Yesterday night, I had dreamed that I got married in a church, inside there are full of fresh lovely white cum purple roses... I am wearing a white lovely gown walking down the aisle with my father, surround me are all my family members, relatives and beloved friends... In front of me are my cutie flower-girls, further down is my lovely groom happily waiting for me, just I was walking closer to him, my heart started to bit very fast, at that moment I thought of running away, like the movie "Run Away Bride". As I step beside him, he hold my little hands tightly, simle at me, exchange of vows, exchange of rings... When we were annouched to be hushand and wife, and the groom may kiss the bride.. Suddently my alarm clock rang, I actually woke up of my dream... shitty, why now, why don't u let me finish my whole wedding ceremony then wake me up... Afterall, I feel very happy just like it is a real scene, but it is just a dream overall...
After attending alot of friends wedding or ROM or being bride's sister this year, I had a urge to get married soon, but I had no one to accommpany. When will my day comes? Started to get really worried why I am still single? Why I dun have someone to love? Maybe I am too ugly and nutpicker... It is not totally my fault, I do express my love out to someone, but he dun appreciate it, what can I do... Nowadays guys are more introvert and abit stone; they are more concerned with their own throughts and feelings than other people or happenings outside them. No matter how I hint to him, he will just prevent that it doesn't exist... Maybe they dun seem to get to relationship to fast, committment to them is like going to jail... Because females are more independent and more clever now, that is why it so hard to find someone who u like and he like u more than u do...
My dream guy: must be abit romantic, must be very filial to friends & family, taller than 176cm, have big clean hands, a nice gentle pair of eyes, if possible know how to drive... Eyes are the most important factors, because it express the truth facts, from the eyes you can tell whether he is telling the truth anot, sparkle chemistry... I love to look at guys' hands because it presents the guys' strength, and it must be big enough to hold my little hands and hug me tightly... He must know how to drive, because I love to travel alot, travel around to find good food.. He must be very man when come to decision making, but still have abit of humour to make me happy and laugh, must not let me cry... Lastly, if possible, he can sings or plays song for me... Is my expectation very high... okok I will try to reduce it
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I had just re-printed my entire room to a light voilet colour with white colour at the pillars... Previously it is pure white, after 10 years I started to get sick of this colour, thought of changing colour and re-design the entire layout, maybe it can help to change my luck... My mother question me why I chosen light violet as my base colour, no one know that I love purple, everyone think that I like white or black only, because most of my clothes are these colour, they doesn't mean that I like to wear black mean I like black, because wearing black clothes can let me seen slimmer... But purple, pink, white and black are still my favourite colour... Purple represents romantic, pink represent sweet, white represents elegant, black represents mystery...
Before I re-printed my room, I did the colour personality test on the Dulux website. The outcome of the test came out to be the colour I liked, that is light voilet... very coincidence and accurate right.
Light voliet represents Relaxed Romantic.
"You're a romantic and you like nothing better than surrounding yourself with people, and things, that you love. Your gentle spirit is happiest in a restful environment generated by pale and gentle colours and filled with beautiful and cherished things. So don't compromise. Only give house-space to things that you need or you love. Romance doesn't have to be about hearts and flowers! Create the look that's right for you whether traditional or modern."
I like the colour very much, it blends very well with my white furniture, at the side of my table place a vase of my favourite flowers ~ pink tulips.. Every night I will light up my favourite lavender scent candles, So relax and romantic right, heehee that me, this is what real about me... But one thing is that, now I had no mood is study liao, feeling like sleeping, because this colour helps me to relax.. hahahaaa
Feel so good to be back blogginzz again~
Last friday 22 Sept 2006 is Joanna's birthday... Happy Birthday to You my friend !! May all your wishes come true...
Opps, what is the japaneses restaurant name, oh gosh i forget liao, short memory.. Ordered these after a sumptuous japanese meal. Strawberries with ice-cream inside. Hahaha my favourite fruits, Strawberries... I am craving for u, u know, strawberries.. Looks good... But no no no... it doesnt taste as good as it looks. Haha too brain-freezing...
