Happy 25th Birthday to: Kelis, ShuHui & Jamie
7 November 1981, there were 3 pretty babies being borned on the same day in KK hospital... Which is the eldest of all, no one knows... No matter who is the eldest, we were always be friends forever!! I will like to take this opportunity to thanks gods to arrange just a precious moments to have us meeting together. It must be a gift from the haven that is holding us united.. I really thankful for all the joy, laughter and loves we had before in school, I missed the days we are in sch, its really fun... No matter where we are in life, we will always be friends till the end... Friends Forever !!
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Updates on what I had done this week...
On 2 Nov (Thur), I met out with my beloved lovely sweetie another birthday gal, Kelis... ShuHui should suppose to join us for a small birthday gathering but she last minute said that she cant make it. Kelis and I went to Marina Square ~ Sakae Sushi for dinner and later went to CityLink ~ TCC for a drink. At TCC, we exchanged our presents, guess what, we both bought the same gift, so coincidence right (a hp keychain with name).. That is fate, becos we are borned in the same year/month/day... Kelis, hope u liked the gift and the pic above, all these are tailored made for u... Happy Birthday to 2 of us, Hope that all ours wishes come true... Please keep in contact and Friends Forever !!
On 3 Nov (Fri), went out with Kaze, her bf and Eric.. Dinner at Plaza Singapura ~ Swensen, then to Orchard Cathay Cinema ~ Ben & Jerry's for my favourite icecream, then lastly to Arama Hotel lounge to chill out. Its really really fun on that day, lots of surprises from them, I dun expect much this year, becos every year birthday is the same, but I still feel so lonely this year, I dun know why. And becos of my friends around me, their support and encouragement that bought me strong as what I am now. But inside me, I am still feeling very lost and lonely.. Kaze and Eric, thanks for the celebration, most of the wishes had being fulfilled on that day, I really appreciate, I am very thankful I have u all my side always... THANK U SO MUCH !!
On 4 Nov (Sat), my beloved DJKL gang gathering.. They bought me for a buffet dinner at Merchant Hotel, I am really full on that day, and the food there is still as good as before. Later progess to Intercontinential Hotel Lounge to chill out. Jonathan, finally fulfilled his promise made last year, he promised me that he will sing a song for me at this lounge. He really sang the song I like very much, the song u are listening now... He also dun know what is the title of the song, but he still can play the tune out, Derrick and I were invited up the stage to sing, duet song with Derrick is really fun and memorable. Heard that they had taken alot of photos and video, I am still waiting to see them.. Janice baked my favourite strawberry cheezecake, finally the cake is prefectly nice and taste good, Janice u finally make it, good job.. They bought me alot of presents on that day, still need a guy to bring up the presents for me back home... Thank u so much, I really enjoyed myself on that day, u all are the best!! THANK U..
On 5 Nov (Sun), met up my sec sch girlfriends.. we went to Vivo City for shopping, that place cannot go now becos everywhere is people, is so crowded that there is no fresh air to breathe.. We were there for only 2 hours, and then later we went back to our usual hangout, Cityhall.. Went to Raffles City ~ Thai Express for dinner. And this is my very first time seeing Shirley's daughter, she is so cute and sweet, just like her mother.. Thanks for the present ~ URS bag, my favourite colour white, THANK U...
On 6 Nov (Mon), met up with my ex-colleagues at Raffles Place for lunch at Coffee Club.. It had been 3 months not meeting them liao, miss them so much.. Another wish being fulfilled ~ DKNY watch, I always wanted the watch very much, but I found it too expensive to buy, but now I got it liao, I am very happy... Thanks Joanna, Feron and Jacqualine, u all are so sweet.. Later that evening, we went out again for shopping... Thanks to Joanna's hushand for the drive home.. THANK U..
