Thursday, May 31, 2007

*{Nerve Breaking..}*

I am super stress, extremely stress now.. 6 more days to exams.. God pls help me.. Nothing get into my head, totally blank, feeling so dizzy now, going to get sick very soon..

I feel so lonely and sick now, I really wish I can hold on to someone, lend on to his shoulder and hug him tightly, and cry my doubts out to him.. I am going mad soon, so tired of myself, I'm extremely overloaded.. Today went to Airport to study with my ACCA friends, after studying there for more than 8 hrs, I suddenly felt very dizzy.. As usually I fall asleep in the toilet, my friends got worry about me after went MIA for more than 30 minutes. They kept on calling me, but I never relpy them becos I kept my phone in slient mode. Suddenly, I heard someone calling my name, she telling me to wake up, the voice sound very familar.. Who are u? Ah Ma izzit u? Pls answer me? ..

Who am I? Can anyone tell me who am I? Oh shit I can't recognise myself.. I started to cry loud by looking myself at the toilet mirror, everyone in the toilet with me got worried.. No one is able to stop me from crying, at that point of time I heard the familar voice again, this time round I heard it very clearly "my dear Jamie, don't pls dun cry, I am here beside you..". At that moment, I think back of my late-godmother.. I know she is there, she is there beside me calling me.. I really miss her so much !!

Thanks Joseph, Derrick, Ivan, Janice, Maple and Joanne for being there for me.. I love you all so much.. Muackssss !!

I so stresssssssssssss now... God pls help me !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 7:10 pm


Thursday, May 24, 2007

*{Studying in progress...}*

Exam coming in 2 weeks time... wow wow I am not prepare it at all.. oh shit how??

Nerve breaking moments! Heat filling up my head.. I’m been overwhelm with work and studies, going to die soon, hahaa, god help me

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 11:36 pm


Saturday, May 12, 2007

*{Thank U, Joyce}*

Thank U my dearest bubby Joyce..

Thanks her for bringing me this opportunity to expand my boundary of success. Thanks her for bringing me to see freedom, success and miracle..

I really learnt alot after going over to Taiwan, I really understanding the story behind it. I had no regret going over there, I will like to thanks her for encouraging and insist me to go. With all my friends' encouragement, I let go my doubts and decided to go for it, the next day when I went back to office, I told my boss that I will be taking 2 days leave on one week time. Without any hestitation and explaination, I had make decision.. And this decision is the correct choice, I really learnt alot of thing after coming back from Taiwan, I see alot of things that others can't experience before, my thinking and knowledge and changed alot. My aim had not changed, I will try to strive to my goal bit by bit. "Hang it there, good times will start rolling in.." Believe in yourself, Just do it..

Yipee, another dream had accomplished, my face complexion had improved alot.. Most of my ance spots had been almost clear, feeling so happy to hear all my close friends praised me on my complexion. All thanks to my dearest bubby Joyce. She changed my life, she changed my appearance.. I believe in her, each day I seen her complexion had improved, I see how she process from a worse condition to an angel now, and I know she will help me too.. I will follow closely to her now, there is more skills and knowledge to learn from her.. Joyce, thanks for giving this opportunity to know u.. THANK U SO MUCH, MUACKS.. To me, you are just like my mummy, thanks for adopting me. I will like to take this year's mother day to thank my mummy Joyce, HAPPY MOTHER DAY !!


Faith Laoshi & mummy Joyce

hahaa.. that me and Joyce

Let us strive our goal together as a team, we will for sure see our freedom and stage one fine day.. Jia You !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 10:50 am


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.::. About Me .::.

*Name : Jamie Mak
* Birthdate : 7 Nov 19_ _
* Zodiac Sign : Scorpio
* Occupation : ACCA Student
* Email : jamie_mjy@yahoo.com.sg

Missions to Accomplish
* To find True Love
* Get married soon
* Slim down
* Pay increment
* Ear pierced
* Have my charm back
* Change from ugly ducking to princess
* Improve my face complexion
* Pass ACCA with flying colours
* Change handphone
* Travelling overseas
* Desperately need money $$$$

More about Me
* little miss perfect
* temperamental
* sharp-tongued & blunt
* really a DEVIL in disguise
* sweet smile
* fun-loving
* sleeper
* day dreaming
* blurry awake
* chatterbox ~ talkative
* doing silly & crappy stuffs
* shopping and still shopping
* sun...sea...beach

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