I actually promised Joanna to get her a Coffee Club ~ Oreo Cheezecake but it required reservations 3 working days in advance... too bad. But you can have a piece of Orea Cheezecake if you buy me this cake for my birthday, heehee...
Everyone is damn busy with their things, I am the only one who is the most free of all, it is a last minute arrangement, so no choice, I just have to drive all the way to order this cake ~ Banana Dark Chocolate Cake from Awfully Chocolate Shop... its really heavenly and very sinful... It taste awfully nice! Yummy !
Birthdays are always fun, like everyone who had said, with me around, there will always be fun laughers and jokes... Happy birthday To You, Joanna.
Yeah friends.. my birthday is coming soon (one more month to countdown)... Its seem that this year birthday, I had alot of my friends celebrating my birthday after I wrote my sad shollow story on my blog last week. Everyone is asking me what I want for presents this year and what is my wish? I had only one birthday wish this year... Really want Love and hoping to find someone who can sweep me off my feets and give me all his loves and entrust, and hold my hands forever and walking down the aisle and saying our wedding vows together...... Hope these will come true !
Let go back to Hotel Intercontinental lounge this year how izzit, I really like the freezy and romantic atmosphere there ~ live band, and the price is quite reasonable too. Johanthan, you promise me last year that you will sing a birthday song for me playing the piano.. Will u do this for me this year..
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Something to recommend!!
Yoshiden~ (outlets at Raffles Place and United Square)
I heard my friends saying about this shop that sell very nice desserts. I am lurve of their healthy drinks. You can get chunks of Aloe Vera with honey lemon, lemongrass drink and some other detox stuff as well.
This was the new desert I tried that day called Yoshiden Papaya. Dripping with homemade goodness. Give it 5 thumbs up. (*.*) I am drooling again just thinking about it.. It is good for skin and I believe it helps constipation too as papaya is full of fibres, the 'Mu er' inside supplies collagen so this makes it the perfect beauty potion! Very oishii on a nice warm day. Must try okok...
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Whenever my pretty lovely SIA Stewdaress cousin, Tiffany came back from Japan, she will always buy my favourite food back for me, so sweet of she. My favourite ~ Ishiya Chocolate Biscuit from Hokkaido Japan... Yipee, Yummy !
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That all for today.. Feeling so hungry now...
Oh gosh, I almost forget.. Janice and Ivan is coming back from their honeymoon today night, going down to the airport to fetch them... Guessing now, what presents and food are they going to bring back for me.. heehee, Janice I miss u so much.. Ivan, can u please spare me some time with Janice alone tonight, can she come over to my place tonight, I had alot of doubts and problems to share with her, please... I'm Sorry, Ivan
Do I really look different today? When I step in the office today morning, everyone stare at me like seeing a ghost coming.. do i look like a ghost to u all? (0.O) Heehee, maybe I am wearing a white dress with a sweet pink ribbon at the waist side, very sweet right... very lady and feminine right ! (*o^) New image today, I just cut & dye my hair and finally had my ears pierced...
The first words came out from their mouth is wow wow wow... Jamie u look so different... u look so pretty and sweet today, do I, really hah... Yipee, I am so happy, feeling like flying flying flying in the air, very good mood today...
I came across this website that sell very nice dress, please click here to view.. The price is quite reasonable. But my friends said that u can find these dress at Bugis Village level 2, but I couldn't find it.. Check this code no. Item Code: C002, I like the dress very much, very nice right, I thought of buying it online...
Thanks Joey for accompanying me to have my ears pierced, do i really scared u yesterday.. I am so afraid when I saw the gun coming towards me, I almost cried out yesterday hahaha... Lucky I had u around me, if not I will not dare to go and do it by myself... Thanks u very much ! Yipee, I like very much, do I really look different or still the same as before...
A brand new start to the week, all set to piang through the week before i enjoy another well-deserved weekend.
Unfortuntately, something happens yesterday night that spoilt my mood totally...
