Wow, from 27 April - 1 May 2007, I will be going to taiwan with a huge group of friends, for Peng Laoshi's Double Diamond Recognition Rally.. I am so excited.. First time going overseas with a huge group of 100 plus buddies, everywhere we go, we will be grab attention.. Looking at the itenary and accommodation and all yummy food, Wooo hooo... Abalone, lobster, Sashimi, Prawns, etc.. I'm so hungry now...
Hahaaa, can anyone guess how much do I pay for the entire trip, everything is included.. Heehee it is only S$820..
Went to cheerleading practice today morning, it's my first time doing cheerleading, quite lost with all the dance steps.. But after a few practice, it's quite fun and sexy.. And it help to lost weight, and help us to tone up.. Look fowards to Monday and Wednesday practice before we landed in Taiwan..
I am named as Miss Camera Queen..
Pictures taken at Amway 5th Anniversay..
Didn't sleep well for last night... just felt strange and the lights just turn off and on again.. when I wake up again, those I want on are off, those I want on are off =___= hope I'm imagining things which I am super capable of. (or maybe the are just faulty hor) but I thought I felt someone or something hugged me or was on top of me? Maybe I'm dreamingg.. If it happens again, I am going to change room! long day ahead... I'm so tired now, going to sleep soon
I am thinking of him again.. I can't forget him !!
I miss you truely madly deeply=)
Love me for who I am..not what you see..
woah.. hahaaa.. I am going to Taiwan soon, next friday I will going to Taiwan with a huge group of buddies.. I can't wait for that day to come, oh gosh another 7 days more, can't wait to go.. I'm so excitied..
My goal now is to earn more money and pursue my happiness.. Have a happy & wonderful piggy year ahead.. wealthy.. healthy.. pretty.. sexy.. lovely.. being loved.
Yeah, I am so lucky to be selected by Cleo to have a free professional makeover.. I am so excited to see how the outcome will be.. I am looking forwards to see my pictures. Before and after..
Actually it is a lucky draws organised my Cleo, they are looking for new faces, so my friends and I just simply send our lovely photos to Cleo for fun.. Last Thursday afternoon, I received a call from Cleo office, that I had been selected.. This year April Fool, I had been cheated alot of times, I thinking whether it is another joke again.. When they explained to me the details, the contest that I had took part, hahaaa, I had never been selected for lucky draws before, first time after so many taking part in contests.. Yipee, I am actually been selected to have a fee professional makeover, as one of the 7 lucky winners.. $300 free professional makeover; 2 hairstyle 2 outfits..
Next Tuesday is my day, I am so excited to see my pics.. How will I look? Lovely and sexy pose.. I will posted my pics soon when I get it from them..
I actually forgo my sec friends' gathering yesterday, and attended a "Mei Meng Cheng Zhen" talk. I didn't know whether I am doing the right thing anot, but my friends insisted to advise me to attend the talk. Is the life time opportunity, hardly got any opportunity again (0.001% probability) that the speaker will come to Singapore..
When we reached there around 5pm, there were alot of people queueing up, and there even got alot of overseas people approahed us asking for tickets to sell to them. They travelled all the way to Singapore without a ticket, but they still patiently waiting outside, to see whether they got the opportunity/luck to go in.. I wish them all the best.. The chance of getting the tickets is equal to zero..
Wow, I so amazed to see that huge crowd around, what a eye-opening for me.. I am so exciting to see what is the talk about.. Can this talk change my thought, can my dream comes true, I want to be a successful one fine day..
Ok, I had successful fruitful the entire talk, fully understand what the speaker is telling us, and I know I will be the one one fine day.. I will do my best and seize any opportunities that comes, never say no if not I will regret.. Opportunity comes and goes, and remember it doesn't knock twice..
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to be contined, more pics uploading..
Now I know that it isn't me annoying someone. In fact I don't even know why..
I now remember why I never wanted to open my heart and my thoughts to anyone... Now I remember why I never trust peoples' words when they say they will be there for me.. Because many times they leave me to more hurt when that time comes..
Now I remember why I stop crying over my bf(s) and friends because the hurt is too far deep...
Now I remember whoever who says they will never leave U in the lurch are those who leave U first.
Now I think of you.. Whenever I remember these things I will think of you. 
After giving everything I possibily could.. now I get back all the hurt I possibly can. But if all I deserved was an SMS that said pretty much a lot already.. I feel stupid, I feel dumb, I feel frustrated but most of all I feel hurt.. I don't deserve an explanation I don't deserve a call I don't deserve even an apology.. I deserved an sms...
So much tears I want to cry.. I have to cry.. But they can't get out of my eyes.
Time waits no man.. Time to nurture a relationship... I will try to cherish everyone every moments around me.. I had no regret know you.. I love u so much...
Ending with a silence .... (#^.^#)