% CHUNKY, and 59% UNIQUE!
Mmmm....you are a very sweet mix indeed! You are warm, loving, and caring to all those around you, but you're not boring in the least! You have a wild streak and a creative, unique streak, too. You are a great friend, an interesting person, and you know how to have fun without ending up crouching over a toilet bowl. Nice!
A birthday greeting to a special friend! When I first talked to you, I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my problems and what I didn't want ever. You listened to me, I bet you thought I'd never end. And although I haven't known you many years, your happiness should last till all things end. Because you've been so sweet and understanding to me. In my toughest times, you've made me laugh and smile. Happy Birthday Darren, May all your wishes come true...
I am sorry We have been Estranged these days... I had actually bought a gift for you, always in my bag, thinking whether to pass it to you or not. It's a unique small gift bought from the Airport, I found it very nice and unique and it represents your character. Really hope that u will like it. When are u free to meet out...
Do you still remember the sms analysis that I sent to you before regards to the cake favour... You had chosen chocolate as your choice. As for me, I had chosen strawberry as my choice... Chocolate represents Sexy; always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh. Strawberry represents Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people and can be counted on in a pinch. You tend to melt. You can be overly emotional and annoying at times.
I tend to care alot for others, as me for, I neglected myself fully. That why people tend to take me for granted... Kenneth, It is wrong to express my love to someone I like. My friend replied me this: "hmmm, this ok to express ur love in ur own way, give the guy some time to settle his things first ok, my dear..." Then I asked him another question, whether to give the present to him or throw it away, he replied me: "u should, since u had bought the gift, dun waste it maybe is a chance.." Then I asked him another question, so do I still have the chance anot, lastly he replied me: "actually i dunno how to reply u coz I not that guy and I dun know wat he is thinking lei, but I am not encouraging u to give up for him coz maybe he really busy now, and still looking forward a chance to meet u, anyway the ball is still in yr hand to decide~!". So, the final decision still lies on me, and I decided to give him the gift, but when.... neverending stories!!
I just read a book called 'Man from mars, Women from venus'... It quite a nice book. This is a book written by Dr John Gray, its useful and helpful in improving relationship, and it helps u to understand the opposite sex better. The things he said in the book, are quite true and accurate. Its did provide an insight into how men and women behave when in relationship, how conflicts arise due to miscommunication between men and women, and etc. Anyone interested in reading the book, I can lend u to read... its worth read it again and again....
I will try to spoil myself now... I finally ate my first bite of my favourite Ben and Jerry's icecream after so long. I love their mint and choc chunks...yummy!! I feel very shitty these days. And when I feel shitty, i will feel like escaping from the norms of life and go travelling. But I can't travel now, becos I got something important to do now, that is studying and to finish my ACCA asap.
I need a new wallet... my wallet has this really big hole LITERARY. Spending more than what I earned. Alot of my friends' birthday coming and alot of my friends getting married, I really have no money left to spend liao.... And I love shopping when I feeling down. If shopping doesnt kill the stress, I kick myself at my tag board. Think I am experiencing a roller coaster mood thing now. One moment, I'm high, the next moment, I'm beating myself up. I declare bankrupt, please send me to jail...
This Sat I will be going for a beauty workshop with my friend, 'Beauty laoshi' please need help me to grow pretty and sexy like u. She was once used to be Fat Fat one, and used to have poor complexion too.. But now she slim down alot and her face is flawless. This workshop teaches us on how to do simple makeup and how to pamper our skin, and it cost only $3 for the workshop... wow very cheap, need to go and try this sat, I am so tamper....
Beauty laoshi always say 'women must pretty all the way, so that man will always find us fresh'. So the most important now is to learn how to be pretty. And she said this to me: "when u are pretty and full of knowledge, guys will come to u like bees to honey.." Please transform me from a ugly ducking to a princess oneday ok.. Hope my birthday wish come true this year...
Happy I am what I am, Love me for who I am.
The past few days have been hectic - both emotionally and physically.
My left eyelid has been twitching for the past week.. What does it mean when your left eyelid twitches? 1) Does it mean that bad things will happen? I seriously hope not. 2) Does it mean that I will dio 4D soon? Judging from the fact that I have never dio any 4D in my life, and the kind of lucky draw prizes I get (the usual bottom few).. I doubt it will happen to me anytime soon. 3) Or Am I just plain tired? I think i am just very tired. So... please give me a hugZzz to stop that twitching! (okay, nothing to do with that, i just want a hug!!) I know i'm not very hugggablezz, hugz to all of you all back! lalala =D
This is the one that I had made.
Doesnt look as nice but it's taste good.. hoho such a pity that my mum and bro don't like to eat cheezecake. Bake for who? Let u all guess... Of cos me la, I love to eat cheesecake.. yummy !
This is the recipe courtesy from me to my best friend ~ Janice. My dear Janice, this is the time to try to cook some good food for future hubby lor... If you need any help regards to cooking, I will help u through ok... My cooking skills quite good lor, japanese food, western food, chinese food, desserts, etc... This cheezecake is a non-baked kind. This suits you best as you dont have an oven at home. Janice please try to make it yourself ok, if cannot then call me anytime, my phone is 24/7 service. Janice Jia You....
Updates
Birthday these few months, alot of my friends' birthday coming, I am going bankrupt soon... Need to start saving some disposal income aside for presents and celebrations... Yeah, my birthday is around the corner, 69 days to my birthday... 7 November is my birthday, please remember ok... I don't want to celebrate my birthday alone again, I felt very very lonely last year celebrating my own birthday alone... May this wish come true this year... I will list down my birthday wishes soon... get back to u all soon ok....
Studying is finally starting to get better - I'm understanding more, I had actually started studying and classes are no more a drag cause I either listen or make notes for another subject. Either way, I am being more productive and it feels good... See ~ my poor fingers are paralyse now. It is been a long time since I saw that lump during last term June exams, 3hr paper. Always have this tendency to grip my pen hard.
Exams depending on my results. Thanks Daddy for your encouragement, he added in a motivation factor hoping it would persuade me into staying in a levels and finishing the course - $1000 bonus allowances for every paper that score above 70 marks. $500 bonus for every paper that score above 60 marks! Daddy, how about those papers that score only 50+, will I still got any bonus allowance... Is this my birthday present this year, Daddy... Its just so HARD to achieve those marks, Daddy u are killing me... ACCA is very tough, but I will do well, I promise u....
Relationship no words can describe how I felt now. Have I really let go my feeling, the answer is No. My feeling with Dxxxxx is still kept inside. I really miss the time we spent chatting online, it's so memorable, but now we seem be very estrange currently. I felt very very lost, lonely and neglected now, can the time be revised back to where we started before. And you said to me before, allocating more time to our friendship and slowly process, and let nature takes it course, it is true or a lie... I need an answer? Losing my love is like losing all confidence in myself. I am very tired of myself. I have really lost control in myself. My heart has overule my mind at times. Heart is Blind... I am tired of not being able to be myself. I know I am very emotionally unstable... Well, I am a sore loser in relationship... what to do, that is me... Broken Heart !
Financially I'm doing much better than before, working and studying at the same time. I tend to buy alot of clothes these few days becos most of clothes before are too loose, I am now slimmer, formation is needed for this time being. I had being spending more than what I earned, but I've been saving up bit by bit... I only go shopping when needed, I promise...
Socially I've been trying to keep my social life on a lowdown seeing as exams are just round the corner and i really need to start concentrating and studying my ass off. But I've been going out every weekend, every night with my close friends. Thanks them for concerning me these few days when I was feeling down... Thanks Derrick for your shoulder, u had been so nice to me, before and now, I can still imagine the thoughts we had before, now let us be friends forever ok... Thanks Eva and Kaze for your love, I really appreciated... I've spent quite some time with studying and of course mark, my focus now is studying no more thinking of relationship. I really wanna catchup more with all my friends.... soon!
Family I'm finally starting to clear things up with mum. She stopped to nag me of buying unnecessary things, for coming home late, spending nights outside, etc... We can talk for more than an hour without nagging me. Mummy, I know this is for my own good, but I had grown up liao, I know what is right and wrong, don't need to worry about me... Haha I think that is a major improvement. Also we have both compromised so at least we're both happy in one area instead of none. She even wore my new clothes to office, I had not wore it before, so sad, afterall she is still my mother... Mummy I love u so much... Muackkkkkkkk.
Work I had being working as an accounts assistant in DFS at Changi Airport T2. I will gain as much experiences here to secure me for getting my CPA holder. Thanks boss for your super arrangements that u had done for me, letting me off in between of works to attend my ACCA classes. In order to coverup the time lost in attending the afternoon classes, I need to work 2hr overtime every 3 days. Its fun working there, and I am now currently helping up in the IMF stuff, representing my company in this big event, I felt very honored and it indeed a good opportunity to gain my communication skills... Thanks Mr Marcus Lim, my boss of DFS.
Hobby I getting more and more interested in this expensive hobby, taking photos. What's so special about taking picture? To me, it's everything from emotional lost, to emotional support, to new emotions found. Every picture represents different emotions and expressions. It was an awesome display of pure content and happiness. Something so simple, and yet so rewarding. I figure life is supposed to be enjoyed and if we were to worry too much we'll forget about fun, is about making ourselves happy. If I see something I like, I will hold on to it, thinking too much sometimes distraught us, perhaps Nike is right when they say 'Just Do It'. Opportunity comes once in a blue moon and I don't even have my camera on hand, and even if I did, will I be able to catch it fast enough? Maybe I will, maybe I won't, the point is, if I have my camera, I stand a chance, gee, it might even be an award-winning photo, but without my camera, I am completely lost. To be a photographer, it's pretty straightforward, always be prepared, always ready to shoot, be fast, be spontaneous, be passionate in your shoot. Who knows, one of these days, opportunity knocks and you might find yourself being recognized for your works.
To conclude: To someone who had lost something in their life, it might be hope, things which you never thought you ever get it see might just happen for you. To someone who's always contemplating between decisions, to move on, to let go, or to hold on, it might be a sign to ask you to have courage to plunge into what your heart says.
Heehee... please sit back and enjoy the slideshow of me and my friends... I really miss the days we spent together, hope to meet everyone out again.... Let plan an outing, I will be co-ordinator of the event, let me see where and when to meet... I will get back to you all asap... okie
Recently being addicted to the Channel U drama series called the "My Lovely Samsoon", it is a touching romantic korean drama series aired on every week monday to friday at 10pm. To prove his mother on how much she loved her son, she told his mother this story: "Let me start by telling you about a female writer. Every night before she went to bed. She would write a letter to her husband and leave it on his desk before going to bed. Her hushand would read it before he left for work in the morning. He was the first to read her work before it went into print. ...The first cake that Samsoon make every day will be reserved for Zhenxian. She want to bake the most mouthwatering cake just for him. That showed how much She loved her son..." I really hope my special someone will play this song tune for me. I really love this song ~ Can't help falling in love. 
There is one phrase of today episode, I will like to share with everyone... "I merely ceased loving you. You will always be right here in my heart... Though I know he is lying, I want very much to is believe in him. Seeing the look in his eyes makes me pine for him. I hate myself for being so weak. Losing my love is like losing all confidence in myself." Very sad right....
In order to borrow 50 million won from Zhenxian (owner of restaurant 'Bon Appetit') to pay to the bank to buy back the house that had being mortgaged, SanShun (pastry chef) had made a promised to him... "As of now, We will prevent to date", and she agreed his offer. She don't have to pay back the money to him, just have to play her part well to cheat his mother's suspicion, and to put an act infront of the staff. Like what he said, just play her part well and she can keep the money without paying him. She get paid 50 million won just to put an act... wow I also want.
The Dating Contract is :
I went to my friend ~ Eva house this morning to do some exercise: Gym, Sauna & Swimming.... so fun and shiok. Doing exercise to me is like going to hell, so long never do exercise liao, whole body is now in pain... But my mind now is more fresher, let Bygones be Bygones (to forgive and forget), I had no regret knowing you. You and I need time to nurture a relationship. I believe in fate and destiny, let nature takes it course, Slowly and naturally.... I am sure my charming Prince will come unexpectedly, Eva quoted. My inspiration came from and apparently when I received this love message from my best friend Janice: "..find a man who can walk beside you, who dun walk too fast as I may not be able to follow behind, dun find a man who walk behind me as I may not be able to lead him." My reply to her: "Aww... it sounds good. I would like to find a man like that too...Heehee. Truth be told that the "right" one is hard to find though worth waiting for if he should exist." While it is a relief to put down the bag for the moment, I would not simply leave it anywhere becos the content is precious to me. I recognise I can never put in the same hours for all roles that I play. The key to balance is to decide the priorities and their ranking. Now is the time to sit down to think and decide our own definition of success and happiness each year (goal setting). I will strive to excel at where I am. Be assured that when you are at the right place in the right time, you will find success. We will find obstacles along the way, what is sweet success without some adversities. With focus, I can accomplish what I set out to do, whether or not others concur with me. Time to get back on track. Hope it is not too late... I am considered Normal - 18.5 to 24.9 and I had a low risk of getting heart disease and diabetes. Comment: You are thin, eat more.... so funny! Click here to find out your BMI. Underweight Below 18.5 Normal 18.5 to 24.9 Overweight 25 to 29.9 Obese Over 30 BMI (kg/m2) (for adults) Risk of Heart Disease and Diabetes 27.5 and above High Risk 23.0 - 27.4 Moderate Risk 18.5 - 22.9 Low Risk (healthy range) Less than 18.5 Risk of nutritional deficiency disease and osteoporosis
To all my friends, Thanks for these few days comforting me, nagging and giving advices on how to carry on my life. I promise I will be fine, don't have to worry about me ok. And to my lovely cutie Eva, Thanks for inviting me to your place today, it so fun having you around me, thanks for your accommodations. The green bean soup is very very nice...yummy. THANK U everyone!! A flying kiss to everyone I known.... Muack!!
I love this line: "...Do not try to make up for lost distance by going further or harder. Spend the time trying to get back on track...."
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wow... its so fun to drive at late night, where there are very few vehicles on the street, like the whole road is belong to you, but too bad cannot speed in Singapore. I drove from east to north, then north back to east again... fun fun fun and still fun.
