Yesterday was a pretty strange day .. things didn't go quite right for me. Firstly, I woke up on the wrong side of bed and felt blue for the entire whole day. Starting looking all the photos that i had taken b4. I realize that I had changed alot....
Taking out all the photos that i and bf had taken to see, now then i realize that he is quite handsome to me... It had been a 2 1/2 years of relationship, i really hope that it will continue forever... I realize that i cant continue my life without him... i really miss him, miss his smile, miss his jokes, miss his kiss, miss his hug, miss everything of his ... when will he be coming back to me... Dear Dear I really miss you!!
I met up with my ex cum good friend, Allan yesterday - the last time I saw him was before Christmas eve last year. :) It's good to see him after such a long time ... and I can't believe we've known each other for almost 8 years now .. which means 8 years ago, we used to walk to school together! Woooo .. time sure flies without you knowing it. He still recalls our first conversation in school .. it was when at the sec 3 camp... We fell in love with each other during the sec 3 camp, it is just a short 5 days camp but it is the most memorial times that we spent together... Still long time he still remember me. Awww ... Dear Dear please dun be sad, it is a past memory that i had b4... past is past, yesterday is history, today is present...
Today afternoon, I went to an interview... After the interview, i came around a small church and saw a lovely couple getting married... just like a fairy-tale to me how sweet and lovely they are!!... I really hope that my bf is with me at the church wow the god and say I DO!!! that is every girl dream...
These few days, i had always had this same dream almost everyday... I was a guy with me at the church getting married... but i really know who is he... will it be wilfred or even someelse who i know.... his face is so blur and hardly able to see his face... strange who he is??
I am a bit strange... what is this dream telling me of?? Can anyone tell me....
My wei wei... is going for his reservist soon, it is not the first time he is going for his reservist, but i dun understand myself why i am starting to miss him lei...
Whenever i had problems or doubt, he will always be there to listen to me... And now i am jobless, my doubts is even more than b4... but he will always be there to comfort me, how sweet he is!! He is my lovely tebby bear, i hope that he will understand that i really miss him...
I really miss you... I have other friends whom I may talk to but it's not the same as you around.... You have such a deep understanding of who I am.... I hardly have to speak any words and you know just what I am saying.... I really miss you and I want to be sure that you know that no matter where I go.... whom I meet or what I do I'll never find as deep a relationship with anyone as I have with you...
miss you, wei wei....
I had been jobless for an entire one month lei... so boring at home doing nothing, eating, sleeping just like a pig...
I had went to alot of interviews, but after the interview no more replys from them, so sickness.... I really dun feel like working lei, i feel like going for holidays and start schooling... For all thoses that are able to pursue to SMU/NTU/NUS, best wishes to u all!!! I really wish i will be one of them, but my results are that good as them.... FATE
It had been a month of not being employed... I am being kept at home resting, eating, sleeping just like staying a cold-hearted prison, but i am much more fortunate than the prisoner, i can even go out shopping and even watch TV. Maybe I had fate to be tai tai in the future, dun have to work just mainly go shopping and even go for a coffee drink...
During this month of resting, i am also helping up my aunt florist shop in holland village in her e-commerce website that is mainly created by me alone... I will like to me myself a appaluse because the website had been a successful launched and most of my relatives liked it very much... The website is very simplier to who i had done for my ebad project, just mainly changed some of the pictures and colours... This is what i had done during this months of resting at home.
Top of that, i had also changed my blog design... I hope that u all will like it....