on 7 Nov (today), today is my birthday, I wake up pretty early today, I dun know why? I thought of miss work, my boss give me a day off to celebrate my birthday. But I was alone at home nothing to do, I went out alone shopping, buy alot of stuffs back.. 1 bag, 5 clothes, 1 pair of shoes and some comestic stuffs, spend around $120 to $150.. wow that is alot, but today is my birthday, I dun care about money, all these stuffs are what I wanted, and it looked nice on me. It can be very romantic to spend a day by myself, I dun really to need to reply on someone special to provide me those romantic feelings for me.. My wish for this year, "I am still waiting for an answer, I am still waiting for u..". HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
Fun part of today is to unwrap all my presents, have taken photos with all my presents, but too shy to put in it here to share with u all.. heehee.. There are happy and sad moments today.. Happy is that all my friends remember my birthday, they message me birthday greetings via SMS, MSN, friendster testimonial and emails, my sweetie cutie tortoise Eva called me from Japan to greet me Happy Birthday, u are so sweet, THANK U EVA... I am very touched when we talked on the phone, my tear automatically drop off my cheek, how are u in Japan, I miss u so much, I am so lonely.. Hope to talk more on the phone, but its too expensive, but thanks for calling me, Thank u so much Eva... Sad is that I dropped my tear again on my special day, someone had forget my birthday, the one who I want to celebrate with had forget everything about it, do u know how many appointments I rejected just becos of u... Maybe he is too busy with his work and studies.. No matter what excuse(s), I will forgive him.. Maybe my friends are right at the first place, u are not the type of guy I am looking for. I want to Thanks someone, for writing me a testimonial, just a simple words, I am very very happy, THANK U SO MUCH.
Do you know it took my entire life to wake up to this realisation? Life is a journery of regrets and suffering. You'll never get what you want! He's left, he's walked out on me.. Was I wrong, to have loved him? I wish to delete him from my memory, I know I can't. I Jamie, have been through so much ordeal. I will not let one obstacle knock me down. I want to have a life more colourful than theirs. Janice, you had encouraged me to go after I truly love, and not to let destiny dictate my life. I've finally come to realise that.. If you love a person, you must truly wish he or she happiness and not to increase his or her burden. I will take this opportunity to thanks someone for having given me so many fond memories. I will take these memories with me forever. Janice...I am feeling very lonely and please help me to escape out of my comfort zone... I can't breathe anymore... At least you have a guy who adores and love you. You get to enjoy being loved. While I have to endure the pain of unrequired love... Someone Anyone, please hold my hands and lead me, I will follow you forever...
Thanks Chin Kiong (CK), its nice chatting with u today night, its our first time being chatting that long till early morning. Nice knowing u, taurus guy.. I promised u I never went in to your friendster profile to check on your particulars, is just a wild guess. Scorpio people are good in wild guess, they can read other people mind. Most of the time they are correct, but come to exam time, no luck.. Thank u so much for sharing your sad issues with me. I didnt know that u are also looking for this song, this song is very nice right, I like it so much. The lyrics really melted and touched my heart now. But its over liao, now 1.05am my dream had ended..
Once again, Happy Birthday to myself.. HOpe that next year birthday will be better, will come true right.
Yipee, finally reach the month of November..
I had being waiting for this for 12 months..
I really looking for miracle to appear, alot of celebration(s) coming this early weeks of Nov..
But still have to spend some time for studies... sianz
Birthday
02 Nov ~ Liana
03 Nov ~ Yaping & Hillman
04 Nov ~ Janice
07 Nov ~ ShuHui, Kelis and me
11 Nov ~ Weifern
12 Nov ~ Linda
13 Nov ~ Joey
18 Nov ~ MengWei
20 Nov ~ Fidelia
23 Nov ~ sweetie Kaze
wow... so many of my friends' birthday coming, Wish us Happy Birthday ! All the Best and May all ours wishes come true..
This is it, from tomorrow onwards, all my celebrations will start till sunday.. I am still waiting for someone special to date me out on my special day itself... just a simple wish this year, Wish my dream will come true.
For my lovely sweetie ostrich, I had planned a special birthday party on 22 Nov (wed)... Hahaaa, now is my turn to surprise u.. Hope u like my arrangement. By the way where are u bringing me this coming friday.. Where is the nice place u and eric is mentioning about, I am very anxious to know... Please tell me, please...
Thanks Jansen, for finding the lyrics of my favourite song (Till the end), the opening song of my blog... I am very touched and blessed, thanks for the early gift...
When I first listen to this song, I had reallly fall in love, the song is well written and the singer's voice is very smooth that melt my heart again. I actually copy and paste this song from an unknown blog. This song let me think back all my sweet memories of my relationship(s)... Someone please lead me the way, I will follow u forever till the end of my path..
Till the end
all these precious moment
with you by my side
must be a gift from haven
is holding me unite
i don't know how i found you
im thankful that i had
neither i have a love so true
to hold, to keep, to share
chorus-
in my heart
i can't no longer hold inside
all other love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world
there is no place i rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all
i know u came to see
you are the one
till the end.
all my friends around me
say you be gone too soon
and i'm going to make them see
we found the way back home
Chorus-
in my heart i can't no longer hold inside
all of the other love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world
there is no place i rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all
i know u came to see
you are the one
till the end.