Thanks to Derrick, fetching me from airport and taking the risk to let me drove on his new Toyota car, feel so scared at first because long time never drive liao. But he told me not to worry "I am very confident it will be ok", this makes me more worried and scared. Everything seem to be ok at first, but there is one damn fast sportcar approaching behind me and then beside me, I was at the 2nd lane, it driving very fast changing from the 3rd lane to the 1st lane just to exit out Fort Road. Maybe he wants to test my driving skills, he thought that lady drivers are lousy when comes to driving... Lucky I got the skill to manage the situation, if not I will definitely crush into the sportcar. My skills not bad right, Derrick.
We went to Chomp Chomp for dinner, the same food again... but my favourite still the BBQ stringray, satays and chocolate beadcrud, yummy... Now think about food make me hungry!! Yeah friends, must try the chocolate beadcrud, it really nice and shiok, and it is special no other place selling it only there, I never lie, must try ok... Jamie recommendations.
Where can get the money to buy myself a car (weekend car first, cheaper)... Everything is expensive; car itself, COE, ERP, road tax, petrol, parking, etc...so expensive. Stop dreaming...
Let countdown 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 days to results... 21 August 2006 the official date to release ACCA results, how do I grade myself in this year. It will not be as good as last year dec results, because I had no mood to study during the month of May, alot of things happened to me on that particular month, ups and downs life.... That is nothing I can do to change the results now, if the results came out to be fail, the next step I will do is to retake the paper(s) again, no point to spend $$ on appealling. There will be one paper I will definitely fail for sure....
If I will have followed my friends to study in Australia ~ Queensland University. I will have graduated in this year Dec. Graduated with Australia CPA certificate plus a degree honors, which mean that I can worked in any of Australia accounting/auditing firms. But I had chosen ACCA as my choice, because of several reasons: 1) my family/friends 2) the food here 3) finanical problems very expensive 4) ACCA reputation worldwide, etc. I always wanted to go overseas to study to explore more, but my father wanted me to stay in Singapore instead, he said to me that ACCA is better but its hard to pass. But when you passed from ACCA, your standards will be higher than those study in 3 local uni and overseas graduates. Father, you are right, but ACCA is very very very hard to pass... 14 core subjects are all killer papers, and next year July will have a major change in some of the core papers which means the standards are getting tougher, need to pass early if not it will be worse.
I had being studying in ACCA for about 1 years plus, every subjects are different in nature, every papers are tough, nothing in this life is easy, if it is easy the whole world will be ACCA graduates. And nothing stand to be different anymore than other overseas or local uni graduates. My main focus now is study hard, no more thinking of others things...
Afterall, I really wish that my results is good, just pass and if possible flying colours.
I had finally watch the movie "The Lake House". This movie is really incredibly and impossibly for both actress and actor to live two years apart, and each at a time in their lives when they are struggling with past disappointments and trying to make a new start. Sharing this unusual bond, they reveal more of themselves to one another with each passing week - their secrets, their doubts and dreams, until they find themselves falling in love. Determined to bridge the distance between them at last and unravel the mystery behind their extraordinary connection, they tempt fate by arranging to meet. But, by trying to join their two separate worlds, they could risk losing each other forever. Afterall, the entire movie is quite nice, it is really incredible and impossibe for this to happen in reality.
After 1 month plus, we are finally met out, it seem to be very long ago. Dxxxxx, sorry to mention, I dont feel the ease yesterday. Maybe I am too tired after working, and you felt the same too, I can feel it and I had noticed you in the theatre that you very tired and sleepy. You dun need to arrange a date to compensate the promise you had made to me. I feel even more up sad...
I didnt talk much yesterday, I felt a bit awkward towards u, trying to give u a good impression of me, scare to cry infront u, scare to smile at u so that u will not be charm by me. I am feeling very sleepy and cold in the theatre, Thanks for concerning about me, so sweet of u... I really like to lean on your shoulder but i scare i will not let off of u... Sorry
Life's is like embarking on a journey similar to boarding an mrt train only it takes a lifetime to arrive at the final destination we are heading. We each board different trains and travel in different directions, this direction is where we are heading in life. Some people know exactly where they want to go and some are travelling blindly aimless. Sometimes along the way we meet someone nice who boards the same train and keeps us company, as we get to know that person better a relationship is formed. As time pass us by, there can be two outcome either the person continues to sit in the train with us till the end of our journey or he alights at the next stop. It is all part and parcel of life as we embark on this journey. Even though people may board and alight the train, there will always be some past that lingers within the train and this can be defined as memories. There is a saying "Even if you live till your very last breath if you cannot bring along any happy memories with you to your death bed it is perfectly fine.. Just don't bring a handful of regrets !"
Regrets are risk we never take, a person who risk nothing, gains nothing, learn nothing and is nothing. Different people take different kind of risk for different kind of reasons. Some people believe playing shares is a form of risk though big risk but promises big returns. Love is also about taking risk, when we meet the right person we have a decision to make whether to take the risk of allowing ourselves to fall in love with that person and risk getting hurt in return but still feel it's worth it or reject the person and hope we don't live to regret not taking that risk. I'm just glad i took the risk at least i know i won't wake up one day regretting and wondering what it may be like and whether or not things might work out if given the chance.
This year NDP is the most memorable one because the very first time attending the live parade on the actual day itself, I usually got tickets on the previews. Thanks to Eva, who had accommpanied me to the stadium, so sweet of u. I tried to call alot of my friends, but they are not able to go with me, so sad, but I still got a friends Eva to contact, Sorry Eva for the last minutes arrangement. Hope u like the lovely date we had spent together heehee... Taking alot of pictures of foods, scenery, people, NDP formations and fireworks. And Thanks to ZhenRui for coming out to meet us for supper ~ dim sum in geylang... Yummy! Not able to sleep after a full meal, thinking of the lovely fireworks I had taken.
Pictures...
The only tiny little paratroops
Prefect landing... cheer for them
Soliders matching in...
Can anyone see the formation of 2006
Everyone is singing the National Anthem, I am talking photo of the Singapore Flag, feel very sad about it... So Sorry Singapore! Happy 41th National Day
Lovely sunset and Saying goodbye to our National Stadium
The first show of the day from the People's Assocation... my mother is one of 970 participants, I was there in the stadium to give her the full support.
The second show of the day from Singapore Soka Assocation... my cousin is also one of the participants heehee... Adrain good work.
The last show of the day and its finale...
wow... the fireworks display is fantastic, I cant imagine my digital camera can capture that wonderful lovely image of the fireworks display. Anyone decided to see, send me sms, then i will send u the file via email or msn.... Please enjoy the photos above.... and Happy National Day
I am really very sick... bad flu, sore throat, mouth ulcer, headache, fever, lost my voice... etc
My health is not very good now, it is because I am on diet that which had destoryed my health. I heard from news that a guy weighted 100kg plus, diagnosed a doctor for help but the surgeon fail to save his life. I dun want to be like him, died at a young stage...
Falling sick can be good and bad....
Good... my mother is very concerned about me, she take care of me by cooking healthy food, boil herbal tea for me, feed me medication... And for my friends, when they knew that I am sick, they will sms me ("please take good care ok, drink more water, and rest early"), buy me Vitamin C, coming to my place to accompany me.... they're make me realise that i was never ever ever really alone.
Bad... I am still very very very lonely, I am on MC today staying at home alone, facing the empty walls just like staying in a prison... Thought of studying, but when I open up the book I started to get tired... Thought of going out, but where to go... Thought of going to the beach, but I scared my health will get worse... Thought of calling someone, but I scared he is busy with his works... What can I do? I am really lose...
My fear in life is not death, but loneliness....
Today is 31 July 2006, which is also known as Chinese Valentine Day... I received a stalk of rose from my boss when I arrived from work, he bought red roses for each of the gals in the dept, how sweet is he, too bad he got married, if not i will grab him as my boyfriend so that i dun need to work, stay at home to be tai tai... I had not being celebrating my valentine day for 1 years liao since I last broke off with my ex, feeling very lonely and lost...
Today after work, I will defintely went back home and sleep, dun feel like going out today, becos the street will be packed with couples hugging and kissing... I am very tired of myself, I do fall into lapses where I worry about why I dun have someone to love. Then I start wondering if there is anything wrong with me...
Wish all the couples Happy Chinese Valentine Day! And for myself, hope that I will find someone who can share my life together one day... That is my wish for today valentine day....
Love Story
Chinese Valentine's Day is on the 7th day of the 7th lunar month in the Chinese calendar. A love story for this day is about the 7th daughter of Emperor of Heaven and an orphaned cowherd. The Emperor separated them. The 7th daughter was forced to move to the star Vega and the cowherd moved to the star Altair. Magpies were moved by their true love and many of them gathered and formed a bridge for the couple to meet in the evening of the 7th day of the 7th lunar month, which is the day the Emperor allowed them to meet once a year.
On the Chinese Valentine's Day, people in love like to go to the temple of Matchmaker and pray for their love and the possible marriage. People still single will do the same thing to ask their luck of love in the Matchmaker temple.
The Chinese Valentine's Day is also called The Daughter's Festival. Long ago, Chinese girls always wanted to train themselves having a good handcrafting skill like the Weaving Maid. The skill is essential for their future family. On that night, the unmarried girls may pray for the Weaving Maid star to let them become smarter. When the star Vega is high up in the sky, girls do a test, which is to put a needle on the water surface. If the needle doesn't sink, then girl is already smart enough and ready to find a husband. Girls may ask for any wish, but only one per year.
The Singapore Fireworks Festival 2006, in conjunction with Singapore's 41st National Day celebration, will be held at Marina Bay over a four-day period.
The Shows begin at 9pm ~ 12 to 15 minutes of display and 9,000 rounds of fireworks
Date
5 Aug 06 (Sat) - Team Italy
8 Aug 06 (Tue) - Team Singapore
11 Aug 06 (Fri) - Team New Caledonia
12 Aug 06 (Sat) - Team France **
** A Complimentary Musically Choreographed Fireworks Display by the Team France
Yeah, I am getting more & more interested in taking photos, thanks to Derick whom had taught me on how to take professional photos... He is very good in capture good photos of scenery, people or fireworks... He is good in editing pictures in Photoshop... We went out last week to bring my another oversea friend from HK for 2 day tours, with him around, he is the one who help us to take beautiful photos... 2 days in travelling in Singapore is too short, its need at least 4 days to travel to all the attractions of Singapore... Afterall, Hope she liked my arrangements organised my me... To Derick, you are chosen to be Janice's photographer on her wedding day, hahahahaahaaaaa.
wahaha... so exciting 
Its the time for another photo taking sessions...
Anyone interested to go with me?
About me Time and tide wait for no man. Time will not always be there for u, please take every step wisely. If a man does not know where he is going, no light is bright enough to guide him. You cannot light up the life of others without brightening your own! Regrets are risks we never take. A person who risks nothing, gain nothing, get nothing... is nothing. The rank is what you wear but the respect is what you earn! You can never discover new oceans unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shores!
Just a simple girl who believe that small and little things in life often brings the greatest joys! In a world where I can be anyone! Enjoys sharing people's problems, dreams, visions and goals in lfie. My life goal is simple - fall in love, get married, lead a simple and peaceful life.
View on my dream
Where do I want to get married? On board a cruise in the open sea... Where would like to go for honeymoon? Maldives... Italy Rome (every part of Europe)
I always like to stroll by the beach whenever I am feeling down... Holding hands with someone special, chatting with him under sun... Romantic candlelight dinner by the beach is what I always wanted to have with someone special... Lay down on the beach to see those sparkle shining little stars... Away to a place where there is no works, no traffic, no people around, only me and my someone special alone in a cast away place on a lovely romantic beach... spending our days there... how romantic am I?
I love to travel around to have more explosure, I always wanted to go to Madives because of the beautiful lovely beaches there, the pictures of Madives are really attractive. But after the 2004 X'mas Eve Earthquake plus Tsunami, I dun really know what had happen to that lovely place, is the place still around...
View on Friendship
It's priceless gift that can't be bought or sold. Its value is far greater than a moutain made of gold. If I should ask God for a gift, I am thankful if he send me not diamond, pearls, or riches, but the love and trust of friends! Allocate more times together, and treasure the friendship.
View on Love
I prefer to stay single than rush into a destructive relationship. I have completely given up on love already. Tired of getting hurt and hurting people. I believe in love at first sight. Every step I took since that moment I could walk was a step towards finding love! I will not marry the person who can live with, but marry the person who I cannot live without! It is better to have loved and lost than to never have love before!
I believe love happens gradually - by getting to know and understanding each other more every day. I'm often waiting for love or giving up everything to be with men who aren't love with me. I think love should be mutual. Now, I'm not the type who will wait for things to happen. If the situation requires me to make a move, I will fight for love. I am drawn to men who are responsible, have their own opinion, are big on self-improvement and are charismatic. My ideal man is understanding, gentlemanly and sweet-tempered. I hate man who lie to me....
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never know! Sadness files away on the wings of time! True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist nor can it be hidden where it truly does! When we remind ourselves we have forgotten someone... have we really forgotten that someone! The day you finally decide to love me will the day, after the day I have given out on holding on! Once a tear fall of my cheek and into the ocean, the day I find it will be the day I stop loving you! If I could be anything I would be your tear, so I could be born in your eyes, live down your cheek and die on your lip! Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does! You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel!
What is love?
I would like to share the lyrics of a song which I find really touching that melts my heart, which brought tears to my eyes the first time I heard it over the radio one night... This is the song that was played now. In my opinion, lyricists are modern day poets, that is why we all identify with songs, the lyrics speak to us, they say what we feel in ways we are not able to express in our own words.
I dun know why, but I feel this song comes to mind when I am thinking the possibility of a romantic suitation. The words are so beautifully phrased, honest and sincere. The lyrics are simple but yet so touching.. And the lyrics do bring a sort of romantic expression between two lovers, try to convince someone that I were really in love with someone...
