Sunday, December 31, 2006

*{a very very Happy New Year}*

Today is 31 Dec 11am, the last day of 2006, another 13 hours to countdown to year 2007.

Goodbye to year 2006 and a warm welcome to year 2007... What is my new year's resolution, hmm its very simple: I am looking forwards to the next phase of life and have a good health.

The year 2006 is not a good year for me, alot of bad things happened to me. Really hope for a better year ahead...

New Year Countdown 2007 Photos..


Temasek Sec Babe... 13 years of friendship

Free flow of drinks before 10pm... I drank until I vomit out when I reached home, the first time I got drunk...



opps.. I think I drank alot



New Year Eve countdown
@ Atmosphere, Boat Quay


31 dec 2006, Richard's 25th birthday


group photo b4 heading back home..

Happy New Year everyone... Brand New Year Ahead for a brand new start... All the best and May all your wishes come true...


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This year Christmas Eve is the most boring events I had encountered, I was at home with my mother. 24 Dec night is the day where my family and I arrived back to Singapore from a short family holiday at Korea, I was supposed to join my friends at Devil Bar to countdown, but I didn't go, I can't just left my mother alone at home, Christmas a season of joys and love, it is also a season we show our appreciation by showering our love ones with gifts. I forgo my friends' appointment and accompanied my mother at home. 2 of us at home eating instant noodles, so funny right... This is how celebrate my last Chirstmas Eve.

But on 25 Dec, I had invited most of my close friends over to my place for a post Christmas party, I am the chef of a day, I cooked alot of deliciously food which melt their heart. Its just a simple party but its fun and filling with full of loves. It is very heartwarming to see everyone so caught up with Christmas and immersing in the festive mood. It is so good to see happiness floating around and plenty of hearts flying around in the forms of present. The atmosphere is most strongly felt with full of loves. I am very touched by my friends who showed their appreciations and friendship by giving me presents. However, I am also very embarrassed, as I have not prepared any presents for them, I only have food to share. My heart was so warmed just by looking at the presents at my room. Love is indeed all around. Love you all so much... Merry Christmas Everyone, muackss...

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~FaLLen aNgeL~

I used to live like an angel in the heaven... But now I am like a fallen angel only then till I realised that my world is not as perfect as what I think. I realise that the world is very realistic... Everyone wears a mask and only that I have to wear a mask to face this realistic world. I hate my life!... The world is so realistic that sometimes that I even think I have lose my own personality in the past... I used to escape from my problems.. As I get older I learnt to face it head on and stay strong in no matter what problems I am going to encounter.. For what I believe after a heavy rainpour, the sky will still shine brightly though I am now at a loss and sick of my life.. I will still continue my lifelong journey.

I will like to take this opportunity to thanks someone, Darren thank u so much for being my side always whenever I encountered problems. I will always remember this phrase of words: "Life is full of hurdles, every hurdle we pass, it makes us stronger, so keep on crossing as much hurdles as possible, it gain us more experience and exposure. Just hang in there, good times will start rolling in, our growing up years are meant to be tough so we be stronger." Thanks for being my audience, its always so heart-warming to read your replies, look forwards from hearing from you soon, Darren thank u so much...

If in this world there is guardian angel who exists, then where is my guardian angel? Why is it whenever I met up with problems, I am always being left alone to brace myself up.. I may seem to be strong in front of my friends and family, but in actual deep in my heart I am very weak... Just like what people who says the more a person seems to be strong but in actual they are even more weaker than those who seems to be weak. I am getting weaker and weaker each and at a loss of what I should do... I really do not want act a brave front in front of anyone already... becos I am too tired to act... I need a break... I really hope that I can settle my problems once and for all as soon as possible.

With my heart broken, my hopes dashed, I was despaired and devastated beyond imagination. I wished tomorrow never come. Falling in love is the most beautiful thing that can happen to anyone. Finding the one whom you love and amazingly, love you in return is like taming a wild tiger. Out of the many hundreds of people crossing my path daily, miraculously I met him. He chosed to love me and I, him. Yet we were not meant to be. Those feelings were like a thousand knives cutting thru that delicate heart, layer by layer. The unknown aching from deep within inside. The lump in your throat that just won't go away no matter how hard you tried to swallow. Those empty feelings. Those lonely nites. I once survived a broken heart but I don't think I can survive another. So I pray to God, never to let me fall in love again, unless He can assure me that He will find me someone who will take care of my heart, someone who will never let those unwanted feelings overcome me again. Someone who will never love another but me.