Because while I was grabbing my facial product from my mirror shelf, I accidentally broke my mum's bio-essence product. The container was made of glass and it broke on the floor. The glass bits flew and the substance leaked out. It was some super oily substance which I assume is good for the face. Kaoz, my whole floor had the super thick oily glassy mess which I had to clean up. Spent more than 10 minutes clearing up the mess. However the floor is still pretty oily and I believe there are some glass bits on the floor.
Sucks.... I accidently step on it while cleaning up the broken glass on the floor, I see blood coming from my feet, oh gosh, I am in pain... My mother came in the room to help me, at first I thought she will scold me for breaking her expensive facial product, indeed she is not angry at all, she is worried about the broken glass on my feet... She tried several methods trying to remove the glass but still couldn't, finally let me sit on the computer chair and push me down the neighbourhood 24hr clinic... Finally the broken glass is removed, now I had difficulty walking, need to bandage my wound for 1 days, which means 1 days MC... Yipee !
That is my mum's favourite facial products, saying that the product is so expensive that she don't dare to use. =.= How lame can someone buy already, too expensive don't dare to use. If that is me I might as well don't buy. Ya, I know its my fault that I broke the darn bottle. It was an accident. If I were to expect it, you think I will never let it happen? There so many times that I have almost dropped your that darn bottle. It is the matter of time before I broke it and yesterday is the right time. Mummy, I am sorry to break your expensive facial product, I promise I will buy the same product back for u as apologise ok.. Sorry !
It will be totally ridiculous ! If I bought back the stuffs, will she use or let the products be there forever. Wah lau, she don't know that products have expiry dates wan meh? Never use, who knows it's actually an expired product. =.= Ugh!!!
I just call my boss for taking 1 days MC, he is worried about me, he keep asking me questions whether I can still walk, is there any cuts on my leg... Thanks boss for your concerns, don't have to worry, my legs is my favourite assets, I will not let any cut left seem on my legs...
I still feel there is some more fine glass bits left onto my feet, feeling very pain and itchy. My friend, Joyce said that itchy can means either be 1) wound is healing or 2) got infection... I really hope it is healing and not got infection. Need to go down to see the doctor again later, make appointment with the handsome doctor now, yipee... hope is the same doctor as yesterday night, he so gentle and quite handsome, must be dreaming now, wake up... Oh gosh, cannot wear high heel shoes these days...
Guess what? The same handsome doctor examined me again, yipee... He removed my wound and checked.. I asked him why my feet feel very itchy, and he replied me that "becos your wound is healing la". But why I still feel that there are some more bits inside, can u examine it carefully, I scared got infection. Then he replied "ok, I swear no more left inside, don't worry, you feel the pain becos of the deep cut u have, that all". Really doctor don't bluff me, he replied "yes, I swear, your wound is healing but still need to come back for another examine on Thursday". He bandaged my wound and tell me not to walk too much, if you want to walk, walk on one feet and tip toe on another feet... =.= hahaha he is so funny, huh... how to walk, can anyone teach me...
I step out of the room, waiting for my name to be called. At that moment, when the nurse called my name, I tip toe to the counter, I made appointment with the doctor on Thursday, and nurse said "that it"... Huh, which mean that today consultation fee is free.. Nurse replied me "yes, FOC". (*.*) First time seeing doctor don't need to pay consultation fee, izzit I am pretty or I had a nice leg, that is why free... Come back on Thursday, to see me again izzit doctor.... hahahahahaaaaaaaaaa
I just received a overseas SMS message yesterday night from my best friend, Janice... she is now 2 month pregnant. She and her hubby were now in one part of Europe having their honeymoon. Yipee, soon i will have a god-sister or a god-brother to play with, Janice I warn u not to let your children call me godmother, I am not married yet and I am not that old ok... I am still young, please let them call me god-sister instead okok please... (*.*)
Let me guess a Boy or a Girl or twins... I wish is a girl... Janice and me has the same thought, Janice really hope that her first child will be a girl, so that she can doll her baby girl as a barbie doll, because Janice's childhood hobbies is playing with Barbie dolls. When we are young, we liked to play with barbie dolls, I usually went to her place to play, she had alot barbie at home, a cabinet full of barbie doll collections.