The Lyrics
I finally found someone
Who knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
Who makes me feel complete
It started over coffee
We started off as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin
This time it's different,
It's all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
Cause we can talk it through
My favorite line was
'Can I call you sometime'
Its all u had to say
To take my breath away
This is it
Oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
to be with every night
Cuz whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
Oooh someone
I finally found somone
Did I keep u waiting? (I didnt mind)
I apologize (baby that's fine)
I will wait forever
Just to know you were mine
(Ooh) You know I love your hair
( Sure it looks right?)
I love what you wear
(Isn't it too tight?)
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life
This is it
Oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
Cuz whatever I do
It's just got to be you
Ohh my life has just begun
I've finally found someone
And whatever I do
It's just got to be you
Ohh my life has just begun
I've finally found someone...
It may be just me being overly idealistic about finding the right person whom can make me feel really happy just to be around. The best things you can do for another person is not to buy expensive gifts, but just to enjoy the person's company... It's the small things that matter, like communication, commitment, trust, honesty, loyalty and love. I think this song really says just that.
I like the phrase about "I finally found someone, Someone to share my life, I finally found the one to be with every night" only to promise that he will love her. For all of you who have a partner in your life, you should count yourself lucky to be able to love, its never always easy, but I'd like to believe that its really worthwhile. There is not much point in being really successful but not have anyone to share your happiness with. An empty house is never a home.
As for me, I know I'm quite nitpicker... I think friendship should be the basis of any long-term relationship. I've seen couples jump into a serious relationsip before even getting to know each other on a platonic level - that is just not what I want.
Its always better to be single, I have more freedom, more time for girlie activities with friends and more time for myself... but I do fall into lapses where I worry about why I dun have someone to love. Then I start wondering if there is anything wrong with me... Really Lost !
I believe in destiny and I believe that I'll meet the right guy someday. Indeed it is a great fortune to have found that special someone who can share my life together. And I am certain I will find that special person someday and when it happens, I will love him with all my hearts... I think my ideal man will sweep me off my feet and give me all his loves and entrust....
Congratulations to Ivan and Janice... 09/09/06 is your big day.
Thanks for choosing me to be your bridesmaid. I had being bridesmaid for more than 3 times liao, will this means that I will have difficulty getting married... Am I that superstition. Last friday, we were at the bridal shop trying on the wedding gown, but for mine need to be tailored because it is too big for me. Today, we went back again to get my dress, tried it again, its really suit me well, very lovely and gorgeous, feeling like getting marry soon... When will my day comes....
Janice and I, known each other when we are born, both family are good friends, as our father are business-mates... We played and grown up together, just like sisters... Still remember the promise we made when we were young, to marry and say your vows on the same day. And we also promised each other that, if anyone get married, the other one will be the bridesmaid. Now it is your turn, I will be your bridesmaid...
So coincidence is that the guy she is married to is my ex-bf, I was the one who match-make them together. So strange. But I feel happy to see them together. This is fate.... Janice and Ivan, Wish u all the best ok. Ivan please promise me to look after her ok.
Frankly speaking, I dun really like the guy (Vincent) you all chosen for my partner on that day, he is quite flirt, sorry for my straightforward... He send me home last friday after dinner, he tried to kiss me but I reject his offer. I dun care whether he is handsome or rich, yes indeed he is, but what is he trying to do... we just met... I am not that loose lor... Sorry I dun really liked him, but I promise to continue to be his partner on the wedding day... Dun have to worry ok...
16 July 2006 (Sunday), is not my mother's birthday, actually is my parent Anniversary. Unfortunately my father is not around with us. Actually I will like to bring my mother to restaurant for dinner, but it dun seen to be sincere at all, therefore my brother and I decided to come out a plan to cook a romantic dinner for her. As she was not around at home, she went to her friend' house for weekly meeting. My brother and I went to the supermarket to buy ingredients, candles and also a bouquet of flowers.
Lucky, I got a brother who love to cook, I did all the cutting, he did the cooking, but I am the one who guide him on how to cook and what ingredients to put. We cooked 4 dishes and 1 soup, all of these are my mother's favourite food, this spent us about 1 half hour to finish cooking. Yummy the food is fanasantic. Arranging the dinning table with sparkling pental of red roses and lighted up the candles ready for my mother to come back home. Around 8.00pm, the door bell rang, my brother dressed up to pretend to be my father, brought the bouquet of flower and stood behind the door, as the door opened, he handed the bouquet of flowers to her and we said Happy Anniversary Mummy!!
As she stepped in the dinning room, she is very happy and shocked, and started to cry, maybe she is touched. Turned off the lights and on the music, as if we are having a romantic dinner in one of the restaurant...
Mummy... Hope u like our arrangement, brother and me will always be on your side to love you forever. Its so hard for me to express to her I LOVE U in front of her, usually what I did is to send her email, for the very first time in this year, I express my feelings to her. She was so touched and hug me and cried... This is the most memorable and happy moments we had encountered, also taken alot of beautiful pictures...
LOve you, mummy... Mmmmmuuuacks~!!
I am very very tired of myself, last friday i decided to put an end to my story. It all started off from a message, so i decided ended off by sending him the final last message to him, farewell greeting to him, wishing him "All the best". And also chatting with him for the last moments in MSN.
BUT... I should logoff immediately after typing the farewell message. Why did he reply my message? My heart aches again. To end or to continue...
As more and more messages coming in, my heart melt each time I saw the messages. What should i do next? His encouragement, sweetly messages always wanted me to proceed further. I think u are right, we should take some times to know each other better before coming to a conclusion. Naturally and slowly. I will allocate more time in our friendship. But I very very scare to face you personally when we meet out one day, feeling very awkward and ashamed of myself, making a fool of myself. Scared that I will cry when I see you. What is lovely mean to you? Attractive or Beautiful.... I am not lovely at all, I am very scary and weird, and little miss prefect type of gal. Thanks for your comments that I had a nice pair of legs, yes indeed I had a nice pair of legs but I still feel I am fat... Please dun stop me from going on diet ok...
Feeling very happy that he still remember my blog url link, I always thought that he had forgot it... To my friends who had cried after reading my blog, I'm very sorry, maybe I am too emotional. It had been some times not loggin to my blog, there are alot of things and feelings to share with everyone. There are alot of ups and downs stories to share. More to comes....
Let u all know more about me...
I am a person who is willing to share.
Any friends that came along, I will accept and trust them completely.
What I want in my life is half-fullfilled.
I am weak in my life and tends to be fragile.
I have high sex drive.
I have a few good friends in my lfie.
My last relationship is good and its still fresh in my heart.
Even when my partner is around me, I will flirt around with orthers.
I have extreme low ego.
A humble personality is in me.
I get average bond with my friends.
My partner is pure and good in my heart.
My partner is a very homely and humble person.
I will seek my partner whenever I have met with problems.
Yeah... the result of the "Test of my Personality" is almost true about me.... I had very extreme low ego, and like to seek to someone whenever I met with problems... that is true.
Wilfred Bon Voyage... Thanks for coming to your place on monday night to greet me good bye and thanks for the bouquet of flowers. U have remember my favourite flower but my favourite colour is not red... After all, I am still happy. On that day when I received your call, I am quite angry at first, but I still came down to see you. It had been a month not seeing you liao, you have changed alot, u get old, maybe u never groom on that day.
After all, thanks for the 3 years u had being with me. From 14/2/02 till 14/2/05, this 3 years of relationship, you must have being a horrible experience right, dating a miss little prefect girl and had to control my hot temper.... We had alot of sweet and sour memory, but there is more sweet memory than sour memory. Thanks for pampering me by giving me alot of precious gifts and happiness, thanks for treating me as a princess.... If I had not went to your place on 14/2/05, maybe we are still together, but too bad, I was there and I had seen it totally, we had finally ended our path there.... But within this year in between, we had patched before and ended again... maybe it is just a bit and pieces of a relationship...
By the way, I am quite delighted to heard that you had being posted to China for overseas assignment for 3 years. You always wanted to go out to explore more, now it is good opportunity to enchance your capabilities. 3 years there can be long also, please take care of yourself, you know better of yourself that your health is not good, drink more water ok...
The guy that I had mentioned to you on that day, is just a dream, i am still in my dreamland looking for a prince to release me. Indeed I finally someone special, but it does not belong to me... I am not that lucky... Maybe it is not the time to get into relationship now after the big blow you had bought to me... It is not the time to cling on him, it not fair for him.
Dun have to worry about me, I will be fine. I feel like there is something is missing in me, Its so empty... but I must stay strong now, times will come to heal my wound.
I am so happy that we are still friends, rather than enemy. We are now able to express and talk freely through, no more quarrel anymore... Email me whenever you need a friend ok, and I will email my thoughts to you too... By the way, I forget to greet you a Happy Belated Birthday. My birthday is coming soon, just few months away from now, remember to send me presents ok, dun have to be big expensive one, just a simple postcard with your greeting, I will be happy.
Wilfred... Thanks for everthings you done to me. Bon Voyage... Friends Forever... Take care ok.
"Love - one little word, a huge swirling emotion. Love is such a powerful feeling that it can be frightening. But never forget that love is a precious gift - go on and dare to fall in love. Sometimes all you need is a bit of courage to make the first move. Love is constant, alive and lasts through the years."
"Happiness is found in the simpliest and most overlooked of things, like holding a loved one's hands and looking at the sky or stars."
I thought about it all night. Maybe it is not the right time to get into a relationship at this time. Actually I... How should I put it? I admit I have feeling for you, but ex-bf issue has dealt me a great blow. Whenever I see him, my heart still aches. I dont want to cling onto you... like a life buoy at this time.
But there are something... I dont understand. But i hope that you know that i am serious about you... I dun want to be just remain as pals. Why must you lie to yourself? I realise that I'm really fond of you. Do you have the feelings for me too. You may not be fond of me now, but you cant stop me from liking you. Through the future is unpredictable, my feeling for you are true. Give me a chance....
Hi gals, it had been so long not seeing each others liao... Its so hard to call everyone out. Finally after so many years, we are out again.
What a lucky number 080706... So happy today evening to see u all again... Flora, Margaret and Velary, u all had missed the fun... Too bad. Let arrange another outing again, How izzit... Hope that my arrangement today is fun and memorise... Pictures mean a thousand words... I better dun say too much, let see the pictures...
Me, Fidelia, Shuyan, Yaping, Doreen, Janice and her daughter.
She is so cute...
I am quite tired of myself. I have really lost control in myself. My heart has overule my mind at times.. Heart is Blind.. I am tired of not being able to be myself ... I know i am very emotionally unstable ... well ... i am a sore loser in relationship ... what to do ...
i've fallen really low this time.
i've lost so much.
friends, myself and a love.
i abused the love and trust given to me.
hell, i'm not going to run away anymore.
i'm going to fight for everything worth fighting for.
it's time i made a stand within myself.
it's time i've woken up and learn to really trust again.
it's time i learnt how to change for the better instead of being bitter and thinking it's other people and never me.
i'm not gonna believe in fate.
and even if i lose,
i'm going to make sure it'll be after i've given my all.
and find the courage and wisdom to accept it,
pick up the pieces and move on.
a big thank to my family,
all past and present friends.
they're make me realise that i was never ever ever really alone.
I was once a fat ugly ducking before, but after months dieting, cutting down on my food intakes, I finally achieve what I am aiming for. Now i am weighting at 53kg, but I aim for this year birthday wish is 50kg.
I had met out with my ex-secondary classmates for supper on Sunday night. I was feeling very down in the morning till afternoon, I couldnt find a friend out to chat with, most of my guys friends are busy sleeping like a pig, and my girlfriends are busy dating with their boy boy. I was left alone by myself. I cycle down to east coast alone, to the usual place where is the most beautiful handout to see areoplanes landing and departing. I even scream my doubts to the sea, hope that they can understand and reply me back. Maybe listening to the sea waves is their reply to me. When i was about to contact my friends, my stupid handphone is low bat. So simply sit under a coconut tree to think about the past and present. I even wrote some poems out of it. Everyone who are close with me will defintely know where i will go when i was feeling down.
One of my friends, manage to to find me there, maybe he had saw my message, and he came down to look for me. I am so touched by him, and he even fetch me home. We also managed to contact the rest of the guys and gals to meet out for dinner and supper at siglap ~ Hongkong cafe. It was fun and memorise gathering, it had been a long time not meeting them liao, they are busy watching world cup. Lucky sunday night, there is no game. Most of them had lose money and some had won some money. Whatever, I am really very happy.
I was so happy on that day, looking back from where we start to know each other till now, it had been more than 10 years liao. Everybody do change. But my changes is the biggest among everyone. I was once a ugly ducking and now a swam (not that pretty la), and I had slim down alot, 15kg difference from before.
Chatting with them is fun, they make me laugh. But they are not the person who are able to share problems with. I am happpy but I am still feeling down inside. I really need help.
I used to write journal in my blog, but now i stop writing it liao. It had been half a year not loggin to my blog to write. Writing journal can help me to improve my english.
In the process of our normal routine, chatting with him through msn.. I am so boring just now, he is busying doing this stuff, i so better dun disturb him further. Therefore I decide to write him a poem for him to see... Let him see how good my writing skill will be.
Poems
So how can I tell you just how much you mean to me?
I try my best to write it all down,
but there's just so much to say
and not any words to really describe what I feel.
I so overwhelmed and thankful to find someone like you;
someone who has stuck with me, even in the worst of times;
someone who has always shown me the love and respect I need.
You always make me feel loved.
You restore my confidence in times of worry and doubt.
You show me the way that is right.
You put a new profound faith in me I didn't know I had.
You always seem to know what to say,
even if you don't say anything at all.
When I need someone's advice, your mouth is there
to tell me how I can make everything better.
When I just need someone to listen after a hard day,
your ears are there to listen attentively.
You are always there for me.
I write this on tear-streaked paper
because I so happy.
You mean so much to me.
You are the kind of person
that only comes around once in a lifetime.
I want to tell you
just how much you mean to me.
I want to thank you
for being there for me,
for comforting me,
for never doubting me,
for showing me you care.
written by: Jamie
How izzit... Are u touched by the poem? Do u believe in fate? Hope u like it.
I just knew a friend from friendster. He looks like a friend who i knew before, he was my senior in secondary sch and top of it he is first lover. I am not taking him as his subsitute.