To my future him, love me only if you promise never to let go of my hand, never to shatter my heart to pieces. Promise to be there for me always until the end of my time.

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Everyone passing by I will like wish you a very very Happy New Year. May 2007 be a good year for you with lotsa and losta of blessing...

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 11:00 am


Monday, December 25, 2006

*{Merry Christmas}*

Merry Christmas everyone, I am back from winterland. I was not around for a week, have anyone miss me anot... Whether yes or no, I miss u all so much when I was overseas...

I am so sorry my friends, I hardly buy stuffs back becos the souvenirs are very expensive and the food there are really not nice. Guess what, people tend to gain weight when they were overseas, but I lost some weight..heehee. All the food served were mostly cold and salty, really not nice, and I fall sick (stomach flu) on the 3rd day of the trip, I will vomit out whatever what I ate... I dun like the food but the scenery there are really nice, so romantic on the winter season, wish to go back again with my loved ones to Jeju Island for honeymoon..

Photos..



My collections...




Daejanggeum Theme Park





Winter Sonata drama scene






Snow Ski


Mt Sorak - Snow mountain


its snowing on the way to Seoul.

That all for this moments.. It is the not the first I seen snow, but its the first I had to climb the snow mountain up to the peak on a -5 degree celsius, half way to the top I was out of oxygen had difficulty breathing, but due to handsome tour photographer's encouragement I never give-up and continue to climb up, heehee after 1 hr of hardwork, I finally make up to the peak of the snow mountain. Its really worth climbing up the peak, becos the view on top is memorable... The path was so slippery, so whenever I had difficulty, he was always there for me, I was very touched by his help, he knew that I was sick, so he played extra attention to me.. He so sweet and caring.. It's more easy to climb down instead of going up...

Too bad, he is too young for me, and I lost his contact and email on my way back to Singapore, too sad to say it.. He left me a note at the Airport, but I forget where did I kept it actually. In the note he wrote me some simple english phrase that melt my heart.. He noticed me from when I arrived at Korea till the end of the trip... heehee. And the love song he sang on the way to the airport, asif he was singing to me, I dun understand what he is singing but he sang it so romantically... Although I lost his contact, but I had learnt alof of camera taking techqiues from him, he is very professional... I am getting interested in this expensive photo taking hobbies how....

Once again, Merry Christmas everyone...

Best Wishes,
Jamie

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 1:53 pm


Monday, December 18, 2006

*{Updates..}*

Sorry my dear Kaze, I forget to post the pictures taken on 23 Nov 2006 which is your birthday.. Hope that you liked the arrangement we had done for you in Fabian's House, and the presents I had bought for u... Happy 22nd Birthday Kaze !!




Before

After, nice right.. our creation !!



Kaze and Selina

Once again, Happy Birthday Kaze... Muacksss

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Finally exams were over, I almost die... This term papers are so tough, I did my best liao, it is too late to think about it anymore its over.. I am not looking forwards to 18 Feb 2007, the date when results are released, which is also the same day of the Chinese New Year. I am very scare to receive the white envelope from UK, I had no confident of passing 2.5 that stupid FRS paper..

I spent one full afternoon yesterday to clean up my room, I am too shy to take pictures of my room, it is too messy to let you all see, heehee... Guess what, when I was cleaning my room, there is one big cockroach crawling out from my stack of papers... Cockroach also taking ACCA, hahahaa.. I quickly jump onto my bed and started to scream for help, my mother quickly run into my room, take my ACCA student magazine from the floor and run around my room to kill that stupid cockroach, its so funny, I even video cam the full situation, hahahaaa.. Lucky I got my mummy around, she is so brave, my hero.. Thank u Mummy, muackss !!

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Our very own lovely JAL gal ~ EVA is back from her tough training in Japan. After 6 weeks of hard work, she is finally back, I am so sorry I was not able to go the airport on 14 Dec, but my soul is there, do u see it.. She is still as pretty as before, I am so jealous, can you please teach me some technique to stay pretty forever so that I can charm the guys..