Whether boy or girl, I really wish that he/she is healthy is the most important overall... I am very happy for you, Janice... Please give me some of your luck, I am hopelessly devoted in myself recently, everything around me seem to be unsuccessful these days... I miss u so much, Janice...
Well, today is a day people will remember for the reason. My ex-UPS boss called me out for dinner today after work, with my family members at Cineleisure's HongKong Cafe. I had received my first birthday present this year from them (SK necklace and a red packet). Wow, I am so happy very happy... Yipee, he still remember my birthday, I am so touched... Thank U, boss !
Today when he see me, I can't recognise me, he said that I had changed alot, wow u slimmed down alot, from a fat girl before to a pretty angel now... my perservance really paid off! He was so shock at first, but a while, he tap on my shoulder and say good job, I like the way u are now, pretty and sexy... I was so happy from his words, and it brighten my day. BUT, he is leaving Singapore to China soon for overseas assignment for 3 years, today is our last time meeting him liao... Boss, I miss u so much, Bon Voyage and Wish u all the best ! Thanks for everything u had given me, I really appreaciate.
I had not being seeing my ex-boss Mr Marcus Chua for about 3 years, after the end of my Internship programme. Last month, I suddenly received a call from him, he called me to ask how am i doing, so sweet of him, he still remember me. He is my role model, the best boss overall. During the 6 months of Internship in UPS, is the most memorible moments I had been; the working environment, working style and the ex-colleagues is so good that I never forget in my whole life. Whenever I had to work overtime with him, he will fetch me home and buy me dinner. He treated me very well just like my father and daughter. There is one incident I will never forget, 3 years ago on my birthday, he called me to come to his room and passed me a Swatch watch as my birthday present. I am curious on 'How do he know my birthday'? Anyway I am very happy... Thanks Mr Marcus Chua.
These are what we had ordered...
The food is good, the mango dessert was simply, heavenlish! We ate the mango dessert like 6 little kids.. Hohoho... but I swear that the customer service is the worst I ever seen!!! Freaky bad customer service. Made me so pissed off. Horrible attitude from the staffs. Even the manager is also the same kind. *bish*
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Its been raining whole day and the sky has been so gloomy ever since yesterday evening. Makes me feels as though it is December. I just wanna snuggle up my cozy bed all day and daydream away.
Wah lau!!! I had a nightmare this morning sia. I dreamt that I was being retrenched. You know how horrible it is? I rather leave the company with a job lor. At least i feel secure. Then I woke up thinking if I need to go to work today anot. Hahahaha..... I'm so so glad it's just a dream.
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Early in morning, I and colleagues started to think what to eat for lunch, no mood to work today, was so freaky tired for work today.. Hardly keep my eyes open today. Attempted to sleep in the toilet! But the cleaner was cleaning the floor. >_< Was so tempted to hide under my table to take a nap. Ha! I was so desperate. I think I need to sleep early tonight.
Whoohoo!!! I heard something... SALMONS... can you hear me calling??? *evil laugh* I'm yearning for you... I'm coming... Yipee, Sakae Sushi for lunch. Finally, I satisfy my craving for salmon, how badly I want to sink my teeth into the the yummylicious fresh tender raw salmon...
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I am so happy today...
Took things real easy these days.
Not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
I think I better do something constructive in my life real soon. I hate the way I'm just waiting for time to pass me by. Hello, I'm not a old woman just waiting to die man. I'm a young girl who haven't seen the world who have yet to experience life yet.
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I have a question!
Have you ever wonder why is a Merry-Go-Round called a Merry-Go-Round? Is it very merry to be spinned round and round and get yourself dizzy? So the more you spin, the more dizzy you become and the merrier you are. Whoever who thought of the name Merry-Go-Round must be a sadist. Because dizzy = merry.
Or maybe it's merry for those sadists who watched little kids stepped up on to the merry-go-round and the sadists started spinning the merry-go-round and see how the kids get dizzy and beg them to stop spinning. Oh well, maybe. Hahahahaha!
Ha, since we're at the topic, then why is a See Saw called a See Saw? You see the person opposite you, then you saw the person again?
Someone please enlighten me!