He is the only friend that I met out from friendster. I got this weird feeling is that online friends are not trustworthy and insecured. But sending messages to him in friendster and chatting with him through msn. I got this feeling that he is a nice guy, Especially in the days when I was busy preparing for my coming exams last month, he was always there for me through the period of time, giving me advices, listening to my doubts.
So after my exams were over, i decided to call him out. One week after my exam, we actually went out for a movie ~ "Just my Luck" in Marina Square. After the movie, we went to the esplanade Makansutra Gluttons Bay for dinner, Singapore's best street food, under the moonlight by the bay.
After the dinner, we went for a stroll down from Esplanade to Fullerton One. We stop at the Merlion for a quick chat, and later proceed to Bakerz Inn for a drink.
It had been a nice beautiful day knowing him. Thanks for being there for me through the days when I was feeling down.
Scorpio 
is the type of ppl who love to keep things by myself, not willing to express out. When everything is kept inside, as the volcano will erupted, it will get worse. They are good in keeping secret. That is why people around me usually called me self-centered as they found it hard to know what i am thinking.
The prediction for Scorpio in 2006.
You'll be active, busy and amazingly passionate. The best part is that just about everyone will be not only open to your ideas, but also eager and anxious to know what's on your mind and in your heart. For the first two months of the year, you'll be able to talk just about anyone into just about anything -- even if you've already tried and failed in the past. Keep that in mind, regardless of whether your aims are personal, platonic or professional. Basically, you'll be logically lethal until the middle of March; even then, the odder the situation, the easier it will be for you to present it to anyone and everyone as perfectly normal. Right around the solar eclipse at the end of March, you may even be able to talk someone into sponsoring a venture that will put you in charge of your own business. Needless to say, finances won't be terribly difficult for you to manage for most of 2006 -- your superiors will be practically in love with you, and even more infatuated with your work performance.
Speaking of infatuation, be careful during September and October. A 'casual' flirtation could turn into something far more serious around that time. Of course, if you're single and the feelings are mutual, forget being casual -- be intense! (It's your specialty, after all.) If you're happily attached, be even more intense. Your partner will be delighted to get closer to you, to listen to your deepest thoughts and secret emotions, and to share their own, as well.
You'll discover that your excess of happiness and love will attract even more delectable events and circumstances. You'll be able to tackle odd obstacles and woo even those who may have turned you down in the past. With friends, romantic prospects and lovers, you'll find that you wield ironclad logic that will convince them to let you be the one in charge. You'll feel like you're walking through fields full of admirers, which will give you an even greater feeling of confidence and sexiness. That positive feedback loop will keep you thrilled.
Hi friends, i am back..... after 6 month not login to my blog to write my doubts.
It had been a lot of things had happened to me during these period of 6 months (ups and downs). First of all, I had broke off with my 3 years relationship. I hate people who lied to me, he was not only lied to me, but also betrayed me through this 3 years together. Why are u treating me as a fool, are the promises u made before are real or all fake. After the break up, it had a horrible moments I had even encouraged before, I feel so lost and lonely, crying almost every night thinking of the moments we are together. When I heard that u are going to get married, I am very angry at first.
One day, his guy friends called him out for breakfast and asked me to dress out nicely, so I quitely do what they told me to do. They drove me to the ROM where Wilfred and the bitch got engaged. I was cheated by his guy friends to attend his stupid event. I am very angry, thought of running away, but my legs were so sick that I couldnt run as I saw his parents. They approached me and asked me alot of questions. I also brought into the room by them, I feel so weird, sitting at the edge of the room so I can able to escape easily. It is very a channel 8 drama series, he actually reject the offer to get married, he neglected his bride, because he no longer love her anymore, she lied to him, the baby she was having now, is not his. I was so shock to heard it. She is once my close friend, and once my ex-bf girlfriend, strange right. I tend to share alot of things with her, there is why she get to know my weaknesses and strengths. I feel like I am fool, why is she treating me this way, I was so hurt, but happy to hear that the wedding is off, after all I still feel sad for her. I will like to wish her all the best, and take care of the baby ok.
Wish u all the best, Wilfred... Aftermore, we are no longer together liao, please dun disturb me please leave me alone.
I will like to thanks all my friends who had help me through these period, comfort me, listen to my doubts, giving their shoulder for me to cry on, and have to control my temper. After the break up, my friends started to introduce guys to me, and even make friends through friendster. The first guy i met out is a gym instructor, at first, i found him quite handsome and quite cute, after chatting with him through msn for quite some times, we decided to meet out. We went for a movie ~ "Hostel" on that day, a very stupid movie.
After the first date, we started to arrange another day out through msn. But in his msn, he started to wrote very horny phrase to arouse me. He is quite a flirt type of people. He want me to have sxx with him. I stop to chat with him, i even rejected his calls. He knew it I was usually helping my aunt in her florist shop. So he went down to my aunt's florist shop to look me, I am so angry see him, we even quarrel. He wanted me to be his part-time gf. I even gave him 1 big slap on his face, thrown away the gift he bought, and went in the shop, take a broom to chase him off. Is all gym instructor is like that? Idiotic guy..
Yeah... 4 days to Chinese New Year! IS the year to collect $$ and gamble again... happie. Hope that this year will be a good for me... Bow Wow Wow!
Yesterday, last minutes shopping with my guys friends.... feel so odd to go shopping with him and also feel happy to go shopping with them because they can bring my stuffs for me... After 6pm, more friends came by to meet us.... I bought a lot of clothes at Forever 21 at Wisma, and my guys friends went shopping at Topshop... very expensive shop but they wore the clothes very fit and well on them... sickness. Lastly went shopping at Iora and Mango... I am so happy that most of the clothes that i cant wear before can be wear again... This mean that i had slim down alot... One size smaller now.... Happie!
After shopping for clothes, the last thing I bought is shoes, went to Charles and Keith for some shoes. I bought a very nice 2 pair of shoes, which cost me less than $50, because I am a member. I had spent about $100 ~ $120 on my clothes, comestics, and shoes. And one of my guys friends spent about $200 on clothes, seow.
Lastly, went to Marche to eat.... all my close friends are presented to meet out for your early reunion dinner... So happy to meet out again, we eat alot, but I eat a bit.... because i am on diet, they started to nag at me to eat more. We take a lot of photos. And we had arranged to meet out again to visit each other house on one of the CNY to play mahjong.
So lucky for me, I dont have to pay for the meal, FOC for me because I am now studying, most of them are working, so they pay for me. Lastly, went to the Barcony for some drinks. I found the place very nice and the drinks are not that expensive. This a nice to gather around with a group of good friends. You can speak and laugh loudly, noone to stop you. Photos taken again.
I will like to thank a lot of them for their help:
- Derick, thanks for your sending me home safely
- Alan, Thomas, Derick, Vincent, Joanna, Janice, Veron, Claudia... thanks for the meals and drinks
- Alan and Derick. thanks them for carrying my stuffs for me.
- Lastly to Derick, thanks for your advise when i am down.... hope that we will be xxxx again.
For all my ex-sec-friends & teachers, ex-poly-friends & teachers, ex-collegues, current-acca-fiends, relatives, and my family members.... A Happy Chinese New Year 2006 !
Jamie, your true color is Black!
Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.
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The colour black is one of my favourite colour... but afterall, my most favourite is white...
Surprisingly, this year christmas is once of my boring and sadness year I had been... There wasn't really anything that I has wanted this year. I can't think of anything I had truly wanted or needed. Sure, there is always else that would fit the stocking that I wouldn't say no to, but this year, I am feeling contented, blessed with happiness. The only one that I want for Christmas is to find someone who really love me...
Yesterday, 25 December 2005 ~ Christmas Day... Doing nothing, merely calling my friends, but most of them busy going out with their beloved ones... Lucky I found someone to accommodate me to Orchard Road to watch the roadshow... It was fun and its the first time there is a christmas roadshow... You can cross the road anytime anywhere... no cars no police no traffic lights... Lastly, watched the recorded 'The Princess Diaries air on Channel 5... I had watched this movie before with someone that I loved before... but that is over liao... sian
Aftermore, I will like to wish all my friends, A Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year 2006...
You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.
It had been about more than 3 months not posting my entries liao... Quite busy with my studies and exams... Spending about 1~2 months preparing for my exams. Last mintues study for me again, same as before, but this time round. It is very tough... I very scare I will fail for at least 2 papers this year. One of the them must be that stupid paper ~ Taxatation. So hard... Dun understand!
Right now, I am busy organising christmas and new year celebration. I am the host organiser for the new year eve party... I had arranged all my ex-secondary sch classmates out for dinner and party... We are going to Sentosa for the fireworks and funs, and hopely can get in the foam countdown party. I am interested in my list of christmas wishes now. i will post ten on my list some day soon.
And for my poly friends, we are meeting out at 22 Dec for dinner cum changing of presents... I am really looking forward for this event to come. I had bought a very cute and sexy gift to exchange... I am looking forward what will I be received.
Lastly, for Derick... Thanks for the x'mas card, that is so sweet of u. I hardly received any x'mas cards now, mostly via emails, but I will like to recieve cards instead of emails. I thinks is the sincerely as compare to speed. Top of that, he had send me a precious gift that I had wanted long time ago. About the question u had asked me... Can I keep it with me until you came back to Singapore... Miss u
All for my friends and my ex-collegues, and my ex-classmates: "A Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year 2006..." I wish that all my wishes will come true...
Hi people.. It has been a very long time since the last time i wrote my blog.
Haiz... I am really very tired liao... Really ... At school facing strange friends, at home facing family and even facing the person that is always on my mind. I am tired of not being able to be myself ... I know I am very emotionally unstable ... what to do ...
I had just started reading my textbooks, and found out that I dun even know anythings about the course I am attended. What happen to me, I am getting older, or do I lost all my memory. Previously, my memory will always be good, I can remember things very well, but now it is different... What had happended to me?
The study that I hate the most is the "Corporate Law and Company Law", the course is the least passing grade. Almost 60% ~ 80% of students will fail for every semster for that stupid law course. There are alot of cases to remember and alot of facts need to analyst. In poly times, I had learnt Legal Law before, but the law course in poly is different from ACCA, becuase it is a open-book exam. In ACCA, the law course is very hard and now it is a close-book exam.
Our law lecturer is quite kind to us, he knew that the paper is very tough, so he decided to giv us 2 extra free session to attend during our exam break in November. And he sometime gives us very tips on which part will come, because he is one of the examiner for this semster Dec exam.
And top of that, I will like to apologise to one of my close friends, Sylvia. Sorry not going for your wedding last weekend (18/9/05). I am quite busy in my study, preparing for our class test on the following monday. I am being sisters for sometimes liao, I really scare that I will not be able to marry out. But I heard that the wedding went on very smoothly, and wish you and husband and lastly your coming baby, forever and ever. Love u Sylvia.
Things are getting difficult now... It had been 2 months in ACCA liao, still have another 2 more months to study before the December exams.... Last monday, the results for the June exams had released. There are alot of people happy and some very sad because they just fail by 2~5 marks different. They Ang Mo marked papers very stict as compare to previous papers. This year results are amongst the worse of all....
I am quite scare for this year dec papers. I will be getting 4 papers in a weeks, Can I make it through in one round.
I hardly touch on my papers yet, all the textbooks are free as if they are included in the tution fees. Now is the time to be serious, no more playing a fool liao. My ACCA courses are going to end soon in around late October, november is where revision begins. I heard that the revisions needed to pay money, but happy to hear that some of lecturers decided to give us extra sessions on the Novemeber free of charge (FOC). December 5,6,7 and 9 are my exams dates. Wish me good luck for all my 4 papers.
There are 2 papers are on theory and another papers are on practicer. To me, maths are ok, what have to do is to keep on practicing all the past years papers unitl I can get the feel of it. But for the theory papers, they are quite tough for me, because my english is not that good. The law paper is the tougher amongst all the papers, previously in Poly, law paper is open-book exam. But now, it is a close-book paper and all the case and facts need to be remembered by hard. And it is alot to remember.
So all in all, how can i find time to do all that?
I'm asking for it. But i'm gonna strive hard. I've not been working hard in my younger days. Now it's payback time!!!
I went to watch "The Maid" movie with Huiting yesterday at Marina Square, after my ACCA orientation in Pan Pacific Hotel Ballroom. This Huiting is so blur and so surprise when she first step in MS, to her suprise, MS had changed a lot as compare to previously. I had bought a lot of things back, i bought a very nice shirt from EBASE, bought a crystal necklace and etc....
Back to the topic again: To my surprise, almost the full cinema is full, only about 20% empty. Actually i am quite confused at first, but i am quite impressed by the movie afterall. I was quite weiry and funny. As it is the first Singapore horror movie produced by raintree pictures. Being only the very first movie created by our singaporeans, I think it is very well done, but it can be improved in future. Of course, for a horror movie to be successful, it must first be horrifying. The next horror movie i will forwards to is the english version of "Dark Water". I watched the trailer from the cinema before the show starts. Another surprise to me, there are alot of malay audiences, I think that it is a good thing because they are able to know our chinses traditional practices.
Synopisis of the Movie:
During the Chinese Seventh Month, the gates of hell open and spirits are let loose upon an unsuspecting world. For these 30 days, the dead walk among the living. To protect themselves, mortals devise rules. Rules such as: Do not swim during the Seventh Month; do not turn back at night when someone calls out your name; do not talk to strangers on a deserted stretch of road.
What make the movie that successful are the following items:
1) the place of the horrid scenes
2) the gruesome face of the ghosts
3) the horry sound effect
4) sudden shock appearance
5) grabbing the leg of the actress from behind
6) etc....
The story review:
Hailing from a small village in the Philippines, the 18-year-old arrives in Singapore on the first day of the Seventh Month to work as a domestic maid. She urgently needs money to save her ill brother back home in the Philippines and ghosts are the last things on her mind. Happily for Rosa, life in Singapore cannot be rosier. Her employers – the elderly and gentle Mr and Mrs Teo – are a godsend, caring for her as if she is their own daughter. Their mentally-handicapped son Ah Soon also takes to Rosa immediately. Between cleaning house and helping the Teos out at their Chinese opera workplace, Rosa experiences the exotic sights and sounds of Singapore to her delight. Then, things start going amiss. Glimpsing strange apparitions at night, Rosa soon finds herself tumbling into the world of the dead. Unknown to the innocent girl, she had unwittingly broken many rules on the first few days of the Seventh Month.
