College on friday was a disaster! Three and a half hours of day-dreaming, don't understand what was taught in class, just too tired after a hectic hours of working. I had tried very hard to listen to Mrs. Geetha class, but I kept falling asleep without even knowing it until my head rolled to the side, laying my heavy head on the side of the wall. Lucky I got record down the whole voice convesation taught in class..
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Packed with fun and friends weekend
Celebrating Eva birthday on last Saturday night @ Cafe Iguana @ Riverside Point. The restaurant is favourite for their spicy aroma of authentic Mexican food and 150 types of tequila & magaritas, but its don't taste that fantastic lei, I just don't like to eat Mexican food. But I like the atompshere there, cooling and romantic, I like candle-light dining under an open air near to the beach/riverband..
Cam-whoring session at Cafe Iguana, pub bar & lastly Orchard Partyworld KTV..
This is my time singing ktv until very late till 4am, reach home around 4.45am, only slept for 4~5 hours... No matter what time I slept last night, I will automatically wake up at 7am, so tired yesterday but I still go and meet out with friends.
Another KTV outing with Yingling and Cynthia, singing for a 2 continuously weekends, very shiok, heehee I almost lost my sweetie voice..
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List of things I can do during this month:
- Siewland & Shirley bday celebration on 10 Sept
- Darren Toh bday on 8 Sept
- Darren Lim bday on 11 Sept
- Doreen bday on 11 Sept
- Clubbing (Ladies nite)
- Suntanning, exercise to train up my stamina
- Catch up with friends (hopefully)
- Meet up with Yaping and babe gal..
- Rest & Relax (just simply enjoy my own co.)
- Reach my 12% target
- Going genting from 28 to 30 Sept.
and the list goes on if I suddenly realise there are more things to do.. I will try to fulfill every thing listed above. Geddit.. I am very stress with my studies and works, how to complete all this and clear my mind of my work? My work is getting hectic, studies getting tougher, OMG how to tigger both together, I am going mad very soon.. But I had promise someone that I will not give up, I will hang on, as what he always say: "Good times will start coming soon.."
I had enough of bday celebrations these few months, I am very broke now. Yeah friends, your payback period is coming soon, remember 7-11, don't forget me lor.. Miss you all so much, till you meet up again..
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Lastly, I want to take this opportunity to wish Darren Toh, a Happy Belated Birthday.. I really missed those days we spent together, thanks for yr company, I really appreciated. Really hope to meet out with u soon, hope my dream will come true..
I've slept 8 hours.. but why am I still feeling sleeeeeeepy.... Love the weather nowadays =) cooling and it makes sleeping under the cosy covers very shiok, haha.. had a lazy weekend.. but met up with friends to spend the saturday night together
Went shopping with 2 charming guys ~ Jonathan & Joseph yesterday after work.. I'm so bored at work, they are the ones who entertained me with lots of funny sms and emails.. My days will not be so colourful without these 2 charming guys around.. They made me laugh, they bring back my lost-found smile..
This will be last time going shopping with these 2 guys, they are madness, they are so choosy than girls, but they spend money like nobody business.. Jonathan bought a suit of shirt & pants for our coming friend's wedding, wow with this money I can buy 3~5 stuffs of things.. "I must say they are just too rich, no where to spend.." Hahahaa, Joseph is so sweet/charming, he care for me as I was wearing high heel, he always say to me "Are you tired, Do you need a rest.." Heehee, he bought me this white bag for compensation.. So sweet of him, I love it so much, THANK U SO MUCH..
I am so so craving for japanese food, hahaa really hope that they will know what I am hinting for.. Suddenly I heard something from a far end that they are treating me to a nice shinful dinner @ ShinKushiya.. A japanese restaurant situated where Suntec March was formally located.
In my opinion:
* Ambience: 4/5
* Food: 4/5
* Service: 5/5
Our dessert, Sesame Ice-cream and Green Tea ice-cream with moshi! Plus 2 additional cheesecakes.. first, the chef's speciality-> Tofu Cheesecake and also, Kiwi cheesecake!
These guys were so sweet, haha... poked one candle into it and this became a make-shift pre-celebration birthday-cake, hahaa.. That is too early, just have 2 month to reach my bday.. Any way, thanks for your arrangement.. LOVE U ALL SO MUCH, MUACKSS...
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I am so lost, confuse, stress with work....
I guess there's a certain amount of stress in every career.. and I've always taken it in my stride. Don't know if I've become more vulnerable or the stress is too much for me to bear already. I woke up every morning with a heavy heart. I've never felt like this before. Perhaps I did, but was too busy to realise?.. As usual, I had my morning shower. I prayed with all my heart. I prayed that God would show me where to go.. I prayed that he would remove the heaviness from my heart... to relieve me of the stress that's suffocating me.. I didn't have an idea how I could go through this day at work. The thought of going to work just frightens me. I always thought I'm strong enough to handle work, its challenges and the stress. I guess I was wrong.
Running away wasn't the right way to handle the situation, made me feel really bad about it. Let me not be weak like this again.. to face the challenges at work.. I need divine help!
" A bacon of light..my source of strength..
Where I find comfort..
I could only run to you..
Tell me what I would do without you... "
Eating my favourite Ben & Jerry's ice-cream, is my inspiration, motivation, comfort, my drive to go further.. It's cheered me up, what am I to do without this....