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Ok, i need to clarify something. This is the oh so merry and delightful kind of merry-go-round which kids love and I love. This kind makes people happy and I think I've watched far too many shows to think that it's one of those must-do for lovely dovey couples. Hahaha.... so romantic.... especially if you sit at night. (*.*) 
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MSN Q&A session with Kenneth;
k: How are u?
j: I am fine... still abit lost as usual...
j: I had being a tai tai for a day today, feeling very good, pampering myself...
j: going for full body massage with my beloved lovely friend, Eva
j: feeling so good and shiok today..
k: wow
j: i do not relax myself fully, 45 minutes massage like only 10 minutes to me, becos most of my time i spent talking to the spa personnel... funny right !
j: i would spend relaxing and not talking... shit
k: u are always like to talk.. non-stop, friendly, and cute.. good points... keep it up ok, this is your assets...
j: she said i look young... she cant believe that i aged that old... I feel so good.
k: you really look young... and like to smile and really cute
j: feel like sleeping now.. dreaming of the massage now...
k: wow u must be enjoying yourself today right... good for u lor, i need to work like siao today, attending meeting from morning till late afternoon.. now still need to write report...
j: still remember the day i told u about the guy i liked, i send him a birthday greeting email liao
k: oh what did he reply
j: he is still busy with work and studies... a short message
j: how?
k: do he contact u
j: no
j: we stopped contact each other for so long liao about month(s), not even chatting with him in msn and through sms
k: wow serious, that bad..
k: are u crying now
j: how u know
k: i can feel it...
j: oh gosh i am crying
k: please dun cry
k: i am scared of girls crying
k: dun worry too much ok.. the guy will get back to u soon, give me some time to settle his things first ok..
j: u reply me the same as what he sms me before... get back to me soon, when....
j: one week, one month, one year, or forever no reply...
k: just have to wait lor
j: okok
k: he know that u bought him a gift
j: should be lor, i wrote it in the email
k: then the gift how...
j: still in room waiting for his reply...
j: every night i will look at it and i will start to cry non-stop...
j: what wrong with me...
j: thought of throwing it away if he dun want it
k: give me instead, waste money to throw away
j: is not that expensive, i like it very much too
j: when i saw the gift, i like it so much, just like buying for myself..
k: then keep to yourself... if he dun want it
k: give me for next year birthday present... heehee
j: it is a unique piece of creation, and it is a the very last piece selling there
j: hardly seen it selling outside retail shops
j: really hope that he will like it...
k: i am very sad for u lei... dun worry ok
k: he must be very busy with work, he getting master course now
k: no time to go out.. need to take time for studies too
j: yeah i know, i am also encountering the same suitation now
j: i also studying and working at the same time... ACCA is tougher
j: actually master course is also very tough too.. wish him all the best !
k: okok
k: jia you.. i will support u through this tough period
j: maybe i will stop dreaming now.. face the fact
j: i am really fine now... thanks a lot
k: let nature takes it course ba... my dear
k: how u what like about u?
j: what u mean?
k: u are so lovely and cute and attractive... if i am still single, i will go after u straightaway, i will not let u cry...
j: u must be kidding... I am so high now, flying flying flying now.....
j: I am not that lovely as what u think I am... I am very annoying and weird sometimes...
k: no la
k: u have a nice pair of legs... straight and slim and must be very smooth right... heehee
j: thanks for your compliments, I really appreaciate..
j: u are not answering my question, out of point
k: u are not annoyed.. u are really cute, like to smile and talk alot... feeling so fortunately to know u really... miss the days working with u all in the airport...
j: me 2
k: when are u free to come out
j: I am broke, i declared bankrupt, no more money to spend liao.. u treat me izzit heehee
k: ok i treat
j: really thanks
j: are a policeman right, please send me to jail instead, i dun want to die on street without money
k: hahahaha
k: are u sure anot
j: i am very sure... heehee
j: inside got free food, free accommodations, got friends to play with, got work and pay. Quite good
k: ok i send u inside for a day to trail how izzit..
j: okok...