At the end of the movie, then I know what the story is about. Acutally Ah Soon is died at the beginning, he will only be appeared during the 7th month of every year. The main motive of the his parents is to get the maid married his son, Ah Soon. Lastly, Teos Minster died and the died Ester help Rosa by burning the string, if not she will die, and if she die, she will have to marry to Ah Soon.
It was horrible because some scenes are outrightly low class, means to say that low class horror make us of "suddenly" to scare the audience. "The Maid" scared me in some scenes. So I hereby conclude the quest for horror movie to scare me is successful.
This year is our 40th years of independent.... This year is the boring year I had ever been before.... It was so hard to find some friends out for gathering, most of my friends are being attached, so hardly see each other. Some others of them are in NS or even overseas celebrating their long weekends.... Lucky, I had one very good friend who known for about 6 years liao... she is so kind to go out with me, same as me single now.... poor thing.
We talk alot from the first time we meet till now.... Its not very long period of time, to us is very long, we hardly meet out, both very busy.... During school time, we and others friends of us are very close, 5 of them are like flower bees also together as one.... now very hard liao. But we still chat via sms, that is more than enough. We too meet out during new year or christmas countdown for clubbing.
This year, I and Kelis went out for last minutes shopping, we heard that yesterday is the last day for special discount... Most of the shop do give very good/low discount. We bought a lot of things back. Lastly, we went to the Esplanade to see the fireworks.... The place is so packed from the citylink to the exit of Esplanade. Lucky, we found a very place to see the firework... The view here is so nice as compare to the view seen at my homeplace.... Previously, most of my friends were come to my home to see and eat at the same time, the fireworks are small and no sound... The atomsphere is Esplanade is so good as its same in Pandang.
Sorry I had not taken any pictures this year, because it is the last minutes arrangement to go to see the fireworks, but I will be going to the another fireworks display on the 14 Aug (this coming sat) at 7pm... The fireworks display will start 8pm and it will last for about 10 min.... Anyone interested to join me there, give me a call or sms me ok...
Lastly, I will like to wish Singapore a Happy 40th Birthday....
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My Result:
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
hi everyone.. It has been really quite awhile since e last time i wrote up by blog. These few weeks had been very busy for me, tied up with all the homeworks and assignments. I am really getting older by the second and becoming very tired easily by the minute. What has really happen to me?
I am quite lost. Lost in my own world. Where am I now? Mars or Venue? Seriously, i am behaving more zombie-like by the day. Actually I quite enjoy the life in ACCA, my time-table is flexible and the lecturers are fun-loving and encouraging. To my disappointment, is that the place in ACCA is quite old and small, not much facilities available around. Quite alot of things will totally unfamiliar to me, but i am quite glad that i do learn new things everyday. And one more thing that i dun really like is that there are alot of chinese people around, they are so proud and noisy. Who are they? They are stranger to me, i dun like them. I dun understand why they like to gossip on others people appearance and clothes. They think that they are pretty. I dun think so. They are really some pretty and some very ugly. well, its inevitable, these minority of people exists in almost everywhere. Well, these people better not offend me though :P
Well.... I am feeling really restless every single day. Wats happening? Perhaps.... my waiting game has been too long till? I had finally lose the interest in the waiting game? It had being 3 months, how was he now? Do i still need to wait or to choose another path to go? or ... I am finally going to face what is reality to me? I dunno... Can anyone please brighten up my life?
What is my life for me tomorrow.... gosh.....
Every week, i will try to reach home early just to watch the every week Channel u ~ project SuperStar at 8.30pm on Wednesday and Thursday. And the results on the competition will show at 11.30pm at every Thursday.
It is quite disappointment, most of the good contestants are out from the list, especially Kelly, hagen, weichoong and William. They are the ones that should stay in the competition. Happy to heard that they still have another chance in the competition on next week show. Unfortunately was that William was involved on the next week competition, those music producer out there, please look out for him. He is a good singer, and he got a very good charisma and look.
Last week, I did mentioned about the handsome guy in my law class. I was so happy was that i got to know his name and where he came from. His name is Alan and came from Australia. He ask him why he do not want to purshe his australia uni, he said that in order to get a better pay and to be recongized everywhere in world with an accounting degree. The only way is to purshe ACCA, as ACCA is being recogized everywhere in the world. But i told him that Australia CPA is also recognized everywhere. He says different. But i still dont know what he means. Whatever, that is his choice, and i choice is to be able to graduate and get a good grade in ACCA. And hope that i will get a good job after i had graduated.
I got his hp no., He ask me to reserve a seat for him every week when come to law class. He was everytime late for class, when he step in the class, most of the seat are all occupied. Whoever come early for class will reserve seat for him/me.
This will be my most happiness moments to with him. I am thinking whether he got gf anot.....
This week is the beginning of my life in ACCA. Everything looks very fresh for me, people are new, place is new and lecturers are also new to me. Strange...
But today, there is one cute handsome guy came in to our Business Corporate Law class, he is so handsome that everyone stare at him when he came in. So happy that there is one empty place beside me, so happen that he sits down. My heart is about to fell off, heart beating so fast that i dont want how to breathe properly. I think that other girls in my class, will be very jealous about me. He wears a blue shirt and a black short today, i think that he is an insurance agent or a salesman, whatever care who is he, he is so handsome. I really hope that every week he can sit beside me. But still now, i still dun know what is his name, i hope to find out one day.
Preciously, I have been pondering and thinking hard of what I would want to be in the future. I am sure I would not like to step into the working society yet. I hate the 9 am - 5 am office hour, boring lifestyle. Moreover, the pay for a Business IT diploma graduate like me is peanuts. For me who like to buy things, i think that the pay is not enough for me to spend.
Yeah, I am a greedy girl. My ideal salary is $5,000 per month at least. I really know with my poly results I can't get into local 3 Uni and furthermore, I did not take SAT Paper. WHAT'S DO THIS SAT PAPER DO BY THE WAY? Whether if the people is good in math or english, does not mean anything that he is smart. Smart in studying, doesnt mean that you will do well in working soceity.
Studying in ACCA would mean that I am DOOMED to be an accountant/auditor and I am not sure at all if that is what I want. I just want to earn more money. I heard that accountant/auditor earned a lot money but need to spend longer time in work. Or maybe i will start up my own business later when i graduated from ACCA through the help from my lecturers in ACCA. All my lecturers are very director type of people, high presige and very well-known to a lot of businessmen.
That is all for today... To be continued
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I watched the movie ~ Initial D with my friend on Monday. Monday is a good day to watch movie, becos firstly not much people queuing up, cinema quite empty and also very cheap.
This movie is quite nice to watch lor, good transition, and the editing is quite good also. I was quite impressed with Jay performance in this show. But his so-called girlfriend (Anne Susuki) in the show had very bad acting skills, especially when she is crying. Best about this movie to me is Edison Chen, he is so good looking and yet had a brilliant performance. This movie will be a success only for cast and the fact is transition from a popular job anime. I keep laughing from the beginning to the end. For those people that are interested in looking a good handsome guys, this is the movie for u girls out there. And for those that are interesting in the plot of the show, are also invitied.
Do anyone had the anime of Initial D, can lend me....
It is now 3.30 am, i had the same dream again....
These few days i had the same dream again and again. What do this dream mean to me. Will it be a good or bad time? The dream will always happen when i was walking on the street, as i was walking along a long path of street, there come a very grand white church decorated with a lot of white roses and pink roses. Then there will always a big strength that will brought me there, as i was to walk in a bit to see what happen. There is a wedding going on inside. Far from my distance where i am standing i was a figure that was look alike to me, that is someone i known before, It look like Wilfred... Was it true, he going to get married....
What is love mean to me>>>>
Since meeting you, I know that "LoveIs the Most Important Feeling One Can Have". I used to think that love was only real in the movies and that I enjoyed being alone I used to think that I was too independentthat I didn't need anyone, because I was so strong. But after meeting you, I realize that my attitude towards love was merely a cover-up of my disappointment with relationships. I put on a strong, non-caring front so no one would know how I felt. But after meeting you, I could no longer pretend My feelings became transparent and now I want to tell the world something I always knew but was afraid to admit that love is the most important feeling one can have and I want to thank you for causing me to be honest with myself and others. I love you... Do u feel the same as me
Was it does only a dream, but most of my friends said that dream will always happen in reality. Will my dream happens in reality, please dun.
On the 17 June 2005 (Saturday), I and my poly friends met out for a short gathering at Tampines Cafe Cartel evening for dinner. It had being a long time not having able to meet out with them. We are all busy working and schooling at the same time. But when i saw them during that day, they had really scared me off, they really had changed alot regard to their inter-personal appearance, some gals had curl their hair and some of them had remained the same as usual ~ straight hair. Regard to me, i had not changed much, i think that curl hair was not my piece of pie, i prefer to be young forever. I doesnt mean that url hair makes people turn old, but the correct word to represent is "mature".
It had been a good gathering for us as we had long time never met out liao. Unfortunately, all the guys that we known are not around to meet out. Maybe we can been able to go out with our poly guys together one fine day. How is the guys in NS now, are they the same or different. Are they born fatter or thinner. Are they fair or tan. Whatever how are now, i wish them all the best.
My brother is going to NS soon coming this September. I dun know how he will going to react there, it will not be the same as what u see at home, it will be a totally different environment, be to prepare for ns. I will support u always and wish u all the best for everything to do.
Yeah gals and guys, when is our next gathering. Look forward to heard u all soon.
I watched "Lost" on channel 5 on Thursday evening... Its really a good show as the story keep u in suspense. I think the director did a good job for this show. No one realised that Kate was actually the most dangerous of them and she once a prisoner handcuffed to the marshall onboard the plane. The rest of the story give u all the reach for the next week show on Thursday. Remember to watch.... very exciting.
Went out this saturday with Wilfred and Dereck and Joanna for a ride. Dereck had just got a new Handa Civic, so we went out for a ride to everywhere in Singapore. Well, Singapore is a very small place and there are not much road a person can take, everwhere is ERP. It is so expensive staying in Singapore, better think of a way to get rid all the government, let me and my friends to let the Singapore. What u all think, brilliant ideas....
I had not be login to my blog for a entire a month. Time has travelled very fast, another month has passed. Who am i, What am i going to do next !!! I had not ideas, i need help?
Woke up early today to check well everything went smoothly! I had been days since i blog, i am quite busy these few weeks as a lot of things to finish doing and very little time to go out. Feeling rather worried about what i am going to do next after i had graduated from ACCA. I scare whether i can graduate anot. Stupid right...
I spend the whole day at home resting watching tv or play games... nothing much to do as usual.
I had finally finish watching 40th episodes series of the Triumph In the Skies. It is a very nice show, but it can be very romantic and also very sad sometimes. The story beginning when the time a plane takes off or lands, a series of touching stories are brought with it; at the airport these scenes of love and happiness, parting and reunification, ups and downs in life...
Everything happened in the very first episode! This is a very good opening for the series. The whole episode just attracted me from the very beginning, including the theme song to the end. The beautiful scenes, and the romantic relationship between Belle and Samuel, "love at first sight". All these will make you addicted to the storyline and wanting to watch the next episode in a hurry!
Story Synopsis
The old Hong Kong Airport area was where the star of our story Sam grew up and with the aeroplanes flying over his head every day made him fall in love with them. Later, due to a breakdown between his parent's personalities, his mother left him for a faraway place, leaving Sam with a wish to become a pilot to be able to bring back his mother and reunite his family. His family background caused the intelligent and sensible Sam to become even more responsible and from a young age, he is able to look after his father. Through this hard work, he gradually reaches his goal in becoming an airline pilot.
As a senior first officer, Sam's wish all along is to become the first Chinese captain and thus is very strict with his work, with very high expectations from himself and because of this, he is highly respected in his work. As far as Sam is concerned, when flying a plane, to follow every process and procedure is not a difficult thing and with experience it has become second nature to him; conversely, on his communication skills with other people, he finds it hard to grasp, especially when it comes to affairs of the heart, proving the separation of his parents had a deep and lasting effect.
Sam's childhood friend Vincent became an aircraft enthusiast with him and then went on to become a pilot as well, but Vincent has a different philosophy on love. Vincent with Sam that they should seek out true love, but he will not take things a step at a time like Sam and lose out on some golden opportunities. He will take the driving action and even though others see him as the flirtatious pilot, he has his principle in that he is flirtatious but not rude, he takes this 'branding' in his stride. In the same airport, flight attendant Belle also has the dream of finding true love, but her fate is that she has not yet met with it. Until Shan meets obstacles with her work and decides to resign and take a holiday, where she meets Sam and Vincent under the arrangement of destiny and starts a journey where they all seek out their true love...
Rome, Italy. A lively and romantic city that seems to suggest that a hot romantic love affair is about to begin. Sam arrives in Rome through work and a Chinese person in a foreign place will have special memories of everything he meets. Sam and Belle meet by coincidence and the sentimental Belle sees this as the arrival of her destiny, with Sam also developing an unusual feeling for her. In the bustling romantic atmosphere of a foreign land, the two spark off a heated love affair and experience for the first time a taste of passion and a promise of love. However a great misunderstanding causes Sam and Belle to believe that they have been deeply misled and what started as a love sent from the heavens has become a great disappointment. Sam returns to Hong Kong with his colleagues deeply upset and hurt and the sensitive Belle is left alone in the foreign place, feeling very sorry for herself. At this point, she meets with Vincent who has arrived later and under his enthusiastic pursuance, Belle overcomes her unhappiness. In the words of Vincent, Belle's appearance is a blessing, a confirmation and he quickly chooses her as a target, selecting her to be his partner for life.
The trip to Rome was a terrible experience for Sam and moreover, his bad times created a chance for his good friend Vincent to meet and start a love affair with Belle. The reunification of his parents reveals to Sam that when his mother left all those years ago, she was carrying his younger brother Isacca when she left.
When he hears that Belle is to transfer from the Australian base back to Hong Kong, Vincent shares this with Sam and Belle meets him again as Vincent's fiancée and the forgotten memories once again stimulate their hearts and feelings. Sam offers his sincere congratulations to Vincent and Belle in order to allow Belle to relish in Vincent's love. During this time, Isacca starts to fall in love with Zoe who works in the aviation authorities, but during his chase, he finds that Zoe only has feelings for his big brother Sam, however he only sees her as a little sister and does not care for her love. As a result, Zoe becomes another obstacle in the relationship between the two brothers.
Originally thinking that Sam could put the Rome incident behind him after Vincent and Belle's wedding, Sam finds that destiny is taunting him and the road towards a perfect wedding is a complicated triangular love affair. The misunderstanding between Sam and Belle is discovered by Isacca and he finally decides to let them overcome their differences and let Belle make a fair choice. Belle's decision brings much relief to Vincent, but the experience leaves a thorn in the relationships between the three waiting for the sensitive one to feel the pain and that person is Vincent. After this incident, the relationships between the three become even more confusing as Belle and Vincent bring together the love between Zoe and Sam. With the addition of Zoe, this four-person affair becomes an even more difficult situation.
During the polit training in Australia, Sam and Isacca's brotherly relationship develops into a teacher-student situation. Sam returns to Hong Kong to continue his piloting work and the brothers have a chance to work together. As a group of young pilots take to the skies, Sam and Vincent are also affected by their spirit and together they work towards their most important examination. At this vital point, Sam finds out that he has a condition that will affect his ability to continue flying and he is plunged into hesitation and despair as he worries about his career. Isacca senses something is wrong and finds out about Sam's illness, he decides that this should not be allowed to continue and using the safety of the aircraft as a reason, he reports Sam to the authorities, saying he can no longer be a pilot. Just as everyone is celebrating Vincent's success at becoming the first Chinese captain, the announcement is made that Sam is to be transferred into customer services. The ups and downs of flying are like those in life and to continue to pursue one's goals even at the bottom of a valley, there is a belief that there will be a day when you can fly high again.
Sam faces the challenges of his new work with optimism and positivity. At this time Zoe's concern and support for him touches him deeply, consolidating his love for her. Originally their pairing was the wish of Vincent and Belle, but when Belle sees Sam and Zoe acting so lovingly together, she starts to feel jealous and this is discovered by the sensitive Vincent. Finally, Vincent makes a decision to return to his home in Australia in the hope that Belle can make her decision again.
At this time, Sam and Belle's path appears to be smooth and free from obstacles, however Belle finds out that the more she gives to Sam, the greater she feels the love that Vincent gave to her and this is something that Sam can never offer her. Who is the one she loves the most, who is the one who loves her the most, will there be a fruitful result for the love between Belle and Sam?
I had been trying to change the design/background/layout of my bloggie but i lost the touch and patient to do so... This is my 10th layout so far, i had no idea what do create for my blog, lose of idea... Too lazy to think, so i just let it be after loading to www.blogskins.com. This is one of the blog review that i had come across that had catch my sight. This blog layout is very simple and mysterious, it is what explains my characters should be.... Black is my favourite colour... Black represents lonely, mysterious, secrecy... And the girl in my blog represent me.... Those who known me well will know i mean by this phrase....
I had being reading some friends' blog and suddenly a lot of memories just rush back to my head... I really miss the times we had spent together in poly life, that is the times when I was most happy moments I had hardly been so far. Busy rushing our projects every weeks, i had to stay overnight at one of my close friend house just to finish up our projects, and the times when spent in the cafe eating the delicious brownie chocolate ice creams... Thinking of it, make me hungry....
To all the friends out there, wish u all the best for your future. For all those are still purshing their studies, all the best for our studies, remember to study hard and also play hard.... Lastly, for all those friends are working, takes your time and climb up the labber smoothly. For Yaping, all the best for your wedding, hope to receive red eggs from u one day soon. And for myself, Wish myself all the best for my studies few coming July in ACCA. Wish myself to be a professional accountant or auditor 2 years later after i had graduated.
I think that it is all for today.... To be continued
If there's one thing I hate about Singapore is ... is the stupid weather... hot and humid!!! I really hope that Singapore had four seasons.
To See beautiful flowers during Spring season, Go for sun tan during Summer season, Lovely scene of Lavender Flower during Autumn season, and lastly go for ski during winter season.... What a dream, really hope that it will happen in Singapore, unfortunately it will not happen.... What a waste
It had been very hot these few days... Especially in the afternoon when i was out for lunch... Almost very night, the temperature read 35 deg Celsius. It feels like a sauna even with my fan blowing at me... My stupid air-con had broke down, what a hell I had very hot...How to sleep. These few days, I had not been sleeping well... I need air-con. I'm gonna need another shower after blogging this....
It's really too hot and humid to blog.... I'm off to the showers....
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hmmm... feeling so down today. I did not sleep well yesterday. Feeling so dissapointed with a lot of things. Especially with my work and .... It it worst when other things came together at the same time. Sianz... Feeling confused, frustrated and a lot more.... Sianz....
What is my journey will be.... Will it be a success or failure. I think my journey will be a full of failure, there are a lot obstacles i had to target before i can achieve my journey.... My deadline is about to end soon, one more month to go.... Finally i can release my freedom and follow my dream.... follow what i think is right to do.... Almost 8 months in that lousy path, is getting me mad and confused, sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know what I am doing.
This song really express my doubt to my feeling... What is Journey????
Lyric ~ Journey
It's a long long journey
Till I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you to you
I think my blog is a once a month blog... There is a problem when you blog once a month?? The problem is that... u have too much to update till you forgot wat should be recorded...
My company just had their annual D&D on 18 March 2005 (last friday)... It is quite fun but it also not that fantastic than before.... After this D&D, most of colleagues will have to say bye bye and new colleagues will come in early next month.... I heard that the new colleagues is not that friendly and she is very fierce (another shery).... But whatever, i will decide to tender my resignation on the 1 May... and last official last day will fall on the 31 May 2005.... On top of that, i will be getting my leave off... I will be going to Japan for holiday.
I will still waiting for my application for the 3 local Uni and ACCA to reply me for this july intake of my degree in Accounting.... All my oversea admission for degree had already reply to me, i had not decided whether to go anot.... Most of my friends, lecturers and close friends not really want me to go... They say it is waste of money to pursue a degree in accounting oversea... If u want to get a degree why dun u get it in Singapore instead in ACCA... ACCA certificate is the most recognize in Singapore and oversea companies, and if u get the full certificate, your pay will be much higher than the other degree u get in elsewhere... My aim/purpose after my graduation will be a successful accountant or even start investing in my own business.... If anyone is interested to invest please contact me with our interesting ideas...
Just finished a long weekend... this coming weekdays gotta come back and work... damn sianz... I am being busy these few days in the migrating of mass data to the spreadsheet, after the spreadsheet had being collated, we had to do the final vertification checking after we can migrate to the new system... very tough job to do.... just tahan this few months and after the new system is being or not being successful during this period till the end of may, i will hand over all my stuffs and say bye bye... I will not continue doing this stupid stuffs anymore... If they want me to stay, please pay me accordingly to the market rate... Till now, i am paid very low than the market rate for diploma holder... stupid work plus low pay.
hurhur...To Be Continued....
One of my close colleagues is leaving us end of this month... Her name is Rina, the person with whom one is associated in a profession. This will definitely be lose if she goes, and also be happy for her becos she find a job that she likes. She finally gets what she want... to be a Senior HR Executive.
She is someone whom i look for whenever i am in problems... she will solve them for me... If she goes, i dun know how the HR dept react to this situation... Everyone seem no morale in doing their stuffs due to her resignation... The office will not be that fun and lively anymore...
This is fully due to our HR Manager, he is very studdorn, fuzzy and talk rubbish not action taken.... Stupid Manager.....
Nor matter what i will be leaving soon... i am going to further my studies. ACCA here i comes. Wish myself all the best and be happy.
Afterall, Rina.... Wish u all the best.... Remember to contact me whenever u are down or feel like going out... 24hr services ok... bye bye..... muach muach
Long time never blog liaoz... too busy with my works... Hardly have times to gather out with all the fellow friends... Sorry for the inconvenience causes.... I had to do overtime these few days because of the long off during the chinese new year period and this month is a short month... So a lot of invoices and stuffs need to be cleared early lor.... I promise that next month i will make myself free for yr appointments ok.... Please understand me.
Stupid Weather....its so hot... going to be a roasted pig very soon.. Really wish that it will rain soon, going to die.... Then these few days suddenly rain.. FUNNY WEATHER!! These few days, i had not enough sleep becos at night it gets so hot that i cant sleep... Because of that stupid hot weather all the mosquitoes came and bite me... I was bitten so many times lor... haix...
wow... This is time to celebrate Chinese New Year, which mean a new year has begin...
Happy to see that a new year is approaching which mean a new start or a new life however, looking back on what had happended previously, sometimes i feel that.. "gosh..i wasted another year!" What am I going to do for this year? Any new year resolutions? What about you?
Afterall, this year indeed will be a real dramatic year for me. Just to sum up... firstly be honour to be the committee to organise the annual D&D for my company... secondly migrating to a new system.... lastly purshing my studies in australia ~ University of Newscastle....
Will it be too early to say... till now i will not know what the outcomes... will it be fun, memorable or even nightmare... i think no one will know, only the god knows....
But good things are worth waiting and hope something will blossom la... Lastly i will like to greet all my friends, relatives, colleagues, and my family Happy Properous Chinese New Year!! And all the best to everyone and may everyone be happy and get what they want in life ~
Accordingly to the chinese lunar calendar, 2005 is the year of Rooster.
I read a funny article in one of the magazine that wrote that "The Rooster-born, especially the men, will be attractive, even dashingly handsome. The princely fowl is radiant and proud of his fine feathers and has an impressive carriage. " Is this true anot?
There are two distinct type of Roosters. The rapid-firing, extremely talkative ones and the deadly solemn observer types with the X-ray vision. both are equally hard to deal with. The Rooster has many outstanding qualities to crow about. They are sharp, neat, precise, organized, decisive, upright, alert, and most direct. They can also be critical to the point of brutality. Don't ever ask them their frank, candid opinion--you may never recover from their comments.
Whether you believe in it anot... But for me, I am not very superstitious about what will happen to me this year, but it will be good for me to read more about it to have better reference of myself for the following year. The year of rooster dun seem to be good for me becos i am born in the year of rooster. Here are the articles that wrote in one of article....
The year of Rooster indicates that the God of the year (Taisui) comes first; unlucky stars are ferocious and rampant. Luck stars are less and weak. Everything that you do must be very careful. It is afraid that there are troubles caused by loss of money, accident, lawsuit, base person (small men) etc.
Fortune of Career
Economic crisis will occur. Your operation will rise and fall uncertainly, so you should increase revenue and curtail expenditure, and must consolidate at every step.
Fortune of Work
Mood is not stable, pressure is great and there are a lot of gossips. Beware of personnel transfer or you may be dispatched to abroad. You should stand firmly in your position and try your best to adapt it.
Fortune of Parital Wealth
The rate of winning prizes is not high. Unless your Bazi (Eight Characters) belongs to the lucky person in this year, you are not suitable to gamble at random and invest in the stocks.
Fortune of love
Young women who have just fallen in love, will be lucky in love affairs, particularly more lucky for those who were born in 1981. Married men should take precaution against the jinx of haveing extramarital relations.
Whether you are in it, or out of it, or just in between, love is all around....
Ultimate romantic fantasy: (i)The moments when I and him walk along the red carpet and bow to god and say I do. (ii) My date will present me with a huge bouqet of flowers and or even a huge bunch of balloons in pretty shapes. Then walk hand-in-hand down the street... (iii) My friends have told me about a romantic place in Banyan Tree Bintan resort, I am picturing a dream of rendezvous my Valentine'd Day there with someone special...
Valentine's Day (14 February) always elicits a reations. If you're newly in love, it is the one day to make big show of your affection, and send your sweetheart to the dizzying heights. If you are not in love, you will probably recoil in horror and wish this day will forever cease to exit... just like me
Fun to be Single: The only thing to do this February 14 is to completely ignore the day. Pretend that everyone else has gone completely loopy. Make believe that it is just another day. There is no such things as Valentine's Day. It is a figment of my imagination.
Welcome to the life of the hopeless dark environment... Very depressing moment in my own life. I am acting like a fool. My life now seem like a big stupid mistake... People don't understand me, no point explaining... Wonder how life can be so endearing.... Sad right???
These few days, i am in my very angry mood... I dun know what i am doing right now, no idea who am i... Being nice to people can be a very big mistake... Do something great and you'll feel good about it.. BUT, recently the vibes of melancholic has come to settle in me.. But ignoring or hate people make me feel sad...
Being alone by myself can be very lonely sometimes...can also be very freedom, dun need to tell someone where u are and who do u went out with and also yr out-suit. Actually i really miss the times we are together, the days we spend together, the days shares...
But i really someone that can share and listen to my lonely soul. I am waiting for the call.. That lovely voice that i am familiar with...
Hey Happy New Year 2005!!! Have a great year ahead and may all your wishes come true... This will be obstacles and rough road along the way, if you never try, you will never know... So, Hope this year will be the best year ever...
This year new year is the most boring moments that i had celebrated before.... it is raining the whole day and i hardly go out to celebrate.... no mood to celebrate lei... But afterall i am quite happy to receive quite alot of present from my friends and collegues... Our HR dept had our christmas lunch on the 23 of December at Suntec City Marche... We spent about 1 1/2hr of our time in Marche and 1hr plus in Mango Shopping but we had no time to queue up for our stuffs.... Very long queue.... So Sad!!!
After work, I meet up with my poly friends, Eva Pauline Elaine and also Daniel for our christmas dinner cum gift exchange... Very fun just like before... I really miss the times we four of us together doing very stupid stuffs and doing very stressful projects together... After graduated, most of us hardly have time to spend together, specially me lor... I am quite busy with my work hardly have time to come out... Sorry to be pilot everytime when u all call me out....