I really miss her so much during these 6 weeks when she was not around. I am very very touched when she called me on my actual day 7 Nov to greet me "Happy Birthday", I'm so sorry to have you spent so much money on me.. THANK u EVA, muacksssssssssssss.

I will arrange a post-christmas celebration cum gift exchange on 27 Dec with all the animals gang.. I will be going away for a week for a short holiday trip overseas, I will defintely buy goodies back for you all. I will get back to you all on the lastest update on the venue and time when I came back on 24 Dec. See u all around soon...

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Lastly, I will like to thanks "Dxxxxx" for the Christmas present.. I really like it so much.

My first christmas present this year, a light up angel. Thanks "D", for remember me. Its really fun to have u around me, you always make me laugh.. I will always remember the day we spent eating Walls Icecream bread under the hot sun along Orchard Road, yeah its taste better than Ben & Jerry's Icecream, its so cheap $1 only.. And thanks for the movie treat ~ The Holiday, its a nice show to watch, and hope that you will like the christmas present that I had bought for u, a card holder pouch... THANK U so much... (*.^)

Wish everyone Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year...

Best Regards,
Jamie

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 10:47 am


Sunday, December 03, 2006

*{Exams Coming..}*


Look at my poor middle right finger, can anyone see the LUMP, it is paralyse now, its so painful. It's been a long time since I saw that lump again, exams are coming, always have this tendency to grip my pen hard.

ACCA is getting tougher now, the Examiners in UK are real idoits, they are expecting more from us, increasing the standards to kill us from passing the papers, so they can more commission(s). Time really flying very fast, another 3 more days the war battle will start. I had not fully prepared for it, HOW.. Nothing gets in, I am so stress now.. Everyone around me who are having exams in local/private uni had finished their papers, only left us the Poor ACCA candidates struggling.

I had spend the entire 2 weeks in library revising for my coming exams. First time on 2 Dec, I had broke my target of studying non-stop in Bedok Library for the whole 10 hrs, from the beginning the library officially open till the end of the day its closed...

Quite amazing to see that, there are alot of people around in Bedok Library are getting their ACCA, I indeed know alot of new friends there, I went to approach them to clarify my doubts, guess what, they are some nice fools around that are willing to help me.. Thanks to new friends ~ Stephanie, Daniel, Daryl and Joseph, thanks for your favourable guardian, I'm feel so sorry to disturb you all from studying, keep on asking stupid questions. But hope those questions can really help you all from refreshing our mind.. It's really nice to meet u all, let me feel like I am not the only one studying, thanks for your company.. It's really fun to have you all around me, looking forwards everday to meet out with you all, let meet out after our papers for dinner, how izzit..

All the best to OUR coming exams... Give me some time to settle my stuffs, I will be back soon after 14 Dec.

I really look forwards to meet each of you, out for Christmas gathering. The "Jewel Box" @ Mount Faber gathering is being confirmed, I had reserved the table of 12, see u all around then. I had actually plan on what to buy for you all for Christmas presents, a list of gifts are all listed in my diary. I, the cutie sweetie Santa Clauses will not forget each of you lor, as for me, I want for christmas this year is.. a present that cannot be bought via cash, it's being presented out from a true heart.. can someone find me a valentine for me... Someone who can sweep off my feets and hold my little hands forever till my end of my life.. "L.0.V.E" to me is to give each other happiness & trust.. I believe in fate.. somehow we will meet again one day..

GOD, PLEASE HELP ME !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 8:05 am


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*Name : Jamie Mak
* Birthdate : 7 Nov 19_ _
* Zodiac Sign : Scorpio
* Occupation : ACCA Student
* Email : jamie_mjy@yahoo.com.sg

Missions to Accomplish
* To find True Love
* Get married soon
* Slim down
* Pay increment
* Ear pierced
* Have my charm back
* Change from ugly ducking to princess
* Improve my face complexion
* Pass ACCA with flying colours
* Change handphone
* Travelling overseas
* Desperately need money $$$$

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* little miss perfect
* temperamental
* sharp-tongued & blunt
* really a DEVIL in disguise
* sweet smile
* fun-loving
* sleeper
* day dreaming
* blurry awake
* chatterbox ~ talkative
* doing silly & crappy stuffs
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* sun...sea...beach

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