j: Tahan Merah Women prison izzit
j: nearer my place
k: hahahaha.. u are very cute lei
j: i am always that cute... heehee
k: that prison ok... i will arrange for u
j: will u come and visit me, buy me food, chat with me, can bring laptop in anot, so can chat online
k: hahahaha... u very funny and cute lei...
k: special treatment for u alone ok...
j: okok... Kenneth i am serious
k: we known each other not that long, but I know that u are a very nice friend..
k: your smile and cuteness and friendly had caught my attention.. that is what good about u.
j: oh thanks
j: I am very nice to ppl around me, but sometimes they will take me for granted...
j: neglected sometimes
k: my dear, dun worry, i will be there for u... call me ok, my phone is 24/7 service
j: ok...
k: dun have to worry about my hard feeling
j: oh
k: u also can call my gf, u also known her right, she found u quite sweet and pretty...
j: oh really, thanks
j: she get jealous anot, we are so close with each other
k: no... why
k: we are just friends, close friends that can share thoughts
j: okok... friends forever
k: yeah.. your birthday coming
j: yeah why?
k: just curious what will u do this year
j: same as usual
j: must be very lonely this year..
k: why
j: becos alone lor
k: your friends not celebrating with u meh
j: got la
j: but not on the actual day lei
j: last year birthday i celebrate alone, i buy myself a cake, sing birthday song for myself, and buy present for myself...
j: that is what i did last year.. this year will be the same
k: what... so lonely
k: ok this year, i will celebrate your birthday this year ok
j: u not scare that your gf will get jealous meh
k: dun tell her la
j: girl are very senstitive type... better tell her ok
j: i dun want to be a bad 3rd parites...
k: ok
k: what u want this year... i mean present
j: anything
k: what is anything, must be something u always wanted this year... what is that?
j: anything will do... just make me very very happy on that day...
k: list down 3 wishes, hope to fulfill everyone for u.. heehee
j: love... someone who can hold my hands forever
j: to pass my ACCA with flying colours
j: lastly, i will keep as a secret.... sorry kenneth u cant help me
j: hmmm.... actually, i need just one wish this year, hope he will accept me..
k: oh
k: i will pray for u... I will help to tell god to bless u too...
k: hope the guy will appreciate what u had done for him
j: thanks
j: u are so sweet to me... i am so touched today
k: my dear, feeling very tired now, i need to go to sleep liao
k: tml need to wake up early to work
j: okok... bye and goodnite... nice chatting with u tonight... sweet dream
j: chat with u again in our dreamland ok..
k: dun worry too much ok.. rest well
k: tml will be a fine day for u... i promise, if not i will cut off my head for u to sit on
j: hahahaha u are very funny
j: okok... i will promise u
k: good girl
k: chat with u other day ok
j: ok Bye
k: jia you... my dear Jamie Mak Jieyee
j: what.. u need to pronounce my chinese name out meh...
j: okok... now your turn Kenneth Lim Zheng Hui
k: hahahaaaaaa
k: goodnite.. sweet dream
I had copied and pasted the whole MSN conversation with kenneth just now... Its really fun chatting with u just now, Kenneth dun get angry with me ok, I just feel like sharing with everyone.. I felt relieved now after chatting with u, I am very touched with your words, encouragement and advices. As if we had known each other very long, actually we known each other only weeks in Changi Airport. U look very fierce when u are in work and looked quite handsome in that policeman uniform, after work he becomes a joker like me.. that is why we are so close... Feel so fortunately to know u really, Kenneth thanks alot... Yeah u, Policeman when are u going to capture me to jail, can't wait to go in.. FOC treatments, heehee hahahahaaaa...
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What is the matter with me? I realise now how difficult it is fully understand a person. I've always thought I understood him very well. But tha's really ridiculous. I don't even know myself fully. What do other people think of me? I'm not sure if I'm still waiting for him or I've given up.
Love Like You've Never Been Hurt by Alfred D Suja
Dance like no one's watching Love like you're never been hurt Sing like nobody's listening Work like you don't need money Live like this is the last day of your life
Yes, I really wanted to do that... I really wanted to pretend I'd never been hurt. I wanted to love like I'd never been hurt before. But this how I ended up. The sentence should be changed to... if you don't want to get hurt don't fall in love
brownie batter ice cream with a rich brownie batter swirlBROWNIE BATTER!