For last year New Year Eve, i was at home with my family members.... very sad right... This is the times to spend some times with them, if not i will not have any more times with them lei.... I am going to Australia soon to further my studies... It will be possible be in the July intake, maybe University of New South Wales... Just pray hard that i can get in...
This one of the many SMS I had recieved on the Friday evening just received 10 sec to countdown to the New Year... Sunday went to Monday to see Tuesday and ask Wednesday whether Thursday has told Friday that Saturday is New Year...
Last but not least... I will like to greet all my friends and my family, A Happy New Year 2005 to u....
wow it is so amazing and absolute fun to do... i had just download the Sony Ericsson Theme Creator just to create theme for my new handphone (k700i). After doing several themes for myself, it seen that I had already been addicted to do it... I even do it for my friends who had sony ercisson k700i....
At first, when i started playing with it, it seen hard and quite confused at first, but after doing several trails, i get used to it lei... very fun and interesting, just simpily follow the steps and save the file, and lastly bluetooth....
For yr information... i had taken some theme for u to see. if u are interested, i can help u create one for u...
Two more week to Christmas.... Christmas is the time where all my friends gathered together again, I had long long time never had a chance to spend most of my times together... I really miss u all.
This year is my first time celebrating Christmas with my work-mates, i really looking forwards to that day to come. One of the recruitment agency invited us for lunch at their grand opening at Rocher Road. After the lunch, we spent about an hour shopping and bought a lot of things back. When we are back to office, we spent the half of the day decorating our office and do house-keeping becos our VP is coming back on Monday to spot-check on us. All of us are so proud of each other becos the office is so lively and pretty...
In additional, this year Christmas party and gift exchanging is all planned by me. I had not decided where to go for our christmas lunch, can anyone advice me on where to go and it must be hala food lor...
During an hour in Parco shopping, I came across one small shop called "MISSHA". I really love all the products in MISSHA... especailly the nail polish with a wide range of funky colors & at an affordable price too (only $2.90)! I strongly recommend to every girl out there... For myself, i bought back 2 nail polish, and 1 lip- gross, and 2 sparkly eyeshadow with only about $30 buck... Very cheap and Nice, i like it very much... I believe that with MISSHA in Bugis, shopping has never been so fun~!!!
For further details about Missha... Please click on the pic. 
These few days I had being dreaming of what are the things I wanna to achieve in my life.... career? money? marriage? happiness? What is the things i wanna.... hmm.... can anyone give me an answer?
I am the person who believe in destiny and fate... and i trust my instincts and six sense... i believe in myself too much that my instincts usually land me in big trouble, and even make ppl angry without i notice it... but i still believe in my instincts utlimately.. i am the person who usually make decisions, just like the actress in "sassy girl".
I did a serious big mistake in my life... i guess only my closest friends know what it is all about... Until just a few weeks ago, i have learnt to accept the fact seriously. I really tried of working lei.... I was not really appreciated there, i think that i am doing things that is dropped for idoit to do.... that is the reason why i decided to go to further my studies. I want to let them know that i capable to do something big.
I just had a quarrelled with someone close in my life, regards to my oversea studies... I believe that if we are connected with each other, we will have this simple trust nor mention where we are... Everyone have its own dream to pursue, and my dream is to pursue what is right for me. I need someone to support me through and not burden... If u dont believe in me, i will have to forgo something in order not to burden him. I have to be strong and brave if i think is right for me, ...i won't be defeated... i will be sad.. but i will pick up myself when time had come...
It have really taught me a serious lesson to distinugish between like and love. (bread or love.... which one to choose) Whether it will be sad, happy, miserable or exciting, i shall spend time fruitfully...that is life..
I took a day off on Thursday just to go to IDP Education Australia Limited @ RELC. After working for about 4 months, i am very tried of working lei, i think that studies will be more fun than working. These fews of working really make me mad, i am going to hougang chalet very soon. One of the colleagues had resigned and I had to take over his position. With these small little pay I got for each month is not enough to cover so many tasks. I had to do hr administrative stuffs cum receiving/issusing invoices to sub-contractor (agency) and also involves in some payrolll stuffs. I think that i had been bad-treated by them becos i am only a diploma cert as compare to all those degree holders.
Actually, my wish is not to do administrative stuffs, my wish is to open up a small shop and to be my own boss one fine day. Maybe going to Australia to study will be an opportunity to further my boundaries of myself, research on the their best-liked stuffs and bring them to Singapore to sell. I am thinking of opening up a florish shop, not only sell flowers only but also help in arranging hotel's ballroom decorations or even help up in wedding arrangement. I am the person who love receiving flowers, maybe opening a florish will be a good idea. I hope that my dream will come true one day.
Coming back to the university, i had not decided which sch to go to. What I know for sure i am purshing accounting as my major and for the sch I had not decided. Actually, there are a few sch I had choosen, that is University of Queensland (UQ), University of Queensland Technology (UQT) or even University of Western Australia (UWA). These are the 3 main sch i had choosen so far, from my research and the comments from my ex-teachers, are that University of Queensland are among the better choice for purshing the cos accounting as a major study.
Be sure that I had take UQ as my choice, i will be applying for it on early January next year, have anyone want to join me to UQ to study. I will like someone to accommpany me, so i had someone to talk to when i was down. If it is possible, please give me a call asap.....
On Deevapali eve itself, i was quite busy with my works... Can anyone imagine there are about half of the staff not working on the eve of Deevapali on friday, for me poor thing i had no choice but have to work lor.
After that day, i and my ex-secondary sch friends went to one of my friend house for dinner. Shanthi's mom cooked very delicious Indian food... yummmy.... yum yum ahha although very spicy, it is so spicy and hot. I even drank a lot of ice water, everyone laughed at me becos my face and ears are all red just like a big red apple, but for those who doesnt able to taste, it is a waste, the food is very delicious. I thought of this idea, is that to open a restaurant that sell indian food and my chef will be Shanthi's mother and i will be their accountant. Not a bad idea right... Maybe i am thinking to much of becoming my own boss one fine day.
University of Queensland... are u waiting for me or i am waiting for u. To be an accountant or to be my own boss is always my dream during my childhood days. During the days in primary school, most of the teachers will u, what is your dream when u grown up. That is what I said to them, i will want to be a boss. I really wish that my childhood dream will come true one day. Or even someone will fulfill my dream.
After our dinner, we went down to tampines mall to catch a very nice movie (taxi). Before the show started, there is one of the trailer that smile in my eyes, that is the seed of chucky.. That is my favourite show/movie when i was small. I will like to recommend the movie to taxi to everyone that i knowen, it is very nice and funny just like playing playstation. Those who like action/adventure and/or comedy movie this is the movie to watch.
And last for not least, Happy Deevapali to all my indian friends....
Once a upon a time, on the 7th of November, there is a princess who is born in singapore. She is so sweet with two very small eyes, small nose and even small mouth... She is so well-liked by everyone, and her name is called Jamie... that is me!!
One more week is my birthday... I really looking forward this day to comes. It seem that all my friends are planning how to celebrate my birthday with me. Guess what it seem that i am going older each and every day especially when came to birthday when about to blow the candles. Each time when i blow the candles, the numbers for each years increasing... it really made me feel sad and i am growing older.... Angry le
October and November, is really my nightmare to me... A lot of close friends fall on these two months... my pocket and wallet is about to be empty very soon or later... but it is fun to see my friends togther again...
My previous teacher call me, she said that she want to see me... I just went to my previous secondary school recently to see my teachers... to my surprise, she remember my birthday, she bought me a box of favourite perfume... She is so happy to see me, because i was her most likeable student during that times... i did mention to her on the phone that i decided to go to australia to further my study. That is why she decided to call me out for a small chat... It seem that she is getting older, i can even see whiskle on her face and a lot of white hair... but she still care about me... she is so sweet to me, u know what i cant control my emotion, i cry in front of her... Everyone who sees me gets worry. They keep on saying me what happend?? I keep crying and crying...
For all my friends that known me, thanks for yr presents and greetings... These days i had received a lot of birthday online greeting and SMS... thank u
Hellos. Ive been lacking of updates for a very long time. Been soo darn busy with my works. Most of the time, i would be for doing reports, data entry, doing security clearances, surfing the net for information and so forth. But the most daily must do online thing would definitely checking of my mails (emails?!).
I had being in Singapore Computer Systems Limited (SCS) about two and half months lei... Everything went on very smoothly on my side, maybe i had get used to it. Everyone is very friendly and fun working here... I had really learned a lot of things regards to my work scope. My company is about to migrate to this new system called people-soft. On the beginning of November when the student intern came in, the migratation of the new system will begin. But all the information is being transfter to the exist database to the new database... then we will do the parallel testing to the new system... Hope that everything is ok.... Cross finger everyone in SCS.
For my friends, thanks for caring me during my sick at home... I am very happy for all your sms... To my singapore idol friend's syl, thanks for your cough medicine... And I will support u to the end of the competition ok... Wish u all the best~~~
Please pray for me for faster recovering. Thanks a whole lot!
Why is that everytimes when is about to come my birthday... I was sick. I was a very bad sore throats, and it very irritates me. I went to my bf house yesterday for dinner, his mother cooked for me a pot of barley water... I drank some of it at his house and I also had bought home the rest of them. When i reached home, I left it in the refrig but this morning when I about to take it out... it is missing. So sad!!
For those who had called, smsed, looked, emailed me during these past fews days and I have not answered you in any way. Please don't get offended, it doesn't mean that I don't like you. Hah! Or that I'm ignoring you in anyway!
Just that I've been soooo SICK that I can't even pick up a call let alone email or sms. Have been also coughing so badly that my throat hurts even when I swallow my sliver.
The stupid doctor only give me one day MC... During the one day of MC, I did entirely nothing but sleep, eat (very minimum) and drink loooots of water then proceed to 'toxify/detoxify' (its up to individual to think if medication helps or harm this tiny body of your's) myself with medication. Then it's back to sleeping again and I repeat this whole process again and again for the 3 meals.
Getting up occasionally in the middle of the night to pee and drink more water.
I am now still sick... In this whole process of getting sick and recovering, I've learnt that life shouldn't be taken for granted. Keeping healthy and staying in the fittest of mind is so important, making sure that our entire body function properly and not break down, in this instance, like me!
Take care all you peeps and stay healthy!!
Yesterday, i went to open my house mailbox... I came about receiving a pink envelope, in front to the envelope written my big name. I opened up the envelope and realized that my beloved girlfriend is getting married soon. Why is all my beloved girlfriends getting married so early.
I really scared to go for their wedding dinner, they will defintely ask me when i am going to get marry. Wilfred please help me. It will not that nice if i never go for their wedding.
I and Joey are very close friends, I known her for about more than 10 year lei. I still remember the first time when we known each other, it was when we are in secondary one in Temasek Secondary School. We had very close feeling of each other and we had same fate and chemistry about specific things. I still remember that we both tend to fell in love with one particular person in our school. But at last, she give out and let me in this relationship. She is just like my match-maker, she always tend to arrange date for me. I am so touched but i also very lose, becos she is my very close friend, i scare that i will lose a friend like her.
To fulfill her wish, i finally approved the proposal of acceptance from my ex-bf. In order to thank her for her help, we bought a big bouquet of flowers and a big dinner treat. Joey, do u still remember the day during my birthday, you really give me a big surprise, you bought along your bf to my birthday party. I am very happy for you, because the guy is the one that i found and customize made for you personally.
The guy that she is married to, is the same guy that i mentioned above, customized made. After one big round, they are finally in relationship again. Joey, i am very happy and pleased for u.
2 October 2004 (saturday) is her big day, she inivited me to be her best bride, but i reject her. I decided to help her up on that day but i am not going to be her best bride lor. I will like to guide the door when the Vincent came to fetch her. I am very expect in this, i will defintely try to catch more money for all her best brides ok... that is what i promise all my girlfriends.
Joey, my aunt say that she will sponsor part of the wedding flower arrangement, as a token to your marriage.
Joey, all the best for your marriage. Remember to made use of the day of the wedding, making people ok. I will like to be the first godmother of your baby ok.
Miss u...
Working is very boring, as compare to study.... Everytime when i step in the office, is the same whole thing over and over again. I really think that working is like nightmare, if I will have to mc one day, my table will be full of paper and invoices to clear... Very tried of reading email and entertain stupid calls from the subcontractors regard to the agent's invoices... so stress with all that stupid things!!
After all, i am very happy working here. All my collegues are very friendly, we usually joke and laugh all the times in order to reduce our stress and workload.
To my dearest mummy:
A heart that can hear every unspoken need, Wisdom to know when to quietly lead, Hands that reach out, always helping and sharing ~ A mother is caring!
Eyes that reflect every joy that you find, Arms to encircle, but never to bind, A talent for making the most out of living ~ A mother is giving!
A voice that can soothe or inspire or delight, A smile that keeps shining when things don't go right, An angel God sends us from Heaven above ~ A mother is caring and giving and love!
And to my dearest friend (Janice) Happy Birthday to U!
It has been a long time since I've been in touch. But that doesn't mean you haven't been on my mind. I think about you so much. You and I will always be close. And you deserve to know that you always have - and always will - hold a very special place in my heart. Along with my favorite memories and right beside my highest hopes, I keep a very precious reminder that... we'll never be apart.
I really miss you. I have other friends whom I talk to but it's not the same. You have such a deep understanding of who I am. I hardly have to speak any words and you know just what I am saying. I really miss you and I want to be sure that you know that no matter where I go whom I meet or what I do. I'll never find as deep a friendship with anyone as I have with you.
Happy Birthday Janice!!
I had spent a wonderful saturday with my (baby) wei wei... we went for a short cycling at the east coast beach, after taking our lunch at mcdonald... Next proceed to Orchard road for shopping, ktv and also play pool... Only the two of us together doing all these things together... a bit boring but it is fun and lovely
One big thing about these is that i do not have to spend a single cent... everything is being paid by him, happily shopping like free of charge (FOC). Now i being to understand why guys dun like to go shopping with girlfriend along, becos his pocket will open a big hole... In order to accommodate him, we had to decide to proceed somewhere else beside shopping... After thinking toughly, we had decided to go to KTV, becos i had the urge to sing it loud... Lucky we do not have to pay a single cent for the KTV, becos i had a voucher not yet used... Actually we will like to call all our friends out but we decided not to call becos we want to spent the day with each other only... lovely right???
This lovely wei wei very give me a big surprise, after singing for one hour he decide to go to toilet... I found out that there is something strange with him, he came back from toilet 30 minutes after... i realize that something is hidden behind his back... To my surprise, he bought me a big bouquet of tulips and bar of my favourite cocolate... He is so sweet!!!
After singing for 4 hours, we decided to play pool... This is my first time play billard, my wei wei is very expect in playing billard... I had lost 4 games to him, so sad, he never give me any chance of winning... he wanted me to learn from mistakes...
Next, we decided to go for dinner near to the somerset mrt station at the carpark... This the place where sells local food for example hokkien mee, bbq and etc... The costs of the foods are quite acceptable and the food is very nice YUMMY... but one of the stupid things is that i need to queue up very long... Every shop's queue is damm long...
Finally, after our dinner we decided to go back to east coast where most of my friends are there... We bought a lot of things from carrfour, drinks, wine, chocolate, sweets and etc... We talk a lot of things under the moon, from secondary to now, we set up our tent under a beautiful moon above us and some very lovely stars smiling at us... We spent the night in the tent till early morning...
(^.^) wei wei love u sweetie... (",)
I had one month not updating my blog already.... I am busy finding jobs and helping up my aunt florist shop...
But after two months of resting at home, I had finally found a decent job in SCS Limited, HR administrator cum payroll assistant... The advantages is that it is just few blocks away from homeplace.... The enviornment here is not bad and the people here are very friendly and fun working with them... As compare to my previous companies that I had worked with, it is very different...
But one the few disadvantages of working here, is that the work stress... The turnover rate in SCS is very high... In a month, there is about 50 of them resigning... In this case, there is no ending story in my work, everyday there will be some new staff applications and some resignation forms to fill... very tried of it lei...
I am working as a temporary staff, I do not know whether to continue working anot loh... Can anyone advice me on this mention...
Thanks
Finally after 3 years in Temasek Poly, I am finally graduated from Diploma in Business Information Technology!
At the point of time, when I came to school and meeting up all my friends... I am very excitied and at the same time disappointment becos I really miss school and my beloved friends in TP... The whole ceremony is very boring and the refreshment that they served is suck... At the same time when I step on top of the stage, i am very nervous.... nervous really getting nerves when the queue is about to approach me... My hands and legs were about to limp down when my name is about to call, i am getting nervous that they will mention my name wrongly... I really dun like people to call me as "Jia Yee"... My actual name given by my parent is Jie Yee... not Jia Yee... stupid!!
It is quite a grand event, it is nice to see all of them are nicely dressed... Finally we are able to graduated with a diploma... After the ceremony is over, all of them were busy taking photos of our really last moment in TP... so excited and fun
Thursday, 12 August 2004 will always be remembered on mind forever... It is quite fun meeting up all my friends again after 2-3 months of separation... Most of the guys that i known 3 years before that changed alot... especially to my friends, Junqi, after going to ns, he is really slim down alot... i hardly remember when he came before the ceremony started... Guys and gals that i known, wish u all the best & Happy Graduation to u all... Remember to keep-in-touch ok!!!
12 August 2004, it is not only my graudation ceremony and also my god-mother's 50th birthday. After the ceremony, i need to rush home to change and rush to the Crown Prince Hotel for dinner with all my relatives and family & also my bf... I bought a big present for her, and really hoped that she will like it... The present is bought by me and bf, it is a photo album with all the photos that i had taken with her... I had spent a lot of times doing the arrangement of photos from young to now!!!
Looking at the photos that i had taken before, I had really had changed a lot... Happy Birthday God-Mother... I will always love u before, thanks for taking care of me when i was young... kiss kiss kiss
Giving all I've got, I'm your love-me-not,
You're my lover, once in a lifetime,
Taking care of you, every time it's new,
You know you're my once in a lifetime
Fireworks displays aren't common in singapore, so when these fiery displays do momentarily brighten up the singapore night sky, there's a high chance that the national day parade celebrations are going on.
This year, a S$5 million fireworks feast will be held for the first time this August as part of the National Day celebrations. The Marina waterfront will be an explosion of colour on three Sundays -- the 1st, 8th and 15th of August -- for the first fireworks festival. The Marina Bay, which has been the venue of many of Singapore's fireworks displays, will once again come aglow during this year's National Day celebrations. The Singapore fireworks festival will also bring teams from the United States and Hong Kong.
The displays will be choreographed to music and the fireworks will be programmed to explode as low as 20 metres and as high as 400 metres. "With the music input you can go as precise as one-tenth of a second to sync with the music. And all this technology, the art of choreographing, the passion, does bring out the difference in the fireworks," And "We are bringing a five to six minutes show!"
Here are some of the pictures taken on 1 August 2004 during the Singapore Festival Fireworks 2004!! Sit back and enjoy the pictures taken by me and my lovely bf...
wow... the fireworks is so lovely... I and my bf went there quite early about 5pm in the evening just to book a nice place so that he can take some nice photos... It is raining on that day but it is worth to wait... At about 8.10pm the first fireworks displayed, all the ppl there together with us are all so excitied and impressed with all the fireworks displayed... Fortunately was that I had brought along my video camera to record down the fireworks display and my bf busy taking photos... He hardly able to see the entire fireworks display... poor thing!!
Yesterday was a pretty strange day .. things didn't go quite right for me. Firstly, I woke up on the wrong side of bed and felt blue for the entire whole day. Starting looking all the photos that i had taken b4. I realize that I had changed alot....
Taking out all the photos that i and bf had taken to see, now then i realize that he is quite handsome to me... It had been a 2 1/2 years of relationship, i really hope that it will continue forever... I realize that i cant continue my life without him... i really miss him, miss his smile, miss his jokes, miss his kiss, miss his hug, miss everything of his ... when will he be coming back to me... Dear Dear I really miss you!!
I met up with my ex cum good friend, Allan yesterday - the last time I saw him was before Christmas eve last year. :) It's good to see him after such a long time ... and I can't believe we've known each other for almost 8 years now .. which means 8 years ago, we used to walk to school together! Woooo .. time sure flies without you knowing it. He still recalls our first conversation in school .. it was when at the sec 3 camp... We fell in love with each other during the sec 3 camp, it is just a short 5 days camp but it is the most memorial times that we spent together... Still long time he still remember me. Awww ... Dear Dear please dun be sad, it is a past memory that i had b4... past is past, yesterday is history, today is present...
Today afternoon, I went to an interview... After the interview, i came around a small church and saw a lovely couple getting married... just like a fairy-tale to me how sweet and lovely they are!!... I really hope that my bf is with me at the church wow the god and say I DO!!! that is every girl dream...
These few days, i had always had this same dream almost everyday... I was a guy with me at the church getting married... but i really know who is he... will it be wilfred or even someelse who i know.... his face is so blur and hardly able to see his face... strange who he is??
I am a bit strange... what is this dream telling me of?? Can anyone tell me....
My wei wei... is going for his reservist soon, it is not the first time he is going for his reservist, but i dun understand myself why i am starting to miss him lei...
Whenever i had problems or doubt, he will always be there to listen to me... And now i am jobless, my doubts is even more than b4... but he will always be there to comfort me, how sweet he is!! He is my lovely tebby bear, i hope that he will understand that i really miss him...
I really miss you... I have other friends whom I may talk to but it's not the same as you around.... You have such a deep understanding of who I am.... I hardly have to speak any words and you know just what I am saying.... I really miss you and I want to be sure that you know that no matter where I go.... whom I meet or what I do I'll never find as deep a relationship with anyone as I have with you...
miss you, wei wei....
I had been jobless for an entire one month lei... so boring at home doing nothing, eating, sleeping just like a pig...
I had went to alot of interviews, but after the interview no more replys from them, so sickness.... I really dun feel like working lei, i feel like going for holidays and start schooling... For all thoses that are able to pursue to SMU/NTU/NUS, best wishes to u all!!! I really wish i will be one of them, but my results are that good as them.... FATE
It had been a month of not being employed... I am being kept at home resting, eating, sleeping just like staying a cold-hearted prison, but i am much more fortunate than the prisoner, i can even go out shopping and even watch TV. Maybe I had fate to be tai tai in the future, dun have to work just mainly go shopping and even go for a coffee drink...
During this month of resting, i am also helping up my aunt florist shop in holland village in her e-commerce website that is mainly created by me alone... I will like to me myself a appaluse because the website had been a successful launched and most of my relatives liked it very much... The website is very simplier to who i had done for my ebad project, just mainly changed some of the pictures and colours... This is what i had done during this months of resting at home.
Top of that, i had also changed my blog design... I hope that u all will like it....
Once is my memories, there is a guy that is always being comfort in my heart, there is my very first crush 'Derek'. He just came back from Australia recently for a short trip here just to see all his friends here in singapore. I am so sad to see him here in singapore, i was always the last ppl to know about it.
when i was shopping in orchard with bf, not far from where i am standing from, i saw a guy that looked liked him. I had no gut to call him becos my bf is just beside. when we are walking towards him, i realised that my imgination is true, he is there staring at the crytal swam that i liked before.
He turned around and saw me, i dun really know why my heart is beating so fast and my whole face including my ears are all red just like a red apple. Lucky was that my bf is not around at that time becos he is in the toliet. His expression, face, figure is just like before, not much difference from where last broke up. I dun why my heart is beating so fast, at the time, my bf just came out from the toliet, i dun really know what to do next. I introduce derek to my bf, during the time, my whole mind is totally empty, i told derek that wilfred is my best friend. Wilfred is very angry and reply me that he is going out to meet up with his buddies. During that time, i was totally lost, i dun know what to do, whether to go with wilfred or go out with derek. Lastly, i had made up my mind to go out with derek becos i really miss him as my friend.
Derek is my very first crush, i very miss the memories that we favourish in our secondary school-life, i still remember the times that we had exchanges love letters in our textbooks. and the times we had spent in the 5 days perfect's camp. Unfortunately is that, he is not a singaporean after he had graduated from secondary, his whole family had decided to immignant back to Australia, becos his father had been posted to Australia branch to work as a branch manager. He had no choice but to follow, that is why we broke off our almost 2 years of lovely relationship.
During the times that we are in orchard road, we had spent a lot of times together chatting the about the memories that fourish before. We had decided to call up all our friends out for a small gathering and at the same time celebrating his return.
On the saturday evening, 26 June 2004 6.30pm at Merchant Court Hotel Restaurant, is our last time that we were able to meet up. Fortunately is that all our friends is able to meet. We had a very wonderful times together, eating, drinking beers, chatting, and telling jokes. During that time, it is just like the times had just winded back the clock to where we are in secondary school-life where all of us are very innocent. I really miss the times that we are together before. It had being 7 years not seeing them already, I hardly see them becos during that time i am trying very hard to ignore and forget derek totally. I want derek to forget me totally. I was once a talkative ppl, i always the one that is telling jokes and making ppl laugh, but on the saturday evening, i was so quiet, i hardly talk just sitting there quietly listening to all of them talking. After the dinner, i had decided to go home, derek voluntary to send me home. He decided to send me by cab but i hesitate to walk home. He accompany me without any doubt, we had being walking nearly about 2 hours then i am able to reach home. We hardly talk just quietly walking, in my mind i really hope that this will continue walking without stopping, never ending road. But when i was about reach my doorstep, he handed me a gift and letter, he wanted me to open it up, when i open up the gift. It was the crystal swam that he had being staring at during the time that we are first meet up in orchard road. I was so touch, he gave me a warm hug and i cry on his chest for a while.... after a while, he left without saying good bye to me, just quietly walking away....
During the time, i was quite confused, i opened up the letter... it mentioned that he is going back to Australia, the flight that is early in the morning, and he didnt want to see me sending him off. He is going back to Australia and start planning to get married soon. He is back here in singapore just i see how i am doing now, becos of the little promise that we had agreed upon during our last broke off at the airport. In the letter, he had also mentioned about the relationship with wilfred, he know that i had lied to him, he know the wilfred is my bf. He want me to fourish the relationship with wilfred, he believe that wilfred will give me happiness and not saddness... He want me to be happy for him and wish him all the best for his wedding... After his left, I tired to call him, but his phone was always off. But when i was about to sms to him, i receive a sms from him ~ He want me to forget about him....
I was so sad and confused, i dun really know what i am thinking right now.... i keep telling myself i cant continued this way, i had been attached and i really love wilfred very much, i cant hurt him becos i love him..... i call him to explain to him but he is still angry with him till the situation in orchard road... without any doubt, i take a cab to his place and hope that that he will forgive me. when i was down on his place, i call him and cry.... when he is about to open the door, i hug him so hardly that he is not able to breathe... he is the type of person that is very considerate with the type of clothes that he is wearing. but that time, he came down with just only his pants only and topless... he quickly went back to his room and get a pair of jacket and drove me to the paris ris beach... during that time i had being crying nor stopping and he had being giving me tissues.. we had being spending the whole day at the beach and i just quietly laying on his chest without talking to me... When i was about to say a word, he kiss me and say to me that he understand... he know that derek is my crush and he understand the whole picture on what i am feeling right now.... I was so touch and at the same time i am very happy that he is able to forgive me for what the stupid things that i had done to him.... i kiss and say i love him...
And tell him that the whole story that i and derek had encountered before...A Friend Is One of the Best Things in Life!!
Though we don't see each other very much
nor do we write to each other very much
nor do we phone each other very much
I always know that, at any time
I could call, write or see you
and everything would be exactly the same
You would understand everything I am saying
and everything that I am thinking
Our friendship does not depend on being together
It is deeper than that
Our closeness is something inside of us that is always there
ready to be shared with each other whenever the need arises
It is such a comfortable and warm feeling to know that
we have such a lifetime friendship
-Poem by Susan Polis Schutz
see what charles is doing when all the 3E05 girls are taking photos... 
this is another team project group photo 
hi... this is my project team mates... nice right 
Girls photos before the POT presentation 
What are these three doing... haha they are filming hindu movie... 
This two are our 3E05 class charlie angels!! haha 