You scored 77% SWEET, 70% CHUNKY, and 59% UNIQUE!
Mmmm....you are a very sweet mix indeed! You are warm, loving, and caring to all those around you, but you're not boring in the least! You have a wild streak and a creative, unique streak, too. You are a great friend, an interesting person, and you know how to have fun without ending up crouching over a toilet bowl. Nice!
A birthday greeting to a special friend! When I first talked to you, I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my problems and what I didn't want ever. You listened to me, I bet you thought I'd never end. And although I haven't known you many years, your happiness should last till all things end. Because you've been so sweet and understanding to me. In my toughest times, you've made me laugh and smile. Happy Birthday Darren, May all your wishes come true...
I am sorry We have been Estranged these days... I had actually bought a gift for you, always in my bag, thinking whether to pass it to you or not. It's a unique small gift bought from the Airport, I found it very nice and unique and it represents your character. Really hope that u will like it. When are u free to meet out...
Do you still remember the sms analysis that I sent to you before regards to the cake favour... You had chosen chocolate as your choice. As for me, I had chosen strawberry as my choice... Chocolate represents Sexy; always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh. Strawberry represents Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people and can be counted on in a pinch. You tend to melt. You can be overly emotional and annoying at times.
I tend to care alot for others, as me for, I neglected myself fully. That why people tend to take me for granted... Kenneth, It is wrong to express my love to someone I like. My friend replied me this: "hmmm, this ok to express ur love in ur own way, give the guy some time to settle his things first ok, my dear..." Then I asked him another question, whether to give the present to him or throw it away, he replied me: "u should, since u had bought the gift, dun waste it maybe is a chance.." Then I asked him another question, so do I still have the chance anot, lastly he replied me: "actually i dunno how to reply u coz I not that guy and I dun know wat he is thinking lei, but I am not encouraging u to give up for him coz maybe he really busy now, and still looking forward a chance to meet u, anyway the ball is still in yr hand to decide~!". So, the final decision still lies on me, and I decided to give him the gift, but when.... neverending stories!!
I just read a book called 'Man from mars, Women from venus'... It quite a nice book. This is a book written by Dr John Gray, its useful and helpful in improving relationship, and it helps u to understand the opposite sex better. The things he said in the book, are quite true and accurate. Its did provide an insight into how men and women behave when in relationship, how conflicts arise due to miscommunication between men and women, and etc. Anyone interested in reading the book, I can lend u to read... its worth read it again and again....
I will try to spoil myself now... I finally ate my first bite of my favourite Ben and Jerry's icecream after so long. I love their mint and choc chunks...yummy!! I feel very shitty these days. And when I feel shitty, i will feel like escaping from the norms of life and go travelling. But I can't travel now, becos I got something important to do now, that is studying and to finish my ACCA asap.
I need a new wallet... my wallet has this really big hole LITERARY. Spending more than what I earned. Alot of my friends' birthday coming and alot of my friends getting married, I really have no money left to spend liao.... And I love shopping when I feeling down. If shopping doesnt kill the stress, I kick myself at my tag board. Think I am experiencing a roller coaster mood thing now. One moment, I'm high, the next moment, I'm beating myself up. I declare bankrupt, please send me to jail...
This Sat I will be going for a beauty workshop with my friend, 'Beauty laoshi' please need help me to grow pretty and sexy like u. She was once used to be Fat Fat one, and used to have poor complexion too.. But now she slim down alot and her face is flawless. This workshop teaches us on how to do simple makeup and how to pamper our skin, and it cost only $3 for the workshop... wow very cheap, need to go and try this sat, I am so tamper....
Beauty laoshi always say 'women must pretty all the way, so that man will always find us fresh'. So the most important now is to learn how to be pretty. And she said this to me: "when u are pretty and full of knowledge, guys will come to u like bees to honey.." Please transform me from a ugly ducking to a princess oneday ok.. Hope my birthday wish come true this year...
Happy I am what I am, Love me for